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And on to the next round! here chapter 21! Have fun! Your rave angel!



21. Vegeta gives up

"Hey! What's going on? You haven't finished eating!" Bulma notices when she comes into Vegeta's room and her eyes fall on the table with the lunch. "No appetite? You probably won't be seriously ill, will you?" she attaches to it and goes to the other side of the bed so that she can face Vegeta, who is facing away from her. He doesn't move a mine, his gaze stays cold and empty on the floor. "Mh ..." Bulma puts her arms on her hips and looks at him worried. "So, let's let the sun in! The weather outside is so nice and you are lying around in here!" she turns to the balcony door and pulls up the curtain, just like on the window. Vegeta blinds the light of the sun falling through the window and turns to the other side."Oh yes! I wanted to show you that!" she now falls on the newspaper that she is holding in her hand and has taken up with her. "Here!" she holds the front page of the newspaper in front of his face. "Vailant Medicines in the stress of moving!" was there to read and Vegeta raises an eyebrow. "Feith is moving to an island and so we have nothing more to fear from him." Bulma explains quickly to him. "He wants to rebuild the company there and start over." attach it to it and leaf through the newspaper. "He declared the explosion that you triggered in his laboratory as a technical defect." she continues. "I wonder why he's covering it up? She paces up and down the room." He doesn't act like someone ruined his tour ... "she ponders." When the reporters asked him why he was starting over from scratch he just said that someone had opened his eyes to the course of events and that he wanted to do a lot differently and better than before. "she chats off."Well, let's hope he makes it and actually improves." she smiles now, slams the newspaper and turns to Vegeta, who is again just lying on his side and staring in front of him. "What's going on with you?" she now asks worriedly. "You've been crawling in here for days even though you've long been fit again!" she notes. "Oh leave me alone!" Vegeta grumbles into his blanket and turns away from her again. "What are you worrying about?" she asks him again. "I told you! Leave me alone!" he snaps at her irritably. "Don't yell like that! I only mean good! You seem so depressed lately. I wonder what's wrong with you ?! Although otherwise you can't even get you out of the spaceship with a tank and half an army, you leave yours now." Training voluntarily canceled! Something is wrong! The spaceship is already setting cobwebs! " she roars. Bulma notices that the thing with Feith and his kidnapping is causing him more trouble than he admits."Why do you always torment yourself around alone? You eat everything into yourself, that's not good! You have to let it out! You can tell me what worries you. I like to listen to you." she offers herself to him. "No! Besides, it's none of your business!" Vegeta remains stubborn and sighs. "Go now, I'm tired!" he asks her and turns away from her again. "As you mean ..." comes from Bulma softly and she leaves the room with her eyes down. "Pah! There would be no point in explaining it to you! You would not understand!" Vegeta mumbles to himself and closes his eyes. "I hate them! I hate these people!" he thinks in secret. "How dare you just stun and kidnap me ?!" he keeps asking himself. "Sure! You had to resort to medical means! Otherwise I would have just blown you away!" he opens his eyes again and stares straight ahead again. He stares out the window with dull and dull eyes. "No, I shouldn't kid myself ..." he whispers as his eyes slowly close again."How am I supposed to defeat the cyborgs in a year if I can't even hold my own against these pathetic people?" he now closes his eyes and sighs again. "It's over ... and when the others, or worse ... when Kakarott finds out about it, it's ... finally over ..." with these words he falls asleep again and leaves these worries behind for a few hours yourself.

Bulma was a bit pissed off at first because Vegeta just threw her out of the room, but now that she has thought about it for a while, she has calmed down again. "It must be gnawing at his self-confidence that he was so easily kidnapped by Feith's bell." She ponders and taps on her keyboard. "It must be terrible for him to admit that ..." she remarks now. "He's so proud, it's even more difficult for him." she finishes her entries, gets up from her chair and goes to the window of her laboratory. It is already evening and she decides to go back to the living area.She has worked enough for today and she also wants to watch the love film with her mother today, which will be broadcast for the first time in the evening program.

A little later, after the film, Bulma is on her way from the bathroom to her room. "My goodness! I'm tired." she yawns down the corridor. The last few days have been pretty exhausting for her. Ever because Vegeta was not feeling particularly well at first and because she just couldn't find a peaceful sleep. She kept thinking about what was happening. So much has happened in the last few weeks that she has no peace of mind. So much that wouldn't have been necessary. All the stress with Feith and now Vegeta is deadly depressed. And just as she walks past Vegeta's door, she hears him shouting something. First she feels spoken to and asks a little louder: “What is it?” She receives no answer. "Mh? First he calls me and then he says nothing more!" she mumbles, goes back to his door and knocks.Again she receives no answer from within. "Well, really! He can be kidding someone else!" she moans in a low voice and opens the door with: "Vegeta, I'm coming in now!" It's almost dark in the room, only the moon throws its light through the open curtains. Bulma opened it after dinner and no one had closed it until now. And Vegeta, as she knows, always closes the curtains at night. “Maybe he just forgot?” She ponders and decides to close the curtains for him. She creeps quietly past the foot of the bed towards the window and the balcony door. Vegeta lies quietly asleep in his bed. "Did I just imagine his calling?" she thinks to herself and draws the curtain on the balcony door. As she turns to the window, she becomes aware of Vegeta again, who suddenly flinches and clings to the bedspread. He grits his teeth and turns on the other side, mumbling something to himself.His tricky facial expression suggests that he is not exactly comfortable in the dream he is in. Bulma leaves the curtain on the window open and walks towards the bed, where the soft moonlight is now falling. "What are you brooding about?" she whispers and walks around the bed to the other side so she can look him in the face. "No matter what, it haunts you into your dreams ..." she adds and sits on the edge of the bed. Vegeta is lying there calmly and peacefully again, as if it hadn't been. The moonlight casts soft shadows on his face. It's so quiet that she can hear his calm breathing. "Funny, when he sleeps he looks like he couldn't hurt a fly ..." she notices and the desire to stroke his head awakens in her. She gently touches his temple with the back of her fingers. He seems to have noticed it because he turns his head a little towards her. Just briefly, for a second, then he lets it sink back into its previous position."What am I doing here?" Bulma asks herself now and lowers her gaze to the floor. “Why do I keep looking for his closeness?” She ponders. "I should stop dreaming! He will never feel anything for me ..." she peers again at him. At that moment Vegeta startles again in his sleep and throws himself on his back. "No! ... Shut up .. shut up .. !!" it escapes him somewhat indistinctly. Only now do Bulma's beads of sweat fall on his forehead, which sparkle mysteriously in the moonlight. His hands tighten around the covers again and he throws himself on the other side.

Vegeta is in a large, dark room. He sits leaning against the wall and tries to cover his ears. "You see? That's him!" he hears someone in the immediate vicinity say. "What is that there?" asks a second. "Yes, he calls himself Prince of the Saiyajins, but he can't even take on harmless people! Haha!" the first voice laughs scornfully. "What? Really now?" asks another if he heard correctly."Yes, such a coward!" the laughter of the first echoes down on him again. No matter how hard he presses his hands to his ears, the voices don't stop speaking. The voices come from everywhere. From all sides and it is almost as if they are also in his head and torment him. "No! Stop it! Shut up !!" he calls over and over again. But the voices take no account. "Well, I remember him a little stronger and braver!" another notices. "Yes, since he's been on this strange planet ... what's his name ...?" The first one ponders aloud. "Ha! Exactly! Earth!" is that now a light. "Yes, since he's been there he's been totally effeminate!" he continues. "You can see it again! A woman messes up the best fighter." judges another. "Pah! Where there is no good fighter, one cannot screw up a good fighter!" replies the first with mockery. "Leave me alone!!" Vegeta screams with all his might but the voices don't go away.They keep beating their claws into his attacked soul. "His father would turn in his grave if he saw what became of him." one of the voices regrets his father. "Yes, I would be ashamed to death for such a son if I were him." it comes from the other.

"Yes ... you are right ... I'm way too weak ..." Vegeta mumbles to himself and writhes in an embryo position. Bulma looks at him worried and puts her hand on his arm. "What does he like to dream about?" she asks herself when she notices the glint in his closed eyes. "Is he