heart pain




My heart beats faster,


a tingling sensation in the stomach.


Wanna touch your lips


feel them on mine.


Often imagine a kiss so gently


I'm almost scared, may lose me in your eyes.


Black as the night,


always sad and cold.


But if they radiate joy, you might think they weren't his.




Formerly cold-hearted and cool,


do you show more feeling now.


Sometimes even a smile flits


on the lips, soft and tender.


Often I wish I was in your world


I'd escape all the suffering that holds me prisoner


My already so oh destroyed soul torments more and more.


But if I were with you, would you want me?


If you accept me just a little, you would


Already take over the joy.


In the world that I am in, I have to stay, no chance to escape.

No hope of the happy ending.