Translation
Fanfic: */ ...Lonely Heart... \*
Subtitle: Ein Leben im Zwang, unter Regeln des eigenen Clans...
Chapter: Quarrel in the clan ...
A life that you spend alone just because you avoid your family, only that you can evade the regulations and obligations, is difficult ...
But you should still be able to realize your dreams, shouldn't you? Just because the clan wants it doesn't mean you have to? Shary, the young heiress of the Nikita tribe, has been wondering that since she was 14 years old. She was trained to be a good wife and mother on her own. She should continue the family tree, which goes back a long way, and ideally bring a male heir into the world, with her fiancé.
... this family, promised with each new birth of a member of the clan, to another family that had a suitable offspring or a daughter. That way the clan would never die out.
Until now nobody had ignored it ... but that was about to change because the last born, Nikita, was a dreamer who preferred to train and go to ninja academy.Which was OK at first. But the more she dealt with it, the more likely she was to rebel against her parents and ancestors. Of course, that bothered her parents a lot.
But it could hardly be changed ...
~ * / Flash Back 3 years ago \ * ~
"Miss Nikita!" The person shook the sleeping lady. However, she didn't wake her up. The girl turned and turned her back on the attendant. Slowly losing patience, the clerk with the long black hair took another breath so as not to lose her temper. "Miss Nikita !! You have to wake up! They are already waiting for you! Please get up ..", one could hear the desperation of the young woman very well. However, the blonde-haired woman didn't care. "..... and if so ... I don't care ..", the addressed woman finally uttered, but also very tired, it seemed. "..but?! ... youcan't keep her parents waiting for breakfast ... besides, "But she couldn't get any further, because the girl sat up and rubbed her eyes, dead tired." ... okay ... I'm already awake ... ", gave Shary annoyed with herself. She hated dining with her family council so early. Since they would certainly bring up the subject of engagement again. Which has always been so until now, at least. Letting her legs hang down from the bed, the slightly hunched child stared at it. Her thoughts were far from it all again ... just away from here, where she was only given instructions and constantly pointed out to her duties.
Every day was the same in her life, she finally had to change something about it, but only what? What could she do to finally be able to concentrate only on her dream? Still sitting there, she waited for hers
Things that were brought to her with a fresh smell. She briefly looked up at the person thanking them and then asked them to leave so that they could get dressed and freshen up in peace.The one across from her nodded briefly and then disappeared from the room. Looking again briefly at the beautiful kimono, the lady put it on. Fully dressed, the heiress approached the mirror, her hair was quickly pinned up and a few strands, which were red at the tips, fell over her face. It suited her very well as it gave her deep black eyes even more charisma.
The girl slowly brushed a strand from her face and behind her left ear. She thought she was OK, so Shary turned away from the mirror and headed for the sliding door that led out of the room. What she did not know was that the servant had been waiting for the young lady without her mentioning it in any way. A little annoyed about this, the younger one sauntered past her.
All gathered together they sat at the table and talked about the everyday things that went on in Kanoha and other, trivial matters.Still standing in the doorway, the blond-haired creature glanced briefly at her parents. They then noticed that their daughter finally seemed to have the kindness to dine with them.
A little disapprovingly, Shary walked past her relatives and sat across from her mother. Lingering on her calves, her cool gaze roamed the circle.
It was as always ... nothing had changed in the slightest ...
Not even the seating arrangements. Everything was so stiff and cramped, it could just get too scary, with the quiet that reigned at table. How could a clan be so old-fashioned ???
... Shary would NEVER get an answer to this question. Her eyes now rested on what was waiting for her in front of her food. Meanwhile, you observe them with a fixed and first, but imperceptible, distant view.
But then finally, the Nikita heiress noticed it after all. She looked around for a while until the person who had sternly stared at her for so long had given himself away.It was her father who gave his daughter a piercing look. At first, receding a little from the strict eye contact, it then resisted him. There was no way she had fallen on her head! Because she had inherited her stubbornness from her father, which also led back very far in the fatherly side. Everyone of these kin had such stubbornness. The maternal clan, on the other hand, was serious and strict. The mother's clan knew exactly what he wanted and how he would get it for the goals they set themselves ?! But that was hereditary. Just like the fighting style that the two families have passed on for years in their clan. Her family was one of the great ones who had a special skill. However, any clan could have that in Konoha.
But what did her father want from her? Why did he look at her so seriously and sternly? That couldn't bode well when he looked like that.Gathering her courage, she asked somewhat cautiously: "... what do you have? ... why are you so fond of me, father?" But at first he gave no reaction. A short time later he spoke to her in a cold voice and said: "It's so far ... you are now 14 and ready for a wedding ...!" "HOW ?? !! YOU CANNOT DO this? !!!", shouted she furious. They couldn't do that with her! She'd sooner die than have a baby with some guy!
Shary jumped up furiously and slammed her fists on the set dining table. "NEVER !!!! I would rather die!" She made it clear to her clan with great anger how she thought about it. That would definitely prevent the Shinobin from knowing that just because of one child she would let her whole life be ruined. That was her future that she could determine and no stupid rules from her ancestors! That was just too much for the girl.But her father and the others present cared little what the heiress thought of it. Shary wouldn't be able to do anything about it either way, it was her destiny to become a wife and to bring children into the world. So that there are still blood carriers of the Nikitas. Nothing can change that, not even a threat that she would kill herself.
It left everyone, really everyone cold, what the blond-haired woman said or protested. She could not change her duties, nor could she change the standard rates. So the older ones turned away from the girl's whining and continued to drink their tea comfortably. Outraged that she was not taken seriously, the lady wanted to run out of the hall crying, but this was rudely thwarted by holding her wrist and forcing her to calm down again. However, she definitely couldn't calm down now, in the condition the young girl was in.Everything in her just screamed for freedom. To be free from all obligations and all these constraints that were constantly imposed on her. //…why me?! // Shary couldn't explain why her parents and family members could only make her do it? Why wasn't she given the freedom to choose who to spend her life with? But NO, NOBODY from her family would allow her to do that !! Devastated about it, she tried to escape from the firm grip of her biological father. However, that was almost impossible, since he was once a Anbu leader, and therefore a lot stronger than his daughter. The nerves on the fact that his only heiress behaved so childishly made him too angry. She was a real disappointment to him. Not just for him, but for all of the family members !! What had you done wrong with her? They had never taken anything important from her in any way, or even forbidden, and yet she was so dogged and stubborn!The head of the Nikitas really didn't know what to do, he really could only forcibly marry his daughter. Otherwise it wouldn't be possible anymore. Because Shary would never agree, as she had just proven, unless she fell in love with her fiancé, but the odds were closer to zero.
What should he do? Slowly releasing the hard grip on her wrist, the latter looked briefly at his relatives and asked everyone for their apologies because of the embarrassing presentation of his daughter. They, on the other hand, had no problem with it, as they all knew the nature of the Shinobin very well. With a sad look sweeping over the generations, she then lowered it completely. Nobody was just assuming the way she did, or just considering it. Everyone only had descendants in mind. Just why?? Why was that so much more important to them than seeing the last child grow up happy, without any grief or worry.It was just sad to see that everyone was only thinking of themselves and things that weren't really that important, well not really ... at least not yet.
"Can I go ...?" Shary then asked, finally breaking the silence. It was just unbearable to end up being made badly by everyone in a quiet whisper. The girl really didn't feel like doing that anymore. Having heard the request, he only nodded slightly and added something briefly: "I wish that you make yourself right ... and appear here punctually at 1 o'clock, if not then may God help you ..." he made it clear to her. On the other hand, she just wanted to freak out again at first, but then didn’t because the lady had argued with her father enough for today. Besides, it would get worse in the end, and she hardly wanted that. Since it was bad enough, right now.
He bowed briefly and disappeared from the dining room.Closing the sliding door behind her quickly, she sighed briefly and looked dimly at the wooden verandas. // why should I come down? ... hopefully this doesn't get any worse than it already