Flying Angels with broken wings - When your heart was broken ... and .... If the wounds heal






I wrote this story when I was lovesick. Here I hope you like her Ai "love" is the main character and she has heartache and I think the story is beautiful ... It's not a DBZ, but that doesn't bother you, does it?






The moonlight shone in the large, dark room. A lonely tear banned its way to the chin of the young girl, who looked lonely and abandoned on a cold window ledge and stared into the mysterious night and from time to time wrinkled her nose and sobbed. The tear lit up briefly before it disappeared and fell on the girl 's t - shirt. How long she had been seeing it there, she didn't even know it could have been minutes, maybe hours, that she spent on that window ledge. The pain in her that had been inflicted on her felt as if only a few minutes ago someone had thrown the words: "It's over, I don't love you anymore!" At her head.Ai wiped the tear away with the back of his hand. She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to be weak. All her life she was told she had to be strong, from the outside it might look like that but in reality there was a little girl deep inside her who would do nothing better than to find comfort in her friends. But Ai couldn't. Not that she didn't have friends. It wasn't like that but everyone thought she was the strong and courageous Ai who could not harm anything and nobody, let alone break her heart. But that is exactly what Tai did to her. He left her for another, broke her pride, her heart and her soul. Did he know what he had done to her? This question was floating around in her head. Did it know how much it hurt inside her? Certainly not . How should he know, how should anyone know? She didn't tell anyone and didn't show it to anyone except her little friend. Her name means love in Japanese but would be able to love her again.In buying again to feel this pain that burned deep in your chest and to feel the hot tears on your pale cheeks and to constantly ask yourself: “Why? "No, she couldn't. Ai got up slowly and went into the bathroom. When she got to the door, she turned on the light switch and then entered the lighted room. She turned on the faucet, held her hands under the cool stream and threw herself the cool one wet in the crying face. Then Ai reached for the freshly washed towel and gently dried her face. When she hung it up again she looked in the mirror. What she saw there was the real Ai, not the strong and brave Ai , the small and sad Ai that she had never shown. From an early age she had had a hard time not only because she had three older brothers against her no her mother died during her birth. Ai had never met her. Her father always compared them to their brothers.After a while, she accepted being number four all the time. The fifth wheel on the car that clung firmly to the hope of being number 1 one day. The phone rang and could be heard through the whole empty house. Her brothers were on a school trip and her father was at work. Ai went to the phone, hit the pick-up button, and pressed it to her ear. "Here at Kusami's." She said into the receiver. "Hello Ai, it's Marron! I heard from Akiko that Tai left you and wanted to ask how you are!" answer a concerned voice on the other side. ,, Oh that .. I've already processed it! "A lie, a lie that calmed one down and hurt the other. Ai fought back the tears with all his might." I don't believe you! You don't think that someone will buy your number from you, that you will always be strong You don't always have to act strong. Everyone feels pain no matter how strong you are! "Marron was right and Ai knew it."You are right it hurts, it really hurts, something tore deep inside me when he threw these words at my head how could he hurt me so much!" I didn't think that someone could cause me such pain, but there is someone and his name is Tai! "Ai sobbed into the phone." I have an idea! Akiko, Opnu, you and I are going to have a women’s evening with me . Bring your sleeping clothes! We're watching videos! What do you think of that? " asked Marron. ,,Yes . OK ! I'll come to you in a moment! I just have to write a note for my father, take a shower and pack my things! "" OK, I'll call the other two! See you soon! "Marron and Ai hung up. Ai hung up the phone a little happier and smiled. Yes, she could always rely on Marron, Opnu and Akiko. Even if it was the first time that she needed your help. But what else were friends there for? In addition, the four were the women's quartet of the secondary school.Ai had barely packed her things in her gym bag and something fell on the floor when it was placed on the desk. A dull noise was heard. Ai bent down and picked up a picture frame. When she turned it tears welled into her eyes again and a stabbing pain spread in her chest. It was the picture of her and Tai that they had been doing for about four weeks. She opened the window when she was caught in a cold gust of wind that blew the curtains. Ai raised her hand and threw the frame and picture out of the window. Unfortunately, she didn't hit the garbage cans but the neighbour's rose bed, but she didn't really care. Then she hung the bag and left the house in quick steps after she had put a message for her father on the kitchen table. She totally forgot to shower in the hurry. She just wanted to get away. Away from the memories of Tai. Away from all the grief and pain she had to endure all these years.Finally after she had a long walk behind her, the way wasn't that long, Ai was so lost in thought that she made at least five wrong turns ..... Suddenly she stopped .... ,, I am not alone ... "It fell like scales from her hair (or is it called like scales from her eyes!?). ,, I still have Marron, Opnu and Akiko .. they are always there for me no matter what and I shouldn't cry for Tai any longer, he's just not worth shedding tears! "Ai smiled .. For a long time her face was shining again .. all the grief and worries were blown away, .... and who knows what the world will look like tomorrow! Besides, everyone can change their fate because only a person eats! "She said and went on ...




Maybe I'll write a sequel. Who knows ! But in any case, I look forward to your comments! Please tttteee!