Just call my name by cristall


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Title. Just call my name


Author: Cristall


Email: cristall_myraw@web.de


anime: Dragonball


Warnings: shonen ai


Pairing: gotenks


Note: my second Dragonball fanfic. As always, shonen ai. This time it is


a songfic and the song comes from the second Dragonball z album. over


I would appreciate your comments, to be continued if you are interested


Dedication: whitehope (I love to read your stories ^^ * cuddles *)


chibi_momoko (thanks for your lovely comments * knuffz *) and fabi (let yourself


don't get it down sweetie you can handle it all already ^^)




I crept quietly down the stairs, hiding my ki as well as possible,


although the risk of being discovered by my dad was still high. But I


Mustn't be discovered, no way, he had me last night

held up. I opened the front door quietly, then closed it again


walking barefoot across the lawn. One more time I look around before I do


disappear between two bushes. There was a small cave in front of me, with


nothing equipped, just a stone-like table was in the middle of the


Vault. A football-sized crystal ball was on the stone, a


Smiles formed on my face at the sight.


Mum had borrowed the ball from a fortune teller during


to run some experiment during our vacation. When we came back it was


robbed our house. The police found two days later, in a warehouse


all the stolen goods. Everything ... except for the ball. I found it through myself


a coincidence in this cave. Even if it wasn't usually my style ..


this time i didn't give them back, i just couldn't after i got behind

her secret had come.


I had heard the others talking about the sphere before. Gohan had


meant she would show people's greatest dreams, but Goku was that


Believed it would show the future. I sat down next to the stone


fall, ran his hand over the ball that began to glow gently.




> I can see the future


for a moment <




I now know that Gohan was right, but I enjoyed it every night here


to sit and watch some kind of film in the ball that showed me my dreams,


where I could be as close to him as I could never be in reality


would




"And I see you next to me"




a smile creeps up on my lips again as I hit the ball


watch


I see myself standing at the window, looking out, see two arms meet


Wrap around my waist pulling myself into a powerful body.I watch


how a head with curly black hair is buried in the crook of my neck.


I gently stroke the ball with two fingers while I watch how


Goten breathes tender kisses on the back of my neck.


I know it's just a dream that blurs when I leave this cave


but I enjoy being here, experiencing this dream for a moment,


before I have to go back to the house, to my room.




> I know it's just a dream


I have to go back soon <




I know nothing will change Goten will always be my best friend


be, never again. And I'll go back to school tomorrow, him in the morning


meet, laugh with him and gossip about the teachers. We'll get upset and


look forward to enjoying having fun together. And like every day I will


suppress that desire to simply pull him in your arms and to

kiss. I will fall into bed tired like every evening and then down here


to sneak and surround me with dreams.


Nothing will ever change.




> Everything stays as it is


and nothing changes <


But deep in my heart I will always keep the dreams. In a place of


is only there for him who belongs only to him. A place where I can hide


sink into my dreams without being disturbed by anyone.




> There is a place that only I know


a secret deep within me




What would happen if I showed him what I feel, what I am


dream if I would lead him to the place that only I know? If he want


I would take him there, show him the place that is always a


Was secret to me. Because he is the only person I love very much and


trust that I would show him everything.



> and if you want I will take you there


and show it to you


because you are everything I want




I never had any problems. My mother is the owner of the


most successful company in the country, I've never lacked anything. Also


the girls run after me like mad and I also have at school


no problems whatsoever.




> I actually have everything


what one can dream of <




But I never found what I was looking for. Neither my father nor


my mother was able to give me a feeling of security. I missed myself


to feel secure even if I hadn't recognized it immediately.




> but I'm not really well


I've always missed something




It took me years to realize that it is Goten who made me feel this way


that gives security. I've always looked for someone who would give me everything


without noticing that she grew up right next to me, im

Body of my best friend. But now that I know I want to be forever


be with him.




> all my life


I was just looking for you


I just want to be with you




Can i really do it Tell you everything Trust you with my secrets?


A sigh escaped me as I took my hand away. It was time to go again


before dad got up to exercise. I left the cave as quietly as possible,


pushed all the branches back into place to cover the entrance as well as possible.


"Finally finished?" I turned around in shock, "Dad!"




TBC