Hi,




Actually, the story shouldn't be uploaded until Friday, but what I planned to do today was done, so there is a part today. The 10th will be tomorrow. One more thing first: This part is very emotional. If that's too much for you, feel free to tell. Have fun




Eternal_Dragon




Part 9




"Hey Piccolo!" he shouted. He looked at him completely lost in thought. Goku had the feeling that Piccolo hadn't even noticed that he had come. But he had already noticed. "Hey." he muttered. Goku looked closely at Piccolo. He had never seen the great Namek like this since he had known him. Piccolo looked desperate, almost helpless. "You're blaming yourself, aren't you?" he asked him. Piccolo looked at him. "Accusations? What do you mean?" "Well, the way you treated her?" "How I treated her? How do you know?" "She told me everything. I have to say Piccolo, that wasn't exactly one Masterpiece.You hurt her very much with your cool and cold manner. I understand that the two of you have no experience at all in emotional matters, but do you have to offend the person you love? I'm really sorry, but I understand why she ran away. I would have done too. I just hope we can find her. And then you will talk plainly. If necessary, under my supervision. "Son-Goku gave Piccolo a bit of a lecture and made him feel even worse than he already was." Stop it, please? "Piccolo looked at Son-Goku sadly. (There must be a bit of emotionalism. J)" I know all that. I don't know why I did that either. I just don't know how to deal with my feelings. "He said softly. Goku looked at him exasperated." And then you act like that? I do not understand that. How about some talking? Helps always. I told you talk to her. But no, what is the Lord doing? Kimura hurt by telling her he doesn't want to talk to her and only makes her cry.Now she wanted to talk to you but you refuse. And then you just snap at her. My god Piccolo. She loves You. Do you realize that? I do not think so. You are, so to speak, their first great love. And yours too. It's the truth, is not it? "Piccolo nodded silently." Do you actually know how one feels when great love says: No, sorry, don't feel like talking to you.? You feel more than bad, believe me. I know what I'm saying. Then the world collapses for you. "Son-Goku put his hand on Piccolo's arm and continued." I'm sorry for telling you this now and in this situation, but otherwise you probably wouldn't have understood. I know that you also know that it is your fault that she ran away. Well, late insight is better than none at all. "" Could you please stop now? And can we start looking for Kimura? "Son-Goku looked at the clock on the roof of the palace." 1. No. 2.We can only start looking in an hour because she has definitely extinguished her aura and the radiation of her energy. And that lasts for 24 hours. That's why we can only see in an hour whether we can feel their energy. "" I didn't know. "Answered Piccolo. He noticed that Son-Goku was quite angry. But he also knew that he was right." Maybe you should concern yourself more with your fellow human beings than always with yourself. Then you will learn more. "Stop it!" He yelled at Goku. "You complain to me all the time, put yourself in my shoes. I know I hurt her a lot. And believe me, that was definitely worse for me than it was for her. Do you know how it hurt me when I saw her cry? But there was nothing I could do about it. It was just like that. I didn't fight it. I fought against my feelings. I didn't want to feel anything. I just wanted to be the piccolo I was before the kiss.Sometimes I wish that none of this had happened. I took all this hatred and anger out on Kimura. In my opinion, she was the person to blame for the whole dilemma. I would probably have said more to her if my heart hadn't forbidden me to.


The struggles that I have fought internally with myself, my mind and my heart cannot be compared to any that I have had until now. I don't think there is a fight like this. I don't need to tell you that. You surely fought such a battle with yourself before you made up your mind to die for earth. By the time I realized that it wasn't Kimura to blame for my condition, but that it is just the way it is and I just have to accept it, it was already too late. You were right when you said that you shouldn't fight your feelings. The more I did that, the worse it got. It was especially bad around Kimura.I wanted to touch her, kiss her and hug her. But I fought against it. I didn't want any of that. In my eyes it was all just stupid sentimentalism. I always laughed to myself at you, Vegeta and Kuririn. I never understood what you think about it. Now I know it. "Piccolo looked at Son-Goku and his eyes shimmered damp. Son-Goku was surprised. He hadn't expected such an emotional outburst. But he didn't say anything else." Come on. We're going to look for her now, "he said softly.