Hi Leutz !! Here I am again ... today's Thnx go to .....

@Miko: Hey, Mausi !! There you have the part !! Hope you like it like that and you get on well with your ff !! I love you!! * knuuuutschi *

@ Piccolo_rulz: hey ... did it ... I'm really happy ... really! 1 hope you like it too ... thank you very much for the commie .... * knuffz *

@tina: well my sweet ... I'm still there ... also my ff ... I think that you are happy (I'll just go from ^^) and of course hope that you will get me back nice commie there ... many, many, many thanks for your commie ... I am always so happy when I see something from you ... hope that I will get a mail from you soon !! * longingly waiting * .... * you verydollcuddle hug and press *



so!! now I wish everyone HAPPY FUN !!!





.... I meet him in a corridor just before the lift ... but the expression on his face makes me shrink and all good mood is immediately blown away .....
I haven't seen him so grim in a long time ... and a very bad premonition creeps slowly through my body ... I hope more than anything in the world that it is different ...

"Is that correct??" he suddenly growls threateningly at me ... "You ... and ... that unfinished brainchild ?? You did a great job! Really perfect! And reproach me about Kira! Should that be some kind of revenge his ?? You succeeded! Only that you probably ... went a little too far ... "he turns around again and I stand there in silence ... unable to utter a single note ...

"What ... where ... where are you going ??" I call after him ... he jerks back to me ... his eyes cold and almost streaked with hate ...

"Get away from you !! Get away from here !! I never want to see you again ... that's it !! It's over !! Go fuck that Phil ... seems to be fun !!"

"A ... but ... you ... please wait !! I can explain !!" I run after him desperately ... confused and filled with guilt ... when I caught up with him and hold his arm, he looks at me briefly and then knocks me down with a dangerous growl ... I remain almost unconscious lie in the middle of the corridor and see, as if through a light haze of fog, how my great love runs away ... at that moment I would never have dreamed that it could get worse ... how much people can be wrong. ...
Short change to Logan:

A tremendous anger drives me faster and faster ... almost blind and only from the urge to disappear from their vicinity I run through the corridors and out to the hangar ... I have no aim in mind ... just get away from here !! For me it is incomprehensible how she could do something like that ... that just doesn't want to get into my head ... a little later I am sitting in the saddle of my bike and speed through the dark country roads ... I'm deep in confused thoughts. .. I don't notice how I'm driving on the opposite lane ... suddenly a bright light blinds me ... I close my eyes ... I hear a loud horn ... then a deafening bang ... pain in my whole body and then everything is dark ....

Again with Sam:

"Hey !! What's wrong? Come on ... I'll help you up ... what about your eye ??" I can hear Jean's voice, but I don't pay attention to what she's saying ... I am still staring, hypnotized, at the door through which Logan disappeared about five minutes ago ...
"Samy ... come ... go back to bed !!" Jean pulls me back into my bed, where I lie motionless and stare at the ceiling morbidly ....

"Jean? What is the point of it? I am pregnant by him, but at what price !! What else should I do? He is gone and will not come back ... well ... what is it still for any sense ?? " I have to sound pretty psychopathic because Jean's expression is petrified ...

"You mustn't say that ... don't even think! 1 He'll be back ... he just needs time !!"

"You haven't seen him ... you have no idea at all ..." I look at her as if she were something really disgusting ... and she didn't hurt me at all ...

"But ... I know ... your thoughts ... it was hardly possible to fend them off ... they were so strong ..." she looks apologetically ... then suddenly tears well up in my eyes .. . she hugs me and I really cry out ... it's good ... really good ... even if I don't really feel better afterwards ...
Then there is a knock on the door and Kurt sticks his head in ...

"Jean ?? Quickly !!" Jean jumps up ... and runs out to Kurt ... they just leave me lying there unnoticed ... they stay away for a long time ... probably half an hour ... and I lie down still there ... my head is empty ... nothing is happening ... no feeling in my body ... it is as if I were just a shell ... but everything in me is dead ... < br />
Then the door slams open ... Xavier comes in ... followed by Jean, who makes a strange face ... and Scott and Kurt ... the two of them are carrying something on a stretcher ... I can't be specific recognize ...

"Over there !! And careful ... I don't want to know what's still whole with him ... probably nothing ... be careful, boys !! Lower down slowly ..." They take no notice of me ... Xavier glances at me only once ... our eyes meet briefly and his facial expression doesn't bode well ... on the contrary ... when they are still standing around a bed in silence after fifteen minutes, I get out of mine Bed right up to her ....
"What's going on here ..." but my voice fails in the middle of a sentence ... everyone stares at me spellbound ... my eyes are glued to the person in the bed ... my face is covered with cuts and grazes, the very ones slowly heal again ... eyes closed ... no movement ...

"What about him??" I ask very quietly, but in the dead silence in the hospital room everyone could hear me ... Xavier takes the floor ...

"An accident ... he was on the road with his motorcycle and got into the opposite lane ... the heavy goods vehicle that came towards him caught him in full and literally rolled over him ... a miracle that he is still alive ... he would have not his mutation, then any help would have been too late .... "

I still stare at Logan, frozen in horror ... unable to take my eyes off him ... after a while his wounds have healed completely, but he still doesn't move ... Jean has already connected him to a number of devices and looks worriedly at this ...
"Why ... does he not wake up ?? He has recovered ..." I look almost panicked at Jean ....

"He's in a coma ... and that can't be cured by his mutation ... something in his head caused him to lock a door, so to speak, and withdraw ... I don't know how long it will stay that way will ... we can only wait now ... unfortunately ... "she goes to a cupboard and gets a syringe, which she ... gives me ... after a while I become calm ... very calm and just sit next to him ... I hear what you are talking about, but I don't understand ... my brain doesn't seem to pick it up ...

"And you have no idea when he'll wake up ?? Not even about ??"

"No ... an invisible door seems to have locked in his head ... something has caused his mind to withdraw ... I think you could say that ... and maybe he'll open his eyes again and everything is good or it stays in this state for days, weeks or even months ... I really can't say that ... "
"Good ... or not ... the most important thing now is that we take care of our chick, because she has it the hardest by far ..." Xavier looks around and his expression is more than serious. ..

"Especially now ... what she's been through in the last two hours ..." everyone looks at Jean ignorantly ...

"Huh ??"

"Well ... first she finds out that she is pregnant by him ... then he finds out shortly after that she cheated on him and ends and now the accident ... it is definitely not easy !!" Now look really all like broken cars ...

"she is ..... WHAT ??" asks Cathy, who has just arrived ... shortly after her, Kira comes through the door and immediately goes to Sam and Logan ...

"Hey, little one !! He can do it ... our grumpy bear won't throw anything off the rails so quickly ..." she looks at me, but I can't look at her either for an answer or afterwards ... I just feel like it nothing at all ... i want to go!1 wants it to stop ... that everything is normal and everything goes well ... wants to be happy with Logan and not have to worry for his life and our love ...

"I DON'T WANT THIS ANY MORE !!!" only when everyone is looking at me do I realize that I've been shouting out the last thoughts ... "Please ... leave me alone ... go !! Everyone !!" Scott gets up immediately and walks out ... Jean throws him a withering look, but I am grateful to him ... he knows me and knows what is good for me ... "OUT !! EVERYONE !!!" with tears in my eyes I yell at her this time and now the gentlemen are finally comfortable outside ... a little later I am alone with Logan ... even Jean has left ... even if she will definitely come back very soon ... but it doesn't matter ... the main thing is that I'm alone with him now !! I sit silently on a wooden chair and stare at his face ... he looks so peaceful ... no movement can be seen ... not even a small sign of life ... then suddenly, to my own amazement, I start to talk even though I know he probably won't hear me ....
"Logan ... please wake up ... you can't sleep now ... I'm so sorry for everything !! I didn't mean to, but I was so hurt ... you treated me like I was annoying insect ... and Phil was there ... that's no excuse, but ... please ... you have to understand me too ... at least something ... besides, everything will be fine now ... that with Phil meant nothing ... I love you !! And only you !! Wake up !! Don't leave me now ... or better us ... Logan ... I'm pregnant ... you will Father ... do you hear ?? We are going to be a real little family ... all you have to do is open your eyes ... nothing