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Chapter: Horrible awakening

So, I wrote a continuation. Hope you like it. I didn't know how to continue writing, it has become a bit confusing. So that's supposed to be like this:

The present would then be where Kagome "lies in her own blood" and remembers the past events. Sometimes questions are inserted that are in
"<<… >>" written. The rest is just a memory. Hope that has not become too confusing…. ^^ '

I woke up. I stretched myself with relish and yawned. Until I remembered that we had an argument yesterday. Again. I don't even know why. I think I've got you back with "sit!" sent to the ground. You really shouldn't have acted like that ... But well, that was yesterday. You must have sat pouting on your tree back then…. You don't even know how much you hurt me when you scolded me like that. But why did you always do that?<< I wouldn't care if you nagged me, but I'll probably never hear that again ... >>

Little by little, I decided to get up. I looked around. I couldn't see you anywhere. Sadly, I was about to turn away again and wake up the others when I saw you. There you stood in front of me. You looked sad. Had something bad happened? I looked at you questioningly and puzzled. But you just hugged me and buried your head in my hair. What was going on? You've never hugged me like this before.

<< Did you already have any idea then that something terrible was going to happen? >>

I wanted to say something to you, to comfort you, whatever you had, but I couldn't think of anything. So I just gently stroked your back to comfort you. But you just pushed me closer to you What was that supposed to mean? I didn't understand you anymore. After a while, I gently pushed you away from me and wanted to ask you what you had.<< What was the matter with you then? Was it because of the others? >>

You didn't answer the question, you just jumped back up a tree, you just read me off. As if nothing had happened, just like that. I looked after you amazed and sad. Still don't you trust me

<< Did you trust me last? >>

These thoughts made tears well up in me. Was I just a replacement for your Kikyou? I turned and walked away from the tree you were sitting on. Back to the others. I wanted to ask them if they might know what was wrong with you. They all seemed to be awake because their sleeping bags were empty. When I looked around for Kirara and Shippou, I didn't find them either. I was getting worried. I quickly ran back to you. You were still sitting there on your tree. The sky had darkened and clouds were pushing against the sun.An icy wind came up that made your blood run cold.

<< Did the wind want to warn us? >>

I called you. There was no answer. I called your name again and asked what was going on here. You listen up. I could see your little white dog ears behind the branches bending in the wind, twitching watchfully. You jumped off the tree. I watched you as your long white hair brushed your face and your Suikan puffed up in the wind. You landed right next to me. I looked you straight in the eye. They looked sad. Even sadder than before and yet somehow they looked like you were in a trance-like state. Again you took me in your arms. I had a strange feeling. A feeling of loneliness. But why loneliness? Now that I've been closer to you than ever before

<< Did I already have an inkling of what to expect?
Maybe… .. >>

But no, I couldn't have known anything about it….Or is it? The wind brushed individual strands from my face and I felt how you buried your head in my hair again. What was going on? Surely something had happened to Sango, Miroku, Kirara and Shippou? I was terribly worried then. I pressed myself into the red fabric and buried my face in it. Now you started to say hesitantly: "I don't know what happened to you ..." I looked at you. What was going on I had never seen you so absent-minded and serious. Unless it was about Kikyou. Then you were often like that. The thought of her made me angry. "... .. you are ... .. dead ..." I pushed you slightly away from me and looked at you. You must have seen how horrified I was at the time, because you just took me in your arms and hugged me tightly. I wept bitterly into the red fabric. That just could not be the case! Should mean that I'll never be Shippous "I MISSED you SOOO!Never again could you talk to Sango? Never again cuddle Kirara or make fun of Miroku trying in vain to find someone to bear his children? Never hear or see all that again? !! Couldn't be ... After a while you slowly pushed me away from you. I was still crying, but brought out the request to lead me to where they were ... Even if they were dead, I wanted to see them again. You led gently me in the direction of a forest clearing.
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