“So we'll see each other again.” At Tala's voice a cold shiver runs down my spine. My muscles cramp. It can't be tala. It sounds exactly like it did when I first met him. Those staring eyes that only strive for the One, that are always fixed on the goal. Today I don't know how we became friends back then. It probably came bit by bit.

And now I feel transported back again. It's like the abbey is catching up with us again. And that's what I'm scared of. I don't want to lose my boyfriend !! But already feel that I have lost him.

"Give us your jewelry!" Says Jenny. She is just like Tala. Just as freezing. But I am more surprised by their words. The jewelry? The only thing she can mean by that is my earring and Nini's ring. But why? Are they all to blame for all of this? No, that can't be, I've had this earring since I was born! What do Jenny and Tala want with it? If it would bring you back then you are welcome to have it !! And yet, something in me is reluctant to give them my earring. Is it because he's the last memory of my parents? Do you want to take away my memories?



Kira stands in front of us. She doesn't want us to hand over our jewelry. Why not? Do you know how much it means to me? No this can not be. Have all the people around me gone crazy? And what should my earring have to do with it?

Again I look at the guns. Are Jenny and Tala really going to use her?Against her friends? Or are they still angry? Because of back then. How long has it been since we argued because we lied to her? A month? Or less? So much has happened since then. I missed her, missed her very much. It hurts so much to see her in front of me but not be able to run towards her. They are there, but only their shells. I miss the right Tala, the right Jenny. I am now painfully aware of that.

"What are you doing here? Get out of here! Get rid of your skin! I don't want to see you!" I growl. I don't want to see these two heartless figures! You are causing me so much pain. I don't know how to get them back. Yours were I's.



Nini is appalled by my words. Just like me, but I have to do this! Tears well up in my eyes and I try desperately to blink them away. I can't cry now, can't be weak!

“Where did you leave your guns?” I am slightly amazed at this question.Did they expect us to fight them? Do you trust us to do something like that?

"We don't need any weapons." I hiss, much more sharply than I actually intended.

Nini is desperate. I can understand her so well, I would like to protect her from this, but it's too late for that.

"Oh come on. The pity number no longer works with us. We know what you've done. What you are." I feel the anger rise in me. How dare Tala say such a thing? How can he think that? Yes, it's easier to hide behind the anger than to keep looking at them. It is easy to be angry than to feel pain. Tala goes forward a little, he lifts the weapon slightly.

"Tala stay away, otherwise there will be a disaster!" I hiss. If he dares! If he really dares, then it's over! Not only with our friendship but also with me! Then I'll die inside

Physical stress, yes I can handle that.This is nothing, but this constant psychological burden is bad. I'm not up to it, I can break down with every new situation, lose everything.



We poison each other. Nini is no longer able to do this, she is far too shocked. Now I have to be strong for her as she was strong for me! But I don't know if I can do it!

And then Tala and Jenny point their guns at us as if on command. My heart skips I didn't expect that, I was afraid of it, but I never would have thought that they would really point their guns at us. No, these are not my friends. These are just people who look like them!

Is it just my imagination or do I see fear in Jenny's eyes? Is your hand trembling with fear or anger? Are they really going to shoot?



Nini doesn't move a bit, I let go of her and stand in front of her. No, nothing should happen to Nini! I'd rather die than let someone hurt her!

Suddenly something cracks - a shot - my eyes widen, but it's already too late….