thought that such a big guy could be so sensitive?



Two lights bring us to the dining room. On the way there, Tala suddenly takes my hand. I look at him in amazement. Since the hug in the meadow, he hasn't shown me that he "likes" me. Is it more than just friendship? At the thought of it my heart starts beating faster. Hopefully! And even if not, I'm happy that he likes me! I smile at him happily and we enter the dining room.

"There you are. Well, how did you do? Did you understand everything? If you have any questions, we will be happy to help." Asks Uriel and makes an inviting gesture on the chairs. We sit down and I immediately start: "Yes, I have a question!"

“And which would be?” Raphael smiles at me. I smile back automatically. Next to me, Tala shifts restlessly in his chair and stares at Raphael sourly. What does he have?Is he jealous? How sweet! Smiling, I squeeze his hand and Tala looks at me confused. Okay, then I want to ask my question: "I wanted to ask if there is anything new from Kai and Nini ??!" I look at them both anxiously and anxiously.

"Yes, indeed. There is news. We'll show you after dinner. Otherwise, I think you would lose your appetite.", Uriel says and my heart skips for a moment. What about you? Why don't they both want to tell us? But to find out as soon as possible, I'll choke the food down. Because I've already lost my appetite.



Tala and I are sitting in front of the screen. My heart is racing and my whole body is shaking. What will we see now? Tala doesn't seem to be doing any better either. I lightly squeeze his hand and then the "film" begins:

We see Kai standing in the middle of a sea of ​​burning houses in front of a dark light.It crawls on all fours and suddenly Kai points a gun at him and shoots.

Everything around me stops, my heart stops beating, my breath catches, my brain no longer wants to think clearly. I can’t believe what I’m seeing. That can never and never be Kai! What did the bright ones make of him?

I feel something warm on my shoulder and suddenly my heart starts beating again. In a calm, steady rhythm. It's the only thing I can hear Only the pounding of my heart rumbles in my ears. And then my lungs move again, sucking air in and out. I turn my head to one side and look straight into Tala's eyes. He is also surprised, confused and shocked.



"That's not really Kai! Remember, you brainwashed him!" Says Raphael, looking at me with pity. I still can not believe it. I'm so sorry for Kai!If we can undo the brainwashing, will he still be able to or have to remember it? My hatred for the bright lights increases second by second. How can you do this to my friends? You have no right to do so! It doesn't matter that Kai killed someone. At least not for me, because Kai is and remains the same person for me, even if he had killed this dark light of his own free will. I get up to go back to the room and Tala gets up too. He wants to hug me, but I block. I can't do that right now. My anger is too great and I am afraid that I will be rude to him afterwards. Besides, I want to get through this myself now. Because I'm afraid that something could happen to Tala too and that I'll be alone. Then I would have to deal with this on my own!



I feel Tala's hurt and confused look on me. Yes, I would love to hug him, but it just doesn't work!It doesn't work at the moment.

"Good night!" He says and lies down in his bed.

"You too!" I answer and the light goes out by itself. I know that this thing affects Tala very much and shocked him too. Suddenly I feel the need to talk to him about it, but when I look at him again, he is already asleep. Or is he just pretending?

"Tala? Are you still awake?" I ask quietly, but he doesn't answer.



I lie awake for a long time. I want to sleep so that I can at least forget it a little, but I'm not tired. I hate that! As soon as I have problems or bad things have happened, it affects my sleep and I absolutely cannot fall asleep.

So I lie awake and think and think. Suddenly an idea occurs to me, which I work out immediately, in which I play all possible variants in my head. Yes that's it! I have made up my mind!