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Fanfic: Animus viam monstrat 24
seep into Nini's hair. But this time it's tears of relief. They wash away almost all of my pain. I feel secure, feel the warmth that emanates from Nini, smell the scent of her hair, in which a slight breath of fear sweat resonates. Nini is my wave that slowly takes me away from all pain.
Is the brightness that envelops me and protects me.
I slowly calm down, the tears dry up.
"Come on, let's go to our room." says Nini. I watch her
briefly, nod and wipe the tears from my eyes and face. I
I feel much better and yet I don't want to be alone, I want more of
Nini's warmth. So I wrap my arm around her and we go back to our
Room. I don't pay any attention to Michael and Gabriel. You are me at the moment
also completely irrelevant. The only important thing is that Nini forgave me!
I lean my head on her shoulder and wrap my arms around her. That is
everything I need right now. It’s enough for me, just like that with her
to sit here. I don't want or need more, but nothing less either.
I am still preoccupied with my actions. I feel better now,
but that doesn't mean I can forget all of this and I should
neither. I'm just getting on better with what happened now.
"I'm so terribly sorry." I say softly.When I look
imagine what could have happened, how Nini could have reacted. Whether
everything would have been better if I had told her right away? Certainly!
"I lied to you. I almost destroyed everything."
I keep whispering.
"Now everything is over. Now everything will be fine again," says Nini
and lightly caresses my arm. Your warmth kind of numbs me and there
I'm so exhausted from all the events I slowly fall asleep.
"Wake up" Kira's voice pulls me up and I'm immediately awake. I feel
I felt as if my body had been dragged through the mangle.
"What's going on? It's not even light yet!" says Nini sleepily
and reluctantly.
"You slept through a whole day! I think you have a right to
find out who or rather WHAT we are! "she says, impatiently kicking off a
Leg on the other.
"Then go ahead!", I say and become a little livelier. But Kira is looking at me
as if I were living on the moon: "That is not possible! You are allowed to
don't even know! We have to be far enough from the castle first,
so I can tell you! Otherwise Michael and Gabriel catch me,
before I can tell you anything! Come on, now finally! "Kira is nervous
and I'm slowly getting curious about what she could tell us. Then
I would at least have answers to a few questions.
"Okay, let's go quickly!" Says Nini and suddenly looks totally
wake up But I doubt. What if this is a trap? But with the light ones
Doubt comes up something else. I want to turn this jealousy off,
but it just doesn't work. I have to fight them somehow! Nini gave me
but showed how much she loves me! Why am I still jealous of
Kira?
(Jenny's point of view)
I get up full of energy, go to Tala and try to wake him up. A little shake is enough and he is awake. He's probably a light sleeper just like me. He looks at me questioningly. But I can't really put my plan into words: "The dark lights have not yet managed to free Nini and Kai. And I don't want to sit around here so idly! That's why I'm going to look for them now! Will you come with me?"
Somehow I have the feeling that Tala will be against us looking for Nini and Kai and that's why I consciously say that I will do it, whether he is for it or against it. I will not be dissuaded from it! Of course I hope he comes with me! It would be bad if Tala were against me too!
“They said they could do it! And we shouldn't interfere! What good would it do us if we were to look for them? We probably won't even find our way out of this building!", says Tala and tries to change my mind. Maybe he's right, but I don't want to see it at the moment. At the moment I only see that he won't come with me. And that scares me. No, not that, but the thought then all To have my friends against me. Instantly this fear turns into anger, which unfortunately I have to let go of Tala: "Of course! You just listen to the commands of the dark lights! You don't care about our friends. Don't strain your own head, just do what others tell you! "Affected, I remain silent, because I only now become aware of my words. I would like to slap myself! Why do I always have to exaggerate when it comes to my friends? Now I've hurt Tala too! I'm really totally stupid!
"Yes, if that is the case, then I'll probably let our friends down", Tala says flatly, lies down on the bed and closes her eyes. I can tell he's hurt and offended.And I can fully understand it!
"I'm sorry! Sorry! I didn't mean to say that! Sometimes I babble total crap! Sorry!" My hands clutch his arm. I don't want him to be mad at me! I do not want to be alone! I'm so stupid !!
"It's okay! Let's start now. Then we have a better chance of not being discovered!" Tala swings off the bed and walks out the door. I watch him go. He's still mad! I am so sorry! He already told me about his past and now I just hurt him and use my knowledge about him. I don't deserve it at all!
"Do you want to grow into that?", Tala asks me impatiently and I'm running after him.
So we walk side by side through the corridors without any clue as to where the exit is. Suddenly Tala goes to the left and opens a door. We are now in the weapons room and he opens the cupboards and takes out our weapons.They are marked with our signatures. Without a word he presses mine into my hand, then we go back out to the main corridor and continue walking, hoping that the exit is at the end of the corridor.
How I hate this silence. It's like a burden on me and crushes me. Why can't Tala yell at me, curse me, show me he's mad? No, instead he is silent. I am so sorry! But what should I do? How am I supposed to show him, because only the words say little.
But I too remain silent, after all, I am to blame for this situation! After a while I just can't take it anymore, I just can't stand this silence, this thick air!
"Tala, I'm sorry! But I don't know how to show you. Yes, it's just a word, but I'm serious! Why aren't you yelling at me? Why are you silent? I know that I am hurt you, that I made a big mistake!And I'm really sorry! I know that I am totally stupid! "My eyes fill with tears. Tears of sadness and anger at myself.
"You know what you've done! Why should I tie it on your nose again? I said it was okay!", Tala replies in a monotonous voice and walks past me.
"No, it's not okay! You haven't forgiven me for a long time!" I whisper and trot after him with a pangs of conscience, my gaze fixed on the floor.
Suddenly the ground changes below me and I look up, confused. We stand in front of a forest! I look around and see the 'castle' of dark lights behind us.
As we go into the forest, I grip my gun tighter. Who knows what kind of characters live here!
In the dark we stumble through the forest. Low branches hit my face and instinctively I raise my arms and slow my pace so I don't run into something.I no longer recognize the edge of the forest, not a single ray of light penetrates the foliage and I only hear Tala's steps in front of me.
Suddenly I am frightened. Usually it is not so quiet in a forest! That oppressive, ominous silence.
"Tala!", My voice sounds unusually loud and I am shocked at its sound. Immediately the steps in front of me fall silent. Fortunately I can still hear his breathing, otherwise I wouldn't even know where he is.
"Don't you think it's very quiet here too?" I ask and stop next to him. At least I hope I'm standing next to him!
"That is it and it is also incredibly dark! The best thing is to take my hand so that we don't lose each other!", He says and grabs my hand quite purposefully. Can he see anything in this darkness? But he definitely can't see my red cheeks! Luckily! I don't usually blush that quickly, but now I can feel the blood rush to my face.This could be a really romantic situation if it wasn't for that oppressive silence!
And so we walk hand in hand while my free hand continues to feel in the air so that I don't hit anywhere. Suddenly my foot gets stuck somewhere and I fall forward ... and fall right into Tala's arms. He's got really good reflexes. I try to free my foot, but it doesn't work! I try more and more desperately to pick it up, but it just doesn't work.
"It doesn't work! My foot is stuck somewhere!" I thrust out between clenched teeth. I feel a breath of air and the next moment my hands close around my calf. I start screaming, panicking trying to pull my foot out. I ignore the sharp pain in my ankle. The main thing is away. Away from this….
"Calm down, it's just me!" I hear Tala's voice say sharply and yet somehow reassuringly.Immediately I keep my foot still. My heart is still racing and I get angry: "You could have said that you are! I was afraid there is some kind of creature that lives here!"
"Can't I do anything if you have such a good imagination and you scream the whole forest! I'm sure that if something really lives here, it has definitely caught your attention now!", Says Tala, snappy and liberated my foot.
"Yes, now it's my fault! Do what you want!", I say angrily and want to stomp away, but Tala holds me by the shoulder: "Did I have the idea or you?"
He's right, it was my idea to look for Nini and Kai.
"So! Come on, let's move on!" Says Tala and