In the four walls


My quiet, narrow room


A thought seizes me


Like a deep, dark shadow.




I know that I couldn't give her what she wanted. I'm not someone who can always be at home. But she never tolerated my wild heart - rated me based on what I show to the outside world. I fooled her like everyone else. Now I'm sitting here ... alone, abandoned. A tear is creeping its way out of my eye. She gently strokes my cheek and wets it. What should I do? Can I really keep this masquerade going? What for? The bright colors of the leaves and the beautiful weather are the opposite of my mood ... it is steadily waning and getting colder. I have one thing in common with the weather - it will soon be winter, it will be colder ... and then everyone will sleep! Should I then join them and sleep forever?




Like a desperate song


Sprouts in the beating heart

The hope


To a distant happiness.




I have often thought what it would be like if you shared my love. Every time you look at me my heart leaps But in your eyes I only see friendship - no more! I can't take it anymore ... my wings are broken and I will never fly again. Still - I live on in the hope that your eyes will shine once you see me1 You are so proud and sublime - you have so much that I will never own ... if you would only see me once - like I really do am! But it seems to me that you don't even try to see through my mask ...




Now come


My lonely night




My tears don't run dry - there is no one to dry them. So I lie down in my cold bed. I close my eyes ... but only the darkness awaits me. Is there no one who can free me from this cold?I can't do it alone ...