I didn't even know what had actually been going on with me lately. When Kaori spoke to me the other day on Kaneda, I couldn't get a sound out of it, but I have no idea why. Is that because of Kaneda or because of her?


I have the feeling that I like you somehow, but that can't be! She is nothing but a subordinate, a servant of my kingdom!


But ............... The question ...........


What do I have against Kaneda ............


I can't answer that myself.


I just hate him, and nothing will ever change about that, and it doesn't matter why! It doesn't matter at all, damn it!


And then this akira ........ What is he always doing on my mind?


There are so many questions unanswered that I will never be able to answer .........


A lot has happened since my accident ..........


It used to be very different ...... I wonder why it had to go on like this.

Couldn't it have stayed the same forever as it was then?


Now I don't see any point in the whole thing. my world is falling apart and I can only watch, but .............. I will still never give up, whatever happens!