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Fanfic: Animus viam monstrat ab 27
You finally came up with the idea of the lie! Stupid guys!
Where was Nini anyway? Usually I'm not curious, but now I care. So I open the door and go through. I stop for a moment. There are two horses right in front of me. It's not just any, but the two who brought us to Tala and Jenny back then. The images appear in my head, race past me so that I can only see fragments. Screams pierce the night, make my body flinch.
As quickly as this wave of memories came, it also disappears again. The quiet of the warm stable, the pawing and scraping of the horses seem so unreal, so distant.Your dark eyes look at me gently, or am I just imagining it? As if they were exerting an invisible attraction on me, I slowly walk towards Silbermond. I raise my hand carefully. The mare stands still and just looks at me. It's like she's looking down on me like a queen. Full of kindness and friendliness. When I stroke her soft, velvety mouth, a feeling of happiness rises in me. I am full of hope and confidence. Can these animals be the reason for my mood change? Are they really animals? They seem so regal, like they're just kind enough to let us sit on their backs.
"Bye," I whisper in a hoarse voice, as if I didn't want to disturb the peace and quiet. I quietly go back down the corridor and go to Ninis and my room.
Carefully, fearing that Nini might throw something at me in anger, I open the door. But everything is quiet. Nini is lying on her stomach on her bed and doesn't seem to notice.Fear spreads. Afraid that she's still pissed off, that I hurt her badly. But I also want her to try to understand me. Perhaps it was wrong to try to protect them in this way and to accept lying to them in return. But trying to protect her wasn't a mistake. If I can't protect her from myself, then at least from the dark lights.
I get down on my knees next to the bed. Nini still doesn't move. I lean over her and wrap my arms around her waist. I would like to just lie there and enjoy the warmth and security. But I have to apologize to Nini!
"I'm sorry. I just want nothing to happen to you. That you are okay. And I have to protect you. From all the evil. And ..... and .... and ... and before." ME! "I whisper hoarsely in her ear. It just slipped out of my mind. Somehow I'm relieved, but I'm also scared of how she will react.Nini jerks around and looks me in the eye, amazed. I let go of her and wait for a reaction.
"In front of you?", Nini asks me astonished and I am somehow glad that she did not understand this allusion. It is better that way. And yet the thoughts of the dream come back and I feel myself blushing. I quickly avert my eyes.
Suddenly Nini snorts, she laughs, writhes on the bed and can't stop.
"What's weird about that?" I ask, although I think I know the answer. But Nini doesn't answer, just laughs even more.
“Yes come on, just laugh at me!” She hurts me. I tell her something I'm ashamed of and she laughs at me. She snorted: "Kai ..... you're just a man too!" But offended I go to the balcony and stare at the waves. What is so funny about my accusations against me? Am i just a man too? Yes, dreams like that are normal, but ... but not these doubts that it could only be instinct.Any other man would know if he loves Nini, but I ... I don't know.
"Oh Kai, don't be offended! These thoughts are just so absurd that they're funny again! Besides, I know what's good for me! Kai, you don't need to protect me, I'm old enough!" says Nini, leaning against the railing next to me.
"Are these doubts normal? If I don't know exactly what I'm feeling, how do you know?" I ask desperately. Nini's words sound logical, but I'm still not sure.
"Kai, I know what false love is! And I know that you love me. I see it in your eyes, in every movement you make, feel it with every kiss, with every loving touch! Just female intuition!" , says Nini and looks me straight in the eye. Her words are so convincing that they almost stifle doubts. I have to smile, yes this is my nini!
I feel the need to hug her, to be with her, but at the same time I want to tease her too."What do you do when I turn into a really bad boy?" I ask cheekily, hug her and kiss her, although I can't help nibbling on her lips.
Nini grins at me and replies: “Then you’ll get the hell out of me!” But then Nini suddenly becomes serious and says: “Kai, I understand that you wanted to protect me, that you’re worried about me, but believe me "I know what's going on. I'll fight. Train for my family, for my planet, for you, and above all for" ME telepathic skills. " I slap Kai's hand away and glare at him. My body is shaking. My blood rushes through the arteries and veins. I am so angry.
I'm still looking at Kai. Then my gaze wanders to Gabriel. He looks at me in amazement. I can see he's thinking.
"Well, you three can't think of anything anymore?" I mean and turn my gaze to Michael.
"Nini ..... it ... it was just for your protection!" Kai tries to calm me down."For my protection! Pah! You know what, Kai? Fuck you! I don't feel like your stupid sayings anymore. You wanted to lie to me! And of course you two took part. It was so clear! You know what? You three can." all of me cross white. And now I'll go, because I can't stand you anymore. "I hiss poisonously and walk proudly on with my head held high. They think they can be kidding me or what? Not with me! I stomp into my room and drop onto the bed. I lie there for a while. I close my eyes and try to calm down. I've buried my head in the pillow and slowly begin to doze off. My breathing slows down again and my pulse beats in the normal range again. And then I start to wonder. I shouldn't have yelled at Kai like that. He just meant well. He wants to protect me. But he knows that I don't want to be locked in a golden cage. I want to prove to ME what I can do.Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I can't fight. But I went crazy again. It was clear again! I sigh into the cushion and try to get other thoughts.
But suddenly I feel something heavy and hard on my back. Then suddenly I feel hot breath on my ear. A shiver runs down my spine. Two arms rest on my waist.
"I'm sorry. I just want nothing to happen to you. That you are okay. And I have to protect you. From all the evil. And ..... and .... and ... and before." ME!" Kai's hotter voice reaches my ear.
With one quick movement, I turn on my back. Now Kai is on top of me. Confused and still slightly angry, I look into his fawn-brown eyes.
"Before you?" I ask. What does he mean by that?
Kai averts his gaze and his cheeks suddenly have a red sheen. And then I understand what he means. I try with all my might to suppress a laugh, but I don't succeed.Immediately I lapse into roaring laughter.
"What's weird about that?" Kai mumbles, embarrassed. Meanwhile, his complexion could rival a ripe tomato. This fact makes me laugh even more.
"Yes, come on, just laugh at me!" Kai says a little sourly and rolls off me.
"Kai ..... you're just a man too!" I bring it out pressed before I fall into laughter again.
Kai gets out of bed and goes out onto the balcony. I'm still lying in bed laughing and rolling from left to right. My stomach hurts so badly.
Only after a while did I calm down and get up. Kai has gone to the balcony and, lost in thought, looks out at the sea.
I also step quietly onto the balcony. Fresh, clear air blows around my nose, fills my lungs and drives away all the angry thoughts. I take a deep breath and then lean against the railing next to Kai.
"Oh Kai, don't be offended now!Those thoughts are just so absurd that they are funny again! I also know what's good for me! Kai, you don't need to protect me, I'm old enough! ", I mean and look at the high waves.
"Are these doubts normal? If I don't know what exactly I'm feeling, how do you want to know?" Kai looks at me rather desperately. That thought really seems to bother him quite a bit. I think about it for a moment and look for the right words. I have to talk Kai out of my doubts.
"Kai, I know what false love is! And I know that you love me. I see it in your eyes, in every movement you make, feel it with every kiss, with every loving touch! Just female intuition!" , I look into Kai's fawn eyes and threaten to sink into them.
Suddenly a smile creeps onto Kai's lips. But suddenly his eyes flash mischievously.
"What do you do when I turn into a really bad boy?" he asks mischievously, pulls me close and kisses me.But suddenly I feel like he starts to kanbber on my lower lip. I have to grin. It tickles.
"Then you will get sick of me!" I mean.
But I have to say something to Kai. I can't forget that. The fact that Kai wanted to protect me and wanted to lie to me for it hurts me. It hurts a lot. I still have to make that clear. I have to make it clear to him that I really want to fight and I will!
"Kai, I understand that you wanted to protect me, that you are worried about me, but believe me, I know what is happening. I will fight. For my family, for my planet for you and above all for MEfor and with
I feel my pants being stripped off and being thrown away. My panties will follow immediately afterwards. Kai kisses me again. But this time more demanding and passionate than ever before. I feel that he can no longer hold back. Just like me. My body trembles under his touches and kisses. I let myself go completely and just enjoy it. But I am not idle either. I explore Kai's muscular body with my hands and mouth. When we kiss again, I look Kai straight in the eye. I see limitless love, unlimited trust and desire that only I can breastfeed. I kiss Kai again. But this time
Where was Nini anyway? Usually I'm not curious, but now I care. So I open the door and go through. I stop for a moment. There are two horses right in front of me. It's not just any, but the two who brought us to Tala and Jenny back then. The images appear in my head, race past me so that I can only see fragments. Screams pierce the night, make my body flinch.
As quickly as this wave of memories came, it also disappears again. The quiet of the warm stable, the pawing and scraping of the horses seem so unreal, so distant.Your dark eyes look at me gently, or am I just imagining it? As if they were exerting an invisible attraction on me, I slowly walk towards Silbermond. I raise my hand carefully. The mare stands still and just looks at me. It's like she's looking down on me like a queen. Full of kindness and friendliness. When I stroke her soft, velvety mouth, a feeling of happiness rises in me. I am full of hope and confidence. Can these animals be the reason for my mood change? Are they really animals? They seem so regal, like they're just kind enough to let us sit on their backs.
"Bye," I whisper in a hoarse voice, as if I didn't want to disturb the peace and quiet. I quietly go back down the corridor and go to Ninis and my room.
Carefully, fearing that Nini might throw something at me in anger, I open the door. But everything is quiet. Nini is lying on her stomach on her bed and doesn't seem to notice.Fear spreads. Afraid that she's still pissed off, that I hurt her badly. But I also want her to try to understand me. Perhaps it was wrong to try to protect them in this way and to accept lying to them in return. But trying to protect her wasn't a mistake. If I can't protect her from myself, then at least from the dark lights.
I get down on my knees next to the bed. Nini still doesn't move. I lean over her and wrap my arms around her waist. I would like to just lie there and enjoy the warmth and security. But I have to apologize to Nini!
"I'm sorry. I just want nothing to happen to you. That you are okay. And I have to protect you. From all the evil. And ..... and .... and ... and before." ME! "I whisper hoarsely in her ear. It just slipped out of my mind. Somehow I'm relieved, but I'm also scared of how she will react.Nini jerks around and looks me in the eye, amazed. I let go of her and wait for a reaction.
"In front of you?", Nini asks me astonished and I am somehow glad that she did not understand this allusion. It is better that way. And yet the thoughts of the dream come back and I feel myself blushing. I quickly avert my eyes.
Suddenly Nini snorts, she laughs, writhes on the bed and can't stop.
"What's weird about that?" I ask, although I think I know the answer. But Nini doesn't answer, just laughs even more.
“Yes come on, just laugh at me!” She hurts me. I tell her something I'm ashamed of and she laughs at me. She snorted: "Kai ..... you're just a man too!" But offended I go to the balcony and stare at the waves. What is so funny about my accusations against me? Am i just a man too? Yes, dreams like that are normal, but ... but not these doubts that it could only be instinct.Any other man would know if he loves Nini, but I ... I don't know.
"Oh Kai, don't be offended! These thoughts are just so absurd that they're funny again! Besides, I know what's good for me! Kai, you don't need to protect me, I'm old enough!" says Nini, leaning against the railing next to me.
"Are these doubts normal? If I don't know exactly what I'm feeling, how do you know?" I ask desperately. Nini's words sound logical, but I'm still not sure.
"Kai, I know what false love is! And I know that you love me. I see it in your eyes, in every movement you make, feel it with every kiss, with every loving touch! Just female intuition!" , says Nini and looks me straight in the eye. Her words are so convincing that they almost stifle doubts. I have to smile, yes this is my nini!
I feel the need to hug her, to be with her, but at the same time I want to tease her too."What do you do when I turn into a really bad boy?" I ask cheekily, hug her and kiss her, although I can't help nibbling on her lips.
Nini grins at me and replies: “Then you’ll get the hell out of me!” But then Nini suddenly becomes serious and says: “Kai, I understand that you wanted to protect me, that you’re worried about me, but believe me "I know what's going on. I'll fight. Train for my family, for my planet, for you, and above all for" ME telepathic skills. " I slap Kai's hand away and glare at him. My body is shaking. My blood rushes through the arteries and veins. I am so angry.
I'm still looking at Kai. Then my gaze wanders to Gabriel. He looks at me in amazement. I can see he's thinking.
"Well, you three can't think of anything anymore?" I mean and turn my gaze to Michael.
"Nini ..... it ... it was just for your protection!" Kai tries to calm me down."For my protection! Pah! You know what, Kai? Fuck you! I don't feel like your stupid sayings anymore. You wanted to lie to me! And of course you two took part. It was so clear! You know what? You three can." all of me cross white. And now I'll go, because I can't stand you anymore. "I hiss poisonously and walk proudly on with my head held high. They think they can be kidding me or what? Not with me! I stomp into my room and drop onto the bed. I lie there for a while. I close my eyes and try to calm down. I've buried my head in the pillow and slowly begin to doze off. My breathing slows down again and my pulse beats in the normal range again. And then I start to wonder. I shouldn't have yelled at Kai like that. He just meant well. He wants to protect me. But he knows that I don't want to be locked in a golden cage. I want to prove to ME what I can do.Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I can't fight. But I went crazy again. It was clear again! I sigh into the cushion and try to get other thoughts.
But suddenly I feel something heavy and hard on my back. Then suddenly I feel hot breath on my ear. A shiver runs down my spine. Two arms rest on my waist.
"I'm sorry. I just want nothing to happen to you. That you are okay. And I have to protect you. From all the evil. And ..... and .... and ... and before." ME!" Kai's hotter voice reaches my ear.
With one quick movement, I turn on my back. Now Kai is on top of me. Confused and still slightly angry, I look into his fawn-brown eyes.
"Before you?" I ask. What does he mean by that?
Kai averts his gaze and his cheeks suddenly have a red sheen. And then I understand what he means. I try with all my might to suppress a laugh, but I don't succeed.Immediately I lapse into roaring laughter.
"What's weird about that?" Kai mumbles, embarrassed. Meanwhile, his complexion could rival a ripe tomato. This fact makes me laugh even more.
"Yes, come on, just laugh at me!" Kai says a little sourly and rolls off me.
"Kai ..... you're just a man too!" I bring it out pressed before I fall into laughter again.
Kai gets out of bed and goes out onto the balcony. I'm still lying in bed laughing and rolling from left to right. My stomach hurts so badly.
Only after a while did I calm down and get up. Kai has gone to the balcony and, lost in thought, looks out at the sea.
I also step quietly onto the balcony. Fresh, clear air blows around my nose, fills my lungs and drives away all the angry thoughts. I take a deep breath and then lean against the railing next to Kai.
"Oh Kai, don't be offended now!Those thoughts are just so absurd that they are funny again! I also know what's good for me! Kai, you don't need to protect me, I'm old enough! ", I mean and look at the high waves.
"Are these doubts normal? If I don't know what exactly I'm feeling, how do you want to know?" Kai looks at me rather desperately. That thought really seems to bother him quite a bit. I think about it for a moment and look for the right words. I have to talk Kai out of my doubts.
"Kai, I know what false love is! And I know that you love me. I see it in your eyes, in every movement you make, feel it with every kiss, with every loving touch! Just female intuition!" , I look into Kai's fawn eyes and threaten to sink into them.
Suddenly a smile creeps onto Kai's lips. But suddenly his eyes flash mischievously.
"What do you do when I turn into a really bad boy?" he asks mischievously, pulls me close and kisses me.But suddenly I feel like he starts to kanbber on my lower lip. I have to grin. It tickles.
"Then you will get sick of me!" I mean.
But I have to say something to Kai. I can't forget that. The fact that Kai wanted to protect me and wanted to lie to me for it hurts me. It hurts a lot. I still have to make that clear. I have to make it clear to him that I really want to fight and I will!
"Kai, I understand that you wanted to protect me, that you are worried about me, but believe me, I know what is happening. I will fight. For my family, for my planet for you and above all for MEfor and with
I feel my pants being stripped off and being thrown away. My panties will follow immediately afterwards. Kai kisses me again. But this time more demanding and passionate than ever before. I feel that he can no longer hold back. Just like me. My body trembles under his touches and kisses. I let myself go completely and just enjoy it. But I am not idle either. I explore Kai's muscular body with my hands and mouth. When we kiss again, I look Kai straight in the eye. I see limitless love, unlimited trust and desire that only I can breastfeed. I kiss Kai again. But this time