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Fanfic: Where is my heart?! Part 3 - Ending
stood on a rock platou in front of a cave and fought desperately against such a strange thing. I couldn't see it exactly as if it was surrounded by fog. At least one thing was certain: all Digimon lay exhausted on the ground and their energies were menacingly weak. The digi knights all stood unharmed. Suddenly the monster vanished and reappeared twenty meters behind them.The others didn't notice that it was behind them now. It raised its hands and a black sphere of energy appeared. I understood immediately and leaped forward. It was going to be close, maybe too close, but I had to try. I reached the monster shortly after it shot the ball. Too late. I made a sharp turn and flew after the ball. The others had noticed him, but there was nowhere to go. Meanwhile three more monsters had appeared, keeping the digi knights at bay. I released all my strength and passed the sphere of darkness. I spun around. Would i make it One more second to impact.
I took up position.
Half a second.
My concentration was too weak.
Equal.
The bullet turned sharply and now flew at breakneck speed at Matt and Tai. I froze. I couldn't do anything. I would be late. Equal. I screamed.Anger, despair, hatred, and other emotions. I just screamed them out. I did not want to anymore. Always the same. Always matte. Why always him? And I would be late
Too late .....
The bullet hit and exploded. I opened my eyes. I didn't mean to give up. Not yet. A tremendous force exploded in me and my coat of arms bathed everything in a silver light. Still. Anger. And hate. Frosted. He was dead. By the fault of these beasts. But not this time. Not with me. And not with Matt. I should have protected him. I failed. But mistakes could be ironed out.
The crest of infinity shone brighter and brighter and suddenly Luna was drawn towards me. Our bodies turned silver. Luna touched my skin and ... we merged. We became one being. When I opened my eyes again, a determination sparkled in my eyes that feared everyone. The silver light had long since dissolved the black monsters.Nevertheless, my strength kept increasing. Where did the words my mouth come from? Where did my knowledge come from? A gate appeared. Suddenly the confused Digikaiser stood in front of me. I had changed in the meantime. My hair hung down to the back of my knees and I had four large white wings on my back. I was wearing a garment similar to Angewomon, but it was silver and decorated with images of the coat of arms of infinity everywhere. I also didn't have a helmet. My face looked normal. I flew slowly towards the Digimon Emperor. He backed away fearfully. He hissed: "What do you want from me? Leave me alone!" I looked at him pityingly. Finally I stood right in front of him and looked him in the eye. He writhed in pain and stared at me in despair. Without thinking, I raised my arms and hugged him gently. I whispered, “I forgive you. I'm sorry for you.” Those few words made a difference. The boy I hugged was shining in a bright light and suddenly his clothes and hair changed.He became Ken, the nice boy with extraordinary qualities. I smiled gently, made a small gesture and he was sent back into the human world, along with Wormon. I slowly turned around. The anger was gone. Tai had picked himself up, but Matt lay on the floor without moving. His energy was dead. Dead. Suddenly my strength decreased rapidly and Luna and I went back to normal. We sank to the floor side by side, exhausted. Luna sat exhausted, but I got up again. I walked slowly towards Matt and the others avoided me. It was getting dark. Was it that late already? I must have been gone for a long time. I stopped in front of Matt. He was pale and had numerous wounds, but basically none that were serious. He probably had a straight broken neck. The moon rose. The moonlight touched me and suddenly I didn't care about anything but one thing. I just couldn't help myself. I dropped to my knees next to him and leaned over him.He looked like he was just sleeping, but his skin was cold. I didn't even think anymore. My coat of arms shone in a bright silver and mixed with the moonlight. I kept lowering my head until I was just above his face. Was it right? I did not know it. I took a deep breath and lowered my lips to his. His lips were cold but velvety. My coat of arms shone even brighter. I closed my eyes, just let myself go. The energy was draining from my body as if it were needed somewhere else. I saw the light even through my closed eyelids. It shone brighter and brighter. Suddenly the light concentrated, flowing into my body, but not just mine. It was like passing it on. Pure energy. Life force. But from where? Did I call her? Or my coat of arms? Pain. I felt a tremendous pain, like I was losing something. An important part of me, my soul. A tear ran down my cheek, dripped onto Matt's face.I opened my eyes. At the same time, the lips that I kissed suddenly warmed. My kiss was returned, tenderly, lovingly. Did he even know who he was kissing? A guardian, not even a human? He opened his eyes, blinked, lifted a hand with difficulty and put it on the back of my neck. The light was still there, around us, in us. My coat of arms poured it out, the moon and me. The body below me warmed, the heart began to pound, he breathed. He was alive. As alive as it could be. Was that me Did I do that? I closed my eyes, enjoyed the kiss to the full and then slowly broke away. I sat up again, stood up, and held out my hand to Matt to help him up. He grabbed it and I pulled him up. Everyone stared at him. Right now they had a really tough choice. What should they be more surprised about: That Matt was alive again or that I had made it happen. Maybe. I was weak and found it difficult to stand on my feet.Matt seemed to feel the same way. Finally I gave up and sat down again. I took a deep breath, but with each breath I was losing more energy than getting new ones. Matt sat down next to me. He was breathing as hard as I was. Suddenly everyone rushed towards us. All Digimon + Digiritter pounced on Matt and hugged him. I sat smiling a few meters away and watched it happen. After a few minutes they had calmed down somewhat. Matt got up a little shakily and came over to me. There was a tense silence. He stopped next to me, smiling. He said: "You gave me my life back. I was dead. The Lord of the Underworld looked really good when I was suddenly taken back. You did that. You gave me my life back." I smiled exhausted, shook him Head and whispered: "Don't you know it? Didn't you feel it?" Now he looked rather confused. I smiled at him once more, happy, encouraging, in love and yet resigned.I closed my eyes and fell back on my back. I didn't have enough strength left and it continued to decline. Startled, he knelt on the floor next to me and supported me so that I sat leaning against him. He asked, "What about you? Sen-Jinka ?!" I opened my eyes again. At least they still had to allow me to do that. Even if I disobeyed the Guardian's most important law. I whispered: "Too late ... it was my fault ... I was ... too late ..." Desperately he said again: "No! Sen-Jinka, come on now! You mustn't just give up now." "I didn't give up. I saved what was more important to me than anything else. I've recognized that now." In the meantime, tears had formed in Matt's eyes. He knew I was going to die. I whispered exhausted: "You now have my power, my memories and my life. I gave them to you. You deserve a second chance." Matt whispered: "But I don't want to live without you.My life has no meaning without you. "I found it harder and harder to stay awake" You can do it. I trust you. And do you also know why? "A tear ran down his cheek. With the last of my strength I whispered:" Because I need you ... your closeness, your voice, your will. Because for the first time I feel something so strongly ... because I love you with all my heart ..... "
Definitely. The time has expired. I close my eyes and my energy dies.
But time is infinite ...
~ Fin ~