that when you allowed her to come to us at all! Besides, if lights take care of me, I will certainly be able to talk to her unscathed!"I answer. I won't let myself be dissuaded that quickly!

The light sighs. I can't fail to smile. I have won!

"Sequite me! - Follow me!" Says the light and starts moving. What about Tala? I look at him questioningly, but he just nods encouragingly. Okay, then I'll probably tell him everything afterwards!



I'm sitting on a hard wooden chair. The light across from me. We are surrounded by 4 other lights.

"Ask your questions! If we don't agree with them, we'll say so!" Says one of them. I nod in agreement.

"How do you know the other side? How do you know it's no different?" I begin.

"My friend is one of them! But we ..."

"The answer is enough!" Interrupts one of the lights. What shoud that? Are these lights hiding something from me?

"How did you get to know each other when you are enemies?"I continue to ask.

"Unfortunately we cannot allow this question!" Says a light.

"Wha? What's wrong with this question? Are you hiding something from me? What's that? I want to know!" I scream. I think that's really stupid. That is impossible! They really want to hide something from me!

"There used to be peace between our peoples!" I hear the 'woman' say and then all five are gone. I sit alone in this bare room. Alone with all my questions.



It takes a while before a light appears again: "I'm sorry! But you both didn't obey the rules, so we had to end the conversation! Aquae mutae non poterunt extinguere charitatem! - Many water also like love do not extinguish! Unfortunately! I will now bring you back to Tala! "As soon as it has uttered these words, I am already in our room. Tala looks at me questioningly.


(Tala's sight)



The meal was delicious. But as soon as I had swallowed the last bite, tiredness overwhelmed me. Now I sit together with Jenny on the soft bed and stare into space. A thousand thoughts are buzzing through my head. And all thoughts revolve around Kai, Nini and these lights. I sit next to Jenny and remain silent. I do not want to talk. So much has happened that I would rather forget. But aren't memories a part of us? What if I suddenly woke up in the abbey and everything never happened here? But the memory is still there? Would I then see Kai with different eyes? Would I see my life differently? Would i change Yes, for sure, I wouldn't be the same anymore. But how would I behave towards Kai? I still feel the pain and hatred for my best friend. Best friend? More likely, former best friend.


"Have you lied before?" Jenny's voice breaks the silence. I lift my head and look into her eyes. "Yes, I did! If I was told to! But never my friends, if you want to allude to Nini and Kai! And you?" I answer her. "White lies! FOR my friends! I can lie well, but I don't use it because I just don't find it right! Besides, it comes out after a while! Or you get entangled in a whole network of lies!" says Jenny.



I have to agree with Jenny. She is right about what she says. But was it a white lie with Kai and Nini? Did you lie to protect us? No! They lied to us because they wanted to hurt us. I will never let myself get hurt again. No more. And certainly not from Kai and Nini.



Suddenly a light appears in front of us. My eyes widen in surprise.

"You mustn't fight!" the voice of light sounds different. Somehow more feminine. She is bright, kind and gentle.Kind of friendlier than the deep voices of the other lights.

"Why should we fight? Who?" I ask in a calm tone. I am totally surprised. What's all this about here?

"The other side is not so bad! You are just like us! Exercisotete! - I conjure you! Nemo iudex in sua causo! - Nobody is a judge in his own trial! But both sides take it out! They want to judge the other ! "The voice of the light sounds frightened and somehow panicked. It seems to me that she is rushing herself. As if she had little time and wanted to tell us so much. I see Jenny want to say something, but then the room is lit up again and two other lights appear.

“Sorry for bothering you!” With these words, they disappear with the third light.



Now I am totally confused. What was that now? What was that supposed to mean? Are there arguments even under the lights? Do you want to tell us how good you are and do you fight yourself?And what does the light mean with the bright voice? Jenny and I look at each other confused and surprised.



Suddenly a light appears again. Slowly but surely my patience is breaking. It is a thick rope, but I notice that it is getting thinner and thinner.



"Sorry that she bothered you! Don't listen to her words! Unfortunately, I have to admit that there are people here who are a bit ... 'confused'! But don't worry, you won't be bothered anymore!" apologizing to the light.

I take a deep breath in and out and try to keep myself under control.

"It's okay!" I say after a short while. What am I supposed to do about these superhuman lights? I can't run away And where in the first place? I don't know exactly where I am ... actually I don't know anything. I've heard the stories, but I don't do anything with them. Suddenly Jenny gets up and asks the light to speak.At first the light that stands in front of us doesn't want to bring it there, but after a while it gives way. Jenny looks at me, but I just give her an encouraging nod. I don't want to have any more questions. I want answers. But the more answers I get, the more questions arise.



Jenny disappears with the light and I'm alone. I fall back into bed and stare at the ceiling. How is Kai doing? Is Nini okay? What happened to her? Is she hurt? And Kai? How is he? I don't know where they are, how they are and what they're doing. Somehow I'm very worried about them. I just can't imagine why Kai lied to me. And neither with Nini. Somehow, Nini and I are really damn similar. Never, really never would I have expected her to lie to me. And yet she did it. She hurt me on purpose. Hurt me on purpose. Just like Kai. I feel hatred and anger rise in me again.Hatred and anger against Kai and Nini. These two feelings suppress the pain and make my body tremble. How could they? And why should I forgive them? Why can't I forgive them? I want to, but can't do it. The hatred and anger are too strong. I don't care how the two are doing, even if they're trapped somewhere. Let them do what they want. With that thought, I turn to the side and close my eyes. But suddenly I hear noises and sit up. A few seconds later, Jenny stands in front of me. Her eyes are wide open and she seems more than just surprised. I look at her expectantly. What happened? What did she learn? What happened?



Jenny begins to tremble. I get up, take her in my arms and together we sit down on the bed again. Then Jenny starts to tell.





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