Hello!! So, first of all thank you for your clerks! Juchu !!! Happy !!!! And, ... mh ... I know you can't really judge Trunks and Goten, but I think the other characters are clear. And that with the two, that's difficult even for me, because I didn't just make up the characters. (I mentioned it before ^^) ........ well ..... Goten's character will be clear in the end and Trunks .... no idea ...... < br />








Bra's door opened and a good-humored Kerry stepped into the room. It was dark, a single candle was burning.

"Hey Bra, are you expecting someone else? So romantic here!" But Bra was anything but romantic, she was lying on her bed and weeping bitterly. The tears ran down her cheeks and formed dark spots on the ceiling. Kerry stepped closer.

"Hey, Bra ..." she said in a sensitive voice. Bra tasted the salty taste of her tears, she sat up and looked into her best friend's eyes, refraining from crying as best she could.But she didn't last long and started crying again. Kerry took her gently and gave her a quick stroke through her hair.

“Bra, what's going on?” But Bra felt alone, abandoned by her big brother. Everything seemed to pass her by.





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What's the matter with him? At one point he's nice and nice, especially when there are others around, at other times he's dismissive, lies to me, lies to Marron, tells me old stories. I always thought he didn't just see me as a sister, but also a good friend. I thought he accepted me, me! I would have liked it so much. I like him so much!

I love him! He's my brother, no matter what I say, no matter what I try! It does not help. What is it that happened? - Goten, it's just because of him that we're so at odds with each other. He certainly doesn't want ..... what does he actually not want? - Oh, I'm so desperate.I like him so much and every time it literally tears my heart apart when he looks at me so coldly and appraisingly. What did I do? - whether he just wants his best friend to himself? - He's right, I'm getting on with Goten. Is it actually still worth it? I do not want to any more! I don't want to have to suffer like that anymore. These highs and lows of my feelings - I can't take it anymore. What is the matter with me? Why am I still trying desperately to save the relationship between myself and Trunks? I couldn't really care anymore! He called me a lying bitch! Tears well up inside of me and burn so terribly on my skin. The first, it ran down my cheek so slowly, as if to torment me. Yes, Trunks torments me, but not only him! Even Goten makes me so exhausted! I like him so much and I like his unfathomable soul. He's not putting me under pressure, not like some superficial guy who messes with me.I don't want to give up Goten because of my brother! I don't see that! Another tear. Another sob. I want it all to come to an end!

But how? I want to be in contact with Trunks again, which I used to have, earlier, a strange word, actually I mean the last week. All of which can happen within a few days. Its cold. This coldness in his eyes, this feeling that I mean nothing to him. I don't want to endure this again. He lied to me. Sure he has. He lied to Marron too! About this Kayome and Goten - that's not true. Goten would never do that. And that with Marron? - he wanted her to chop him off, maybe I would do the same with someone I don't want anything from. This is an effective method, now Marron is mad at him and will not come back to him - he has achieved what he wants. But didn't he like her? He probably didn't make up his mind to do it without further ado.- I dont know. - even now I try to find justifications for his behavior. Oh no! Tears again - tears of tears. I can hardly breathe. I can't even judge my own brother! Tears. And it all started with a kiss. Just one kiss between me and Goten and I ruined everything. Yes, the kiss was most likely what made Trunks turn away from me. If I could undo it, would I? - hardly likely. The beach evening with Goths, when he explained the constellations to me and put his arm around me ... brrr ... that was so nice ... another tear ... no ... he has nothing to do with Kayome! No, he didn't. And this night, this night with him, we slept with each other and nothing more, how nice it was. I trust him so much. He won't hurt me. Hopefully not.

But ... if he takes Trunks' side again, no ... ACH! I can't judge him and that drives me crazy too.But Trunks picture seems to be clearing up. On the one hand it is the concern for his little sister that his best friend takes full advantage of her, on the other hand, he has probably not yet forgiven me for my childhood sins. I used to tell almost everyone who was interested about my brother and his habits. What if he thinks I'm still like this? - I'm just saying a lying miss. He's probably also thinking that I'm just hanging around with him about Goths. Whether that might hurt him - the thought that I would only "take advantage of" him there - oh, ..... have no idea. Sometimes he doesn't have himself under control either, then the sayajin in him goes off, well .... Maybe he really hates me. But so many contradictions!

The tears dried up.

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“Bra?” Bra shook his head slightly and seemed to come to.

“Yes?” Kerry smiled gently at her. Bra had stopped crying.

"Didn't we want to go to the party tonight?"Bra nodded slightly and wiped one last tear from his face.

"I know, but we don't want to put the planned vacation ahead - the following happened .............."