Hello! I'm a little bit depressed at the moment and this just came about. Clerks would be nice! I have already published this FF at animeMANGA.

Note: there is a difference between "her" and "you"!
Have fun while reading!

I have pain,
and you know that
But you pretend I don't have one
But that's not how it is!
I can't be free
because you hold me prisoner.
I want to have my own opinion
but you don't let me educate
I can not anymore,
because the pain is getting bigger
but you don't do anything about it
that he goes away
because through you I have
this pain.
Let me be free
maybe they go
but they don't.
It just means do this
do that.
I can not anymore,
help me!
The only one who understands me
I see every day
but I don't always want to annoy you
that's why I eat my pain into myself.
I close myself to you
as long as,
until you understand meuntil i can be free
I just want to face you
close,
but unfortunately I close myself too
to my friends.
Hurry up before it's too late
before my heart is cold
and shows no more feelings for you.
Because I'm coming somehow
getting closer
at this point.
I don't want to go there
but you are not helping me.
I would like to
scream and howl
From pain and grief.
I don't know what to do next
help me
why don't you help me?
You said you are there
if i need you
but that's not true
you're not there,
you're far away.
Help me !!
I still will
drown in pain
if you don't help me.
I am sad and alone.
No, I'm not alone
because i have my best friend
she is there for me
in contrast to you,
and you want
be my friend,
you who hardly have time for me?
No this can not be.
I must have been blind with lovethat I did not see
how you actually are.
Did you only want one thing
or did I mean something to you?
I think you only wanted one thing
and not more.
You do not know,
what i'm going through
what I feel.
You used me,
that's how I feel
like a toy
That had to dance to your nose
Not with me.
I will not let you play with me!
Lately,
do you avoid me
you no longer greet me.
If you go on like this,
it is over.