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Fanfic: BRING ME TO LIFE XXII & XXIII
was up to and she really didn't know how to deal with this situation. One time would be enough, it couldn't happen a second time.
"Why are you so scared?" He breathed in her ear.
"Why fear?" She asked.
"Why don't you allow feelings?! ....."
> Why? ..... Because I can't ..... << br />
She looked to the side, but then the black-haired man lifted her chin slightly and looked into her eyes. Then he approached her face and closed his eyes.
Tanya saw no opportunity to escape because the black-haired man pressed her gently against the wall. A moment later their lips touched. - Why did Son Goten do this?
Tanya thought so, she also kept her eyes closed, but she didn't return the kiss. She didn't fight it either and just let it happen. - Was she just waiting for a valid reason?If so, what kind of one?
At the same moment Trunks came down the stairs, he had noticed that Syra and Matt had already left, about what, he wanted to ask his friends when he stopped in shock. He was stunned and didn't want to believe that this was really going on in front of his eyes. His best friend kissed Tanya, the whole time Trunks had been telling himself that nothing was going on between them and now ..... Now this! He watched the whole thing with mixed feelings, on the one hand he was happy for his friend and on the other hand he had confessed his feelings to Tanya a few days ago, or rather almost a week ago. But was Trunks really serious, or was he just confused and happy that she was back ?! He has never felt so perplexed and helpless, what should he do? Go there and tell his friend the truth that he also loved Tanya or ..... or just leave everything as it was and go on living with this conscience ?!Didn't he have a chance with her in general? Disappointed, he looked at the floor when he looked up again, he looked into Tanya's brown eyes, which exuded a certain coldness. Was she so cold and wanted to hurt him on purpose or why was she looking at him like that. Trunks didn't know, was she just playing with him? He couldn't believe that, she was different from everyone else. Tanya could not just sneak secretly, quietly and quietly inside him and then stab him in the heart. He unconsciously clenched his hands in a fist.
When Tanya opened her eyes she saw Trunks standing on the right side, in the door frame, where the stairs led to the upper floor. Abruptly she broke away from Goten by giving him a slight nudge forward. She turned her gaze to the side,> ... Did he notice? ..... Damn it! .... That creates stress ..... Although ..... I won't get such an opportunity offer more .... << br />
Son Goten looked puzzled until he felt uneasy and turned around.The lightning hit him when he saw Trunks, who was standing with his head bowed and his hands clenched.
"Trunks ..... I .... It's not what you think ..... I ....", the black-haired tried to explain the situation, but Trunks didn't let him have a say.
"Oh come on, BE SILENT !!! I know what I saw! ...", his look was cool and there was anger but also disappointment in his voice, "How long has it been between you two? !!! I mind ... But I didn't expect that from you, Tanya ..... Did this kiss mean so little to you? !! "
Had Son Goten just heard right! > What is he saying ..... He kissed her !!!!! ..... But why ..... Otherwise he'll tell me everything ..... Man! I was so blind and didn't notice that he ..... fell in love with you ... just like me ..... fell in love with you ... << br />
The shock was written on the black-haired man's face. Trunks kept talking and his look became more serious, he wanted Tanya to finally say something that he had misunderstood the whole thing, but he saw nothing in her eyes.Nothing of guilt, her look was just ..... merciless.
"... Why didn't you tell me the truth that you don't feel anything for me ..... Tzzt! ... And I thought you weren't like everyone else!"
He paused for a moment when he noticed how she had a sneering grin on her lips.
"Trunks, what are you accusing her of !!! I can understand you .... Man ..... Why didn't you tell me that ...", Goten cut off the word, "Come on, stop ! There are now things that you prefer to keep to yourself! I should have thought of all of this ..... you know what !!!!! Get happy with each other !!!! I don't care about that !! !!! "
"Now listen !!!!!", his best friend yelled at him, although Trunk's volume wasn't exactly low either, "Don't you think you're exaggerating here! ..... Yes! I kissed her and." that wasn't the first time! "
That had struck Trunks with a stab in his heart for good.
"You can't force her to love you ...", now it was Tanya who interrupted Son Goten with a slightly sarcastic laugh.
"And you think that I love you? Love ... Tzzt! Who needs that! .... At least I don't !!! Should I tell you something? ..... You imagine that I am I fell in love with one of you? Ha! How naive can one be! ..... I don't feel anything for you two !!!!! No love !!!!! Not even friendship !!!!! ... .. I lied to you the whole time ..... and you bought everything from me! ..... you didn't even notice ..... !!!! "
"I don't believe that now ...", Goten was standing next to Tanya, stunned, but Trunks couldn't believe this either, had Tanya really lied to you?
"Take it easy! I don't feel anything for anyone or anything !!! Everything was just an act! ..... Everything! ..... There was not a single situation in which I felt anything or just a spark for you !. ... I'm someone who has no feelings ..... I'm just playing them for you ... Ha!And you even believe me! .... And besides! I am not an OBJECT that you can just use when it suits you !!!!! You just want to make your own profit !!!!! You don't care how I feel !!!!! I am not even asked if I even want that !!!!! Take a look at you! You are really primitive! You're arguing over such a triviality! ", she said dismissively and with a slight undertone of sarcasm. Her voice was ice cold, just like her eyes. Trunks and Goten have never heard Tanya talk like that, let alone that she looked at the two of them with such a despicable look." br />
She slowly walked past Goten, "As far as I am concerned, you can smash your heads because of` `Me '', but I would say that you make it up!"
Shortly before Tanya left the hall, Trunks wanted to confront her, but she pretended to be, "The best thing for you is if you stay out of my business! I don't want to see you anymore!None of you !!!!! ", the older one grabbed her wrist, because he didn't want her to just walk like that.
"Let go of me !!!!!"
"No! First you tell us why you are acting so strange!"
"I don't behave` `strangely '' !!! You always wanted to see my real face! Here you have it! Well!? .... Now you probably don't like what you see anymore!"
She released himself from his grip and disappeared. Completely confused, the two stood in the hall and watched her go. Was that really the truth Tanya had just told them? Or just another lie? You didn't know. Trunks couldn't take it anymore, he had thousands of questions in his head that only you could answer. So he ran after her. Son Goten, on the other hand, absent-mindedly locked the gym and strolled home, it wouldn't make sense anyway if he ran after her now. She has never been like this since he met Tanya and now everything should be just a lie?All that you had seen so far was just a show? Nothing more than a hallucination that felt so real ... Real was that he felt bad, dirty, so that he could throw up at any moment. Did Tanya do this on purpose, was she really serious?! .... Why had Goten never noticed? Noticed that she only played with him and Trunks - put on a show and this so perfectly that you couldn't distinguish between deception and reality.
Meanwhile, Trunks had followed Tanya to her apartment. He called after her but she ignored it. In the upper stairwell she slammed the door to Tom's apartment in front of his nose and leaned against it while Trunks knocked on the door, "Tanya .... Please! I have to talk to you! .... That's it you're not serious! "
She lowered her head, "Oh yes! And HOW IT WAS MY SERIOUS! Get out of here !!!! I don't want to see you and Goten anymore !!!"
"..... I know it was stupid ..... me ... no matter!I am sorry! What's the matter with you! You're welcome! Say something! Give me an answer! Please! ..... "
He stopped knocking on the door, Tanya said nothing for a long time.
"Tanya ..... Hey ... are you okay?"
"You're still there! ..... I'm fine! .....> Does it look like I'm fine? ... No! <..... Everything is fine! ... .. And now get out of here !!!!> Come on !!! Damn it! ... <..... I don't want to know anything more about you! "
Quietly and somehow guilty, he said, "What did I do to you ..... that you react like this ..."
> Nothing .... That's it ... <"Just do me a favor and GO !!!!"
Trunks saw that it no longer made sense, he got no answer from her, no matter what he tried. > She is not what she pretends to be .... It cannot be ..... no ..... Tanya is not numb ..... Now I just notice ..... that .. .I have never seen her .... cry ..... Or ... that she came to me with her problems ..... << br />The almost eighteen-year-old boy pulled a piece of paper and a ballpoint pen out of his pants. He put the sheet of paper on the door that was to serve as a writing pad and wrote the following on the piece of paper:
Hi Tanya!
No matter what I've done that hurt you - I'm so sorry!
What should we do to make you talk to us again?
Please give Goten and Me a chance!
... I can and I don't want to believe that you lied to us all along!
Thank you for letting me stay with you temporarily ... I'll go to Me now ... let's see