So here is the second chapter.




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"Don't compare me to your father!"


"Oh should I kiss your pain away?"


"... don't you want to come soon?"


"Goten stop !!"




I never want to stop again! I never want to be in this again


Choking darkness ...




".... Nobody will see me as a living being anymore ....."


"... a cyborg."


"..... You are a true Saiyan ...."




No matter what you are ... you are in one place not just once in a lifetime


where you can't yet tell what's on the way in front of you


lies.....




"This is how you get strong, Chibi, let them be said."


"Trunks ....."


"You haven't slept ..."


"...... To be afraid you need a heart."


"I was 7 years old .....




..... and what's behind you on the way ....




".... as long as you accept me ..."

"Life...."




And suddenly you are like a newborn in the middle of one


Darkness ..... you walk in circles without a goal ..... but


even without finding peace .....




"I envy you."




Who envies these sad creatures that we are? What make up


we want to shape this world? We believe that we are


envied? Just us? Where are we lost? Hundreds of times somewhere in the


Life lost .....? How often will we not


born again? And throw ourselves away again to find a new life


start?? No matter who we were in the beginning ... we'll never be that again


be the same ....


So who do you envy?


Who I was?


Or who I will?


Or who I will be afterwards?






“Chibi?” Goten instinctively buried his face in the cushion and groaned.


"Willnoni Aufstn ...."


Trunks laughed softly and began to shrug his lover's shoulders

stroke.


"Whatever you said, you have to get up now ....."


"Nei-en ....." howled Goten and tried a drowsy one


Exercise to drive the warm hands off his skin. After he


but had fished into the void three times, he gave up. Trunks


snapped his hand and gently kissed his fingers.


"Uh .... Trunks ... Not on an empty stomach .." Goten began tearfully


and struggled to pull his hand away again. But the older of the


Both had more strength and turned his companion with one swing


to himself. When Goten looked into his lover's face, he smiled


oversleep.


"Tomorrow..."


"You too, sweetheart ...."


"But next time, wake me up later ..." Trunks paused.


"Later? It's one o'clock in the afternoon." Goten was startled. Immediately was


the tiredness from his eyes disappeared and he rummaged frantically


after his little alarm clock.

"Really ... you are right ..."


"Where were you yesterday so long?" Trunks asked reproachfully


and brushed a few strands from the forehead of the other Saiyan. As he


however, realized that his question embarrassed Goten


he grinned.


"Shall we take a bath today, Chibi?"


every tomato competition. He nodded nervously and sweating.


"No need to blush so ..." Trunks giggled and jumped out of the


Bed.


"I'll see you soon ... Mum has a second breakfast lunch


preparing ... Ciao! "


As he passed the door, Goten stared thoughtfully into it


Room...


Vegeta ....




Trunks opened his shirt and stretched himself gleefully as he did


who thought of the pleasure he and his partner were having today


Bathroom would have. But suddenly he winced. His


Parents stood at the end of the hall and seemed to be arguing ..... One

less rare than amusing situation that Trunks was happy to indulge in.


Slowly he crept within earshot of the two and made an effort


to remain undiscovered ...


"I always hear the same Vegeta. That I don't have your reasons


would understand and so on. But if you would explain to me


could we talk about it, right? "


"No. I don't want you to interfere in my business,


Woman."


"Prince of Princes, listen carefully to me now! I need this


Keller urgently for the new delivery, and if you mean him


to be able to occupy you cut yourself! I will the whole


Clearing out stuff, I haven't been down there for a long time anyway, it


is sure everything is dusty. "


"Don't you dare go down!"


"What a big secret can you hide down there


that shocked me? "Bulma smiled seductively.


"I'll leave your things alone too, will I?"

"No! You stay!"


"Vegeta! I'm warning you!" Trunks swallowed hard ... The


Basement ....... Suddenly he recognized something in Vegeta that was his blood


let boil. With his head pulsing, he jumped out of hiding and


sprinted towards his father.


"Father? I would like a little morning workout. And Goten is


still so sleepy, I thought ... "Embarrassed, he scratched his head


Back of the head and grabbed Vegeta's arm with the other hand.


Disgruntled, he wanted to escape the grip of his son again


Trunks held him tightly and brutally.


"What shoud that?" hissed the thoroughbred ayajin and growled his son


angry at. Trunks ignored the threatening tone.


"So mother, if you would excuse us ..." His entire


Mobilizing his strength, he tore his startled father out of the conversation


and pulled him around the corner, followed by Bulma's confused looks ...

"What was that supposed to mean? How humiliating!" Vegeta called gruffly. Trunks saw


at him seriously and made a stiff movement with his hand.


"The ..." he cleared his throat. "The flap father."


Vegeta's eyes grew, first he looked at Trunks with incomprehension


then his expression became a mirror of utter bewilderment.


"The flap?" he croaked and, trembling, took hold of it


Neck ..... Here was a flap for one of the cables ... and


she was open. Vegeta felt nausea in his fake stomach and


clenched his teeth as he closed the latch.


"Trunks ..." he whispered hoarsely.


Trunks bored his gaze into nothingness so as not to look at his father


to have to.


"Yes, I know father ... I've known since I was 10 years old ..."


Vegeta opened his mouth to say something but then he missed it


Force.


"You had the door open once and I was curious about you

followed .... And then I saw you hanging on the phone


are ... like a doll .... yes i was shocked dad ... but i did


didn't hate you because of that .... No .... I've wanted you since then


protect someone from knowing ... "His words


faltered more and more and finally he fell silent, depressed.


Vegeta struggled to recover and finally sighed.


"Goten knows it too."


Trunks nodded. "I suspected that ..."


"... Bulma will also notice when she gets the junk down there


sorted .... "


“Take it to my room.” Vegeta stared at him in surprise for a while


on but then he smiled gratefully .....




"Paps ??!" Goten jumped back a step and started


at his father as if he had more than two eyes on his face.


Goku grinned broadly and set up the basket he was holding


the ground.


"Day!"

"What ... ma .... ma ... ma ... are you doing?" stuttered Goku's younger


Son excitedly let his gaze between the braided


Container and his father's face roam.


"Chichi was baking and needed someone to make some cakes


flies quickly to Bulma. As a thank you because they are ultimately ours


Goku explained and laughed at his son


who still seemed amazed.


"And Gohan couldn't come over there?"


Goku suddenly looked embarrassed and cleared his throat.


"Well actually he has to do ... and besides, I wanted to go again


see how it uh ... Vegeta goes because we haven't met for so long


have fought more ... "


Goten studied his father for a while and then laughed. "Well for that


are friends there or not? Let's bring the basket into the kitchen. "...




"Oh crap ..." Vegeta pressed against his son and pushed him away

the corner away.


"Kakarott ...."


“So what?” Trunks didn't seem to understand and Vegeta thought about it


not to look too conspicuous.


"I'm not in the ... um ... condition to fight him ..."


the prince hissed angrily, but blushed slightly. Trunks pulled both of them


Eyebrows raised and had no idea what his father was on


Had conscience.


"Are you all right?"


"Yes, and now get out of here, smooch your Goth, or something


I know what, just leave me alone .... "


"You're like a kid caught doing something naughty ..."


Trunks patted his father on the shoulder and gave him an instant one


threw spiteful look.


"Well then ..." the half-Saiyan said before turning away and


raised his hand in parting, "look at Goku for a while though


Start not to stutter in front of him ... "The prince snapped immediately


Trunks' shirt and pulled him roughly towards him.

"What kind of allusions are these supposed to be ???" Vegeta gasped and


tightened his grip amid Trunks' low laughter.


"Father, I've known you long enough, but you've never had Goku like this before


respected