arranged. Daddy was always good at cooking and he was lucky enough to enjoy what you couldn't say about me. "Oh there you are, darling," he called out to me as he approached me with a tray. “Can you put this pot on the table?” I nodded and quickly got a towel from the kitchen and did what my father told me to do. "Everything finished. Arrived at the right time." "Yes, definitely." "Then sit down, I'll join you." He just took off his apron, with which he always looked like a cook The particular cap was still missing, and made himself comfortable in a place. “I hope you will like it.” “Of course you will.” I took a large piece of the lasagna and a couple of noodles with it. Tried, and as expected, it tasted delicious!"Délicieux! Really!" "Oh, I'm glad!" Then he finally took something and together we started to eat. "How was school today?" "Oh, yes, actually like always." "Didn't you get any work written or returned today?" looked at me worried. "What's going on, Dad?" "You're mad at me." "No, why? Should it be me?" "" This is about Tsubasa, it can't be half as bad for you. "Now I also dropped my cutlery on the plate and wiped the dirt out of my mouth with a napkin. "Tsubasa is the past and how do you always say? One should look into the future." "Yes, I said that ..." He looked to the side and I tried to change the subject."Let's talk .... um ..... yes ..... exactly, about my birthday! Don't you want to know what I want?" "Yes, yes, of course." Judging by the expression on his face, you could tell that he had a guilty conscience about this thing, he didn't want to make me sad; but he also knew that as a father there had to be certain rules, and one of them was 'responsibility'.

“Thank you so much again for the delicious food.” I kissed him on the cheek and put on my coat. "Actually I wanted to talk about something else; but let's postpone it until next week." "But if it's important ..." "No, no way, don't worry about it now." if you think so. "I waved again at the end as I left the apartment and went outside. The sky was clear with stars. The beautiful full moon lit up the whole city and I took a deep breath of cool air and closed my eyes., turned around myself, and in that moment I was just happy, glad to have people who are always there for me, in good times and bad. I didn't even notice that it was 10 p.m. and gave me quite a bit of time to go home, and when I arrived it was already 11 p.m. The lights weren't on, and the blinds were also closed, the two of them should be asleep by now. I quietly opened the front door and closed it again. I preferred to leave the light off, I didn't want to wake the others. I threw the jacket somewhere on the floor and slowly felt my way through the apartment. I was able to reach the toilet without any problems, where I quickly put on my nightwear, but finding my bed was a bit more difficult, and even worse, because I was quite tired. I had already reached the edge of the bed, but there was a little surprise. Instead of just feeling my duvet and pillow as usual, I felt a hairy leg, and I knew it must have been Ishizaki, well who else?He must have had another argument with Yukari. To rudely wake him up from the land of dreams, I jumped on him and pinched his whole body and with my cold hands I touched his cheeks and a loud scream came out of his mouth. I grabbed my stomach with laughter and fell back on the bed. "You're such an idiot, Ryo," I said and just couldn't stop laughing, but instead of going on a vengeance against me, something completely different happened ...

Instead, that someone put a very light and pleasant kiss on my mouth; but I didn't put up with that and gave the stranger a really hard slap in the face. Only Tsubasa is allowed to kiss me and no one else! was buzzing around in my head at that moment. To find out who that boob was, I turned on the light and my heart almost stopped with shock. His cheek was bright red and so was my face.We sat at least two meters apart (is a folding sofa XD) and looked each other in the eye. I got goose bumps and slowly crawled over to him and touched his cheek with my shaky hand. "I'm sorry," I whispered and let my arm drop back down, looking to the side, embarrassed, and I would love to run out of the house and forget about this embarrassing incident. "Oh man, do you have a punch! My oh-so-little fan can be pretty dangerous," she laughed, while I showed a slightly insulting face. "You're an idiot!" I yelled, slapping my fists on the bed. Small tears rolled down my face and I was gently taken into his arms. I felt his muscular body and the warmth that I have missed for a long time. "Actually, I should apologize, not you.“I pulled myself out of his arms and looked at him puzzled.“ I tormented you for years, made you cry, and although I knew it, I did nothing about it. " "What? "" Yukari told me everything, and when I heard it, I just wanted to come to you as soon as possible, be with you ... "But before Tsubasa could finish his sentence, I took my pillow and threw it right in his face. "I say idiot! ", I laughed and a huge pillow fight began in the two room apartment, where we had completely forgotten that someone else lived here." What is that noise ????? !!!!! ", Yukari yelled through the apartment and when we heard her voice, we immediately stopped the fun. Now we sat there, adorned with feathers that were scattered all over the floor. Tsubasa and I looked at each other and we could can't stop us from laughing.Yukari was pretty upset, but suddenly Ryo took her in his arms and threw her on the bed with us, and he did exactly the same. We laughed and had fun most of the night until we unnecessarily woke up the neighbors during the night.

The next day the four of us were lying on the small sofa bed and I slept with Tsubasa cramped in one corner and the other couple in the other. The warm rays of the sun penetrating the slits of the blinds made me wake up from my beauty sleep and saw Tsubasa lying next to me, who was still locked in the land of dreams. Slowly I lifted his top and gave little kisses on his body until I saw the alarm clock. "Damn it!" I yelled, trying to shake Ryo and Yukari awake. "What's going on?" Ishizaki asked me while rubbing his eyes. "Man Leutz, we have to go to school!"Totally stressed out and in a panic, I jumped out of bed and ran full throttle into the bathroom, where I quickly washed, changed, and whatever else you do tomorrow morning. I put my school bag on the chair and took out a few slices of bread, smeared this with margerine; but there was someone who prevented me from making my food. "Hey Tsubasa, stop that! "I said as he wrapped his arms around my stomach and caressed my neck. I pushed him away, stuffed the rest of the way into my pocket, kissed my prince and disappeared from the house.

I ran into my class and knocked on the door when I realized we had the second lesson in another room. I was running down the stairs when suddenly I was thrown backwards and fell to the floor. "Man, can't you be careful?" I said in a slightly excited voice. “Hey Fane it's not my fault.” I looked up to see Mamoru extending his hand to me.I got up trying to get the dirt out of my uniform. "You're right, my fault," I admitted, picking up my bag. "It's okay. What are you doing here now?" "I slept through the first hour and we actually have the second in the chemistry room, but I can see I can forget it." "Are we going to sit out?" I agreed and we went outside, where we had made ourselves comfortable on the steps. "Say Sanae ...?" "What?" "Have you heard that with Roberto?" "Do you mean the one Tsubasa trained with?" "Yes, exactly that one." "What about him "Didn't Tsubasa tell you?" "No, why?" "Oh, then I should better leave it." "Hey, you've started now, so speak plainly!" "But if Tsubasa might not want it .. "" Oh nonsense, come on, say it!"" Roberto died in a car accident ... "I looked at Mamoru and hoped it was just a joke; a very stupid joke; but he looked at the floor and didn't say a word. It was the truth . "How do you know about it? "" He sent me an email from Brazil, and ... "" Thanks! "I yelled after him and ran back home as fast as I could to my Tsubasa ...
I opened the door very hastily and saw how Tsubasa was putting on his sweater. "Hey Sanae! End of school?" He asked me with a smile. I walked up to him and dropped my bag on the floor. I hugged his body and put my head on his chest. He looked at me a bit surprised and finally put his arms around my body. Slowly he ran his fingers gently down my back and smiled. "What's going on, Fane?"He gently pushed me away from him and tried to look into my eyes; but I just looked to the side." Why don't you tell me why you really came here? " "How? "" You have already understood me correctly. "Tsubasa moved back on the bed and sat down. Suddenly he was like a different person, no longer happy, but rather anxious and sad." Roberto was like a second father to me in Brazil, trained with me and taught so much, and now I will never see him again. "He held his hands in front of his face and you could hear soft sobs.

Seeing your grief hurts my insides, hearing your tears almost freezes my heart, what can I do to make your fears go away?
You are near me; But somehow you get further and further away from me. You sit in front of me like a fragile shell, afraid that you will break apart if I touch you.Our hearts beat in the same rhythm, can't the love that unites us normalize everything again?
To see you so tormenting ... Why did it have to happen to a person like you? I do not get it....

I turned my back on him and wanted to leave the apartment so that he could organize his thoughts again on his own. Tears welled in my eyes as well and was already holding the blade until I heard Tsubasa's voice. “But that is not the only reason why I came here.” I did not turn around but remained rooted to the door. I heard footsteps coming