I long for rest!




Hi this is my first FF here and I hope you like it!




PROLOG:




part1: Everything will change!






It was Halloween!


We had known for weeks what we wanted to do on this day.


The steepest party in the whole area was announced in the neighboring town.


No, we wanted to go there !!!!!!!!






2 days before:




Today was Wednesday and therefore the shitty day of the week. Today we had chemistry and physics, one after the other! My courage to live had left me weeks ago and I just didn't want to anymore. My teacher sent me home early because she said I was sick. At home I sat on my floor, next to me a knife, a telephone and a note to my parents:




Hello mum Hello Dad!




I find it very difficult for you in this mean and unjust

To leave the world alone.


But there is no other way, I've tried everything but ...


What about it? I dont know!


There's no way out for me anymore, I echoed it on my own


Body no longer off! Please don't be sad, for me it is more like it


A release!


I have too many problems that I cannot solve!


And tell papa not to cry, because there's nothing to cry there.


It's like a caterpillar finally becomes a butterfly and can fly away!


This is not the place for me.


Well, and now I'm starting to cry, but I've made up my mind so firmly


Don't cry.


And say hello to Grandma and everyone else from me.


I would have loved to know what it's like to grow up


to have children of my own and just in a perfect and peaceful world


To live! But unfortunately this world, I have to give it, doesn't exist.



Say goodbye to everyone I list here (that would be very nice):


Maruchinu, Sabu, Risa, Serina, Sakura, Nataria, Fumasu, Konni, Kotsuchi


Sandera, Hiko, etc.


And all of you I still forgot!




To your little daughter




Katinka, Vilandra Satura














Well he was too, but I wasn't sure if I should do it !?


I took the knife in hand, but at the last moment I got shit and


Not done it! So the 2 days passed until Halloween and always asked me whether it was still worth it?






Halloween:




I had arranged to meet my friend Sakura so that we could get ready together and then go to the party with the clique.




The doorbell rang.


I heard my mother open the door and Sakura step inside.




I can only vaguely remember what happened that evening.



Sakura and I finished off. But that was not going to be silly without our well-known, which almost meant that we were late.


At the last minute we reached the bus.






"What do you think Tinka, will there be some horny guys walking around tonight?"


Sakura broke the silence.


"Sure, and we'll fish the best!"


We talked a lot about such things. Until the bus stopped and we got off.


I still remember that we drank a lot and had a lot of fun until he passed


Came up and addressed me.




He had brown eyes and hydrogen dyed blonde hair.


He was the school crush of all girls and very popular when it comes to more than just kissing


Went. I never thought that he would be capable of what he did that evening.




But it was him.




It was something like this:




"Hi, my name is Yuichiro!You are sure Katinka, right? "


He was so nice at first.


"Yes, I am and how do you know me?"


"Well, who wouldn't want to know a beauty like you?"


But that seemed deceptive.




We went away together and he ordered another beer for him and me, which I accepted with thanks. He paid and asked me if I wanted to go for another walk.


I agreed.




That was the biggest mistake of my life.








So I will continue to write right away, I just have to do my HA.


I know he's not that great but that's just the prologue that tells what happened back then! So BITTTTTEEEEEEEE clerks, yes?






Arigato and Ja ne!




Bra-chan