Hiiiii our cuties !!!!



We were hardworking and have already typed part 23. The dear stress has us quite a lack. But we got involved.



@Nangilima: Hi honey !!! First of all, thank you very much for your picking !!!!! And now to the heaven and hell thing: You're completely wrong. Unfortunately. And elemental angel? Can already be possible. But maybe we just took the names of the archangels ??? And what do these: "? Views" or the "?? views" or the "??? views" mean !!! ??? Question after question. But unfortunately we can't reveal anything yet !!

And now to the matter of fate: It's such a thing with fate. You can listen to what various fortune tellers say, but you don't have to live by it. If something happens then, in Katha's opinion, it is very good knowledge of people from the people who predicted it. Everyone determines their own fate. I (Nini) have a different opinion. I think that the way, our
Fate is already given to us, but how we tread or master it is our business. We'll get there one way or the other. WHDL * cuddles * Katha and Nini



@Silver Star: Hi Mausi !! Yes, you will find out who is standing in front of Tala and Jenny in this part. Whether Kai and Nini will recover remains to be seen! ^^ Yes, the dear stress. But we also need to have little time to write !! And of course we use them! WHDL * cuddles * Katha and Nini



@Veggi: Hi honey! We know about stress! We also have. Next week I (Katha) will write 4 papers / tests. Such a crap!! But there are also times with less stress ^^ Thank you for your praise !!!! You will still see whether these are angels and demons, or maybe aliens, or just people or or or ^^ XD * cuddles * HDSMDL Nini and Katha



@ Benni: Hi honey! You were in Matrix 3 ??? O.o I'll (Katha) go in there on Tuesday too! My brother was already inside, but doesn't want to tell me what's inside so as not to take the tension off me ^^ Thank you for your praise!But how do you know if the bright lights don't want to make Nini and Kai fight too? XD well, we'll see ^^ * cuddles * HDSMDL Nini and Katha



(Nini's point of view)



I hear glass shatter. It comes from the bathroom. KAI !!!!! I jump up and stumble over Kira to the bathroom. I no longer feel the pain in my foot. I finally get to the bathroom door and run against it. A dull pain spreads through my head. I stagger back a step and hold my head. It's complete ????? !!!!! Otherwise Kai doesn't lock himself up !!! Panic, infinitely great panic is spreading inside me. Panicked, I shake the door and scream for Kai. But nothing moves. Something happened. I feel it.



Panicked, I run into the corridor and scream hysterically for Michael and Gabriel. The two appear immediately.

"What happened? Why are you screaming like that? Now calm down!"Gabriel puts his hands on my shoulders and looks at me.

"CALM DOWN ????? Kai has locked himself in the bathroom. I have ..... I ..... I ..... glass ..... I ..... splinter!" I stammer and drag Gabriel into the room by the sleeve of his robe.

"Kai locked himself in and we heard glass shatter." Kira says and points to the door.

Michael goes to the door, raises his hand and instantly swings it open. I immediately run into the bathroom and see Kai. He is lying in a pool full of blood, water and broken glass. The sink overflows with water, the tap is still running. Kai is right under the sink, head down. My heart is racing like mad, my pulse rises immeasurably and my thinking stops. I run to Kai, kneel to him and turn him around. He's lost consciousness. There is a gash on his forehead.

"We have to get him to the infirmary immediately. Quick!" says Gabriel.I don't miss the rather concerned undertone in his voice.

Michael brings a towel, wraps it carefully around Kai so that his clothes at least lose a little moisture and carries him out.

I want to follow him, but am held back by Gabriel.

"You can't do anything for him. You can't help him!" Gabriel holds me by the hand.

"Shut up immediately. It's only you to blame for this disaster. You made it out of him. You brought him this far. That was just you. And if you don't let me see Kai now I'll go to the other side. And take Kai with you. Be careful what you say. "I hiss poisonously tear myself away and storm after Michael.

"Nini! Wait! I'll bring you to him!" Gabriel suddenly stands in front of me, takes my hand and then we suddenly stand in a room.



"Where's Kai?" I ask, glaring at Gabriel.

"He's in the treatment room right now. Wait here, Kai will be brought here!" says Gabriel and disappears.



Now I am standing there. My breathing is way too fast, my forehead is sweaty, my heart is racing, my pulse is pounding in my neck, and convulsions go through my body like lightning. Hot tears run down my cheeks and my head is all about Kai. Just that is my only thought.



I stand there for a while and then let myself fall weak and crying on the armchair next to the bed. I put my head in my hands and cry out all my worries, fears and panic. I knew Kai wasn't doing well. That he's carrying something around with him. That he's hiding something from me. I should have persisted. I should have asked him. I do love him! If something happened to him! It's all my fault. I am all alone. I don't know how long I've been sitting on the little armchair crying, but my tears just won't run dry. The fear eats me away.I feel like I did then. Yes, back then. As one of my best friends, was in the hospital. She was anorexic and had to spend a full 4 weeks in the hospital. At the time, it was my fault too. If I had helped her, if I had taken care of her even more, she would not have been in the hospital. She is fine now, but not then. And that's how I feel now. Guilty.



Suddenly the door opens and Kai is brought in on a stretcher. Michael walks next to him. I immediately jump up and run towards Kai.

"How is he? What happened?" I ask and stand next to the bed that Kai is just being laid into.

"He needs rest now. Please stay with him. He has used a lot of strength. Thank God his head wound was not deep. But I think he is not feeling physically bad. I will be back in the course of the night look after both of you. "says Michael and disappears from the room.


I sit on the edge of the bed and stroke Kai's cheek.



"Kai. What happened then? You can tell me everything. What's wrong? I'm so worried. Please wake up quickly. I love you! Nothing can be so bad that you can't tell me." . I stand behind you. No matter what. I beg you. Wake up again! " I cry and lay my head on his upper body. Something happened. I do not know what. But something terrible must have happened. Kai is tough. When even he can no longer. Fear, guilt and grief creeps up on me. The tears run down my cheeks and apart from sobs, no sound comes out of my throat. Everything around us is dark. Only my sobs can be heard. Even though I don't want to, I close my eyes. My body is still shaking violently. But at some point I can no longer and fall asleep crying with my head on Kai's upper body.



(Kai's point of view)

The pain is hammering in my head and it is hammering in my right hand too. What happened? In the next moment I regret this automatic question. Because all memories, all accusations come back. I would love to sink in again. Sinking into this pleasant blackness, where there are no questions, memories or the like. Where I just have to let myself go. But now I'm back in this nightmare. And he doesn't want to let go of me! I can't forget what I did! I have to live with it, have to die with it. But I can't live with this burden! Not here, where everything seems so real, where everything reminds me of this act.



Although I don't want to, I open my eyes. It's twilight around me. Am i still in this world Or am I at home maybe? My eyes fall on my covers. Nini is sitting by my bed and is half lying on it. She sleeps, but her eyes are not relaxed.No, he's tense, worried. And why? Because of me, of course! I'm just worrying her. And I can't even tell her the truth! I will no longer be able to look her in the eye and I will not be able to tell her the reason for my change. It is already eating me from the inside. And the pain keeps getting worse. You are already unbearable! How will Nini's pain be? Not knowing what I have, lonely and worried. Maybe Kira can help her! Nobody can help me! No one can help the eyesore, take the guilt off me. I have to deal with it on my own. Live alone with this pain. It's better if Nini doesn't love me anymore because I've changed so much than if she knew I was a murderer. A totally cowardly murderer who kills the weak who cannot defend themselves.



And again I will cause her pain! No matter what I do, what I choose. I don't deserve it!We should never have met. As she lies there, it looks like she wants to protect me. Of whom? In front of myself But this dear gesture does not please me, it makes me fidgety. I have to get out of here! Away from them! I don't deserve to have them, to feel them, just look at them. I have to get out of here! Away from the memories, away from the pain, away from Nini, who I hurt so much and will hurt even more. Whether I stay or go, I will cause her pain.



I get up carefully so as not to wake her. Away, just gone. Maybe it's cowardly, but the murder of a helpless person has only revealed the real me: a cowardly murderer! And as such I flee from my pursuers. But it's not people or lights, no, it's the pain, the memories that I'm fleeing from. If I don't, they'll kill me. And not even death will be salvation. Because the pain will always haunt me.The only thing I