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Fanfic: Trunks, warum hasst du mich auf einmal?

contact. She wanted to convince him by all means she wanted to prevent him from drawing a line. But inside she already felt that it was too late, that it was the last conversation about her. The word "we" will probably be mentioned for the last time. Of course, it was inevitable that they would break off contact completely, since their families are friends with each other, but still, if you want, you can really pretend you didn't know each other, but at that time the Bra couldn't yet foresee, she felt deep love for him and she wanted him, but he is stubborn and she doubted that she could convince him.It was evening and Bra felt strong enough to face the problem. One conversation has come. She would do everything possible, but, she promised herself, she would not use the word love. That would make her even more vulnerable. She probably needed twice as long as usual to fly to the Sons. Then she arrived in front of the house, but she did not have enough courage to ring the doorbell right away, no, she preferred to walk another lap along the dirt road.
She was afraid. The sun slowly rose towards the horizon, and it will soon be dawn. Once again she checked her appearance. Black jeans and a blue tank top, her loose hair fell in strands into her face, she had a healthy complexion again and felt reasonably well, at least physically. She took another deep breath and went to the house. She was angry. Still couldn't forget Trunks words. Two or three others? He should tell her that and everything else to her face!Bra was now at the front door, her hand trembling when she rang the doorbell. Her pulse was racing, now she was about to see him. The heat rose to her head. Yes, it was still pretty warm for late summer. She was so excited but tried to control herself. She was still angry and pissed off, of course she didn't want to withhold that from him.
The door opened and she looked into the astonished face of Goten.
“Hello.” Hello, how funny he emphasizes when he's surprised. Bra put on her sour expression.
" Hi." Goten went all the way out the door and let it fall into the lock behind him. Bra looked at him angrily.
"I told you that I would come. I want to talk to you." Goten looked at her, this look, she could not and would not interpret it.
“But not me with you, according to your text, in which you called me a liar, so to speak.” Bra just nodded.
"I wanted to lure you out of the reserve, I know you didn't just want to lay me down."Goten nodded as well and Bra stood sideways to him, she finally wanted to go for a walk with him and talk about it.
"Can we?" she said with a sullen undertone. Goten crossed his arms.
“I don't want to talk to you, I couldn't say no to you.” Bra almost burst with anger. And he could say no to her, but that later.
"You owe it to me! And you know it too! So come on now!" Goten gave in, at least at that point, together they walked along the dirt road, which then became a paved road. Bra took a deep breath and looked at him, her gaze turned inside out, her pain, her broken heart, but also her anger. How many times had she told him not to hurt her! That she trusted him and now he had done it after all! She could hardly believe it!
All right, but all in sequence.
"How many others have you had since I got back from vacation?" How confident she sounded, Bra was proud of herself that she wouldn't cry in front of him because she wouldn't, she knew that and she didn't either.Goten looked at her astonished, she slowly knew what he was thinking, why does she trust him to do that?
"No, I didn't have any."
" And me?"
“You asked about others.” Bra was still angry. She was so mad at him! So angry that she could forget her pain for a short time. She looked at him, looked into his eyes, those beautiful eyes, she wanted him! But she didn't get it.
"Well, point one of Trunk's allegations is gone. How many have you already written such a text?"
"One."
"Well not everyone, point two of Trunks also wrong." Bra had to laugh briefly, how could she believe Trunks? A short break.

“I didn't think you were coming, I expected it yesterday.” Bra had slowly calmed down.
“I wasn't in my physical condition yesterday.” Goten smiled slightly.
“Yes, I got the sms too.” Now he had really made it, Bra smiled and her face became blush.They went on, turning their backs on the sun.
“Why are you doing this to me?” Goten looked at the landscape.
"I've been thinking about it for the last few days. Actually, I've almost always thought of you." Bra was amazed, she wouldn't have thought that now.
"I .." he gave a short laugh. "... even thought about our future together.", he has what? I didn't even waste a thought about that, at least not about the distant future.
"Bra, we are fighters! If one day an enemy comes along and ... I get killed, then..no..I don't want to do that to you!" How absurd, thought Bra (author: well folks, as I have already said, my "Goten" wants to become a professional soldier one day and then go abroad, the argument is probably quite pointless, "if you get a letter later, yours Man fell, no, I don't want that! I don't want to do this to you! ")
"Goten! If you love someone, you take the risk!"
" No I do not want that."She looked at him, he was telling the truth, his look showed that.
“I just don't want anyone to fall in love with me or for me to fall in love with anyone.” Bra swallowed hard.
“And you've already done that.” Now she protested.
“How do you know?” He avoided her gaze.
"Your touch, it just contained love." Bra was amazed, so often the word love in such a short time, wow. She had her sharp tongue again.
“Goten, you can also imagine some things.” But now he looked thoughtful, he even frowned, Bra slowly only had one thought, she wanted to get into his arms, wanted him to hug her.
" Do you understand?"
"Mh .. think so." He walked on, keeping a safe distance. A short break.
"W..why were you so honest with me?" Goten shrugged.
"I don't know myself. Whenever we're together, I have the feeling that I could talk to you about anything as if ... you knew me inside out." Bra looked at him sadly, she had the same feeling.Goten continued.
"But for me ... when we got closer, the feeling always spread, with every touch you touched, in your vicinity. I don't want it!"
"You're running away from your feelings!"
"Yes, I probably do and you can call me a coward, because I'm a coward. You can call me an asshole, because that's what I am somewhere. Besides, I've been told so often that I have no heart and slow I also believe in it. "Bra was desperate, he admitted everything! That he suppresses his feelings ect.! All of her arguments, he agreed with her everywhere and still? Did he stick to his opinion?
"But .. you have to face your feelings and your heart." Goten shook his head.
"No, I don't have to! The mind conquers the heart, if I tell myself that I will stop being in love with you, then I can do that too."
"That's absurd! You would live in a callous world!"
"Yes, I do! You can't get hurt without so many emotions."Bra took a deep breath.
"Goten, I trusted you! Think about my feelings too."
"I don't have to. No, if we were together, then I would always think of you and make decisions for both of us. Draw my conclusions from that. But we are not." Bra felt weak. That's exactly what she wanted! She wanted to be with him, wanted him to think of her! Why does this not work? Why not? Bra looked at him sadly.
"Don't look at me like that!" but she kept her gaze.
"No Bra!" she was still looking at him.
"No!" he turned and slowly they moved back. Bra couldn't go on.
"Goten! Stand still!" he stopped and turned to her. Bra went sadly to him, looked into his eyes and approached him further, she was now directly in front of him, paused for a moment, gathered up all her courage, and fell into his arms. He returned the hug, Bra snuggled up against his chest, put her head on it and felt his heartbeat, she smelled his scent, he smelled so good!Goten had his arms around her too and sighed deeply. He didn't want that at all! Why was he doing it? Goten lowered his head on her shoulder and she felt his warm breath on her neck. They dressed so much that it wasn't normal anymore. Bra felt so secure in his arms, but he gently released the embrace.
"Bra, I've made up my mind, you have to accept that, you have no other choice."
"No, I don't want it!"
“But I, I want to break off contact.” They faced each other, with a considerable distance between each other.
"I don't want us to meet, see, or write again."
"You already finished with that?"
"Yes, and when we are finished with the conversation, I will have drawn a clean line." He made a wide wave of the hand.
"I don't want it to end like this."
"Be glad we don't quarrel."
"I don't think it's fair! The whole thing made me realize for the first time what I actually feel for you and now that I know it, oh!"Bra broke off her sentence. They came back out onto the dirt road.
“Somebody else will come for you.” For the first time Bra really had to suppress her tears.
"So you mean business?"
" Yes." She stopped and he waited.
“I'm sure I'm doing it wrong again.” Bra came closer to him.
"No matter what you do, it will always be wrong."
"No matter what I do? It will always be wrong?" Goten nodded and Bra smiled sadly as she got closer and closer to him and again she hugged him, this time not having her hands around his neck but around his upper body, that's how she was closer to him. He hugged her again and sighed again. Bra pressed against him, she knew well that it would be the last time.
"I beg you Goten! Don't do this to me." Goten kissed her shoulder, the last kiss he got from him. Bra couldn't pull himself together and briefly stroked his tattoo. Goten took her hand and led her away from him, then he took her other hand,
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