It was a tough fight ... It was just training ... But it was tough ... You were ruthless ... But I don't care ... because I just wanted to be with you ... The training was just an excuse to be with you .. Mum would certainly not have liked to see her son roaming around with a green. Papa would certainly understand, but he's not there ... You walk towards me ... with a gentle smile on your face .. "Son Gohan, get up. You have to go home." you said to me You're like a father..I just nodded and looked into your eyes. I know from dad's earlier stories that you were angry. But I don't think so ... Not when I look into his eyes ... Why him ?! Do I love him or what ... What should I do ... I can't tell him ... Unfortunately ... We're flying home ... Mom and Goten are not there ... They're with letters. We go to my room. "I'm going to take a shower, wait." I said brusquely and disappeared into the shower ... I take a cold shower ... He was in my room ... But that was actually nothing special ... He has been in my room several times ... But now ... My heart is beating ... Should I tell him ... Confess my love ... Then I remembered a saying ... From my mother ...



Love is a journey


through a foreign country.


You have to have the courage


to leave everything behind


without knowing what lies ahead.




How right she was ... But if I was with him, would we have a future ?! I want to know .. But I don't dare to .. You might find it strange to love a man ... A same-sex man .. It's not normal .. I know that, but I can't do anything about it .. I dry myself off ab..When I'm near my room, I listen to music..Westlife -Why do I love you


Yes why?! Why do I love you .. How did you win my heart ??? How did you manage that I always want to be with you ??


I open the door and see you ... you lie on my bed and hum with the melody. "You can." I said. You get up in silence and go to the bathroom. I stand and look at the bed .. You were just lying there .. I imagine how you are lying there ... Just lying there. My heart leaps into the air when you're with me.Just be there. I choose a CD .. Bro´Sis Heaven must be missing an Angel.


I had to grin because you somehow live in heaven ... Definitely with God. When you walked in I turned the song on You look at me confused. Embarrassing ... just embarrassing ... What he's thinking now. You stand there stiffly ... I'm not saying anything. You don't move a single muscle, you don't grimace. I'm scared ... It was wrong. I'm sad and insecure ... I could cry now ... It hurts ... It doesn't ... No facial expressions ... You just stand there ... That scares me ...