Translation
Fanfic: Lieben heißt loslassen(4)
from staying. To stay with her ...
I wanted to rule my life myself and not let someone rule it. I wanted to be free ...
Couldn't I also be free when I was with her?Probably ... but maybe not ...
Akane took a step towards me.
"Please do not leave me..."
She looked so beautiful. Even when I saw the helplessness in her eyes. I couldn't help it ... At that moment I didn't want to be different ...
I pulled her close and kissed her gently on the forehead.
"I stay here..."
"Promise me."
"I promise you..."
That night I packed my bags. I couldn't stay I had a curse on my neck that I wanted to get rid of. I wanted to be a man. Not half a woman yet.
As I walked out of the house, I took one last look at the Tendo's house.
"I'm sorry, Akane ..." I heard myself say. I had to go to great lengths to hold back my tears. But I didn't mean to pinch. Not then ...
'If I am a man, I will come back'. That was my last thought.
I forgot about him. I forgot her ...
I forgot everything when I plunged into the drowned man's spring.“I'm a man!” I yelled.
I cried with happiness.
I asked a Chinese man a favor. I wanted a barrel. For my father, filled with the water of the spring. I knew he'd be happy about it.
The Chinese gave me a barrel.
On the way back, Akane reappeared in my mind.
Pain spread inside me, but I didn't want to go back. She definitely didn't want me anymore ... I thought.
I had to and wanted to forget about it for good. And then...
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I woke up drenched in sweat. I had dreamed ... Or told myself this dream ...
But I remembered ... I made her a promise ... and I broke it ...
I wiped my sweat away and checked my watch. It was already half past ten.
Since it was Saturday today, I had a day off.
But what should I do? Stop by the tendos? How would you react if you saw me again?
I decided to get ready.Just as I was about to take a sip of my freshly brewed coffee, the doorbell rang.
I put my cup on the table and opened it. Akane stood in front of me ...
yes ... that's it again from me ..
So, commis are allowed as always :-D
bye Bye
yours
princessakane * kiss *;)