laughter felt like music to his ears.Hard to believe she'd started crying a few minutes ago. “Yes, and I never would have thought that my mother had such a bad taste for fashion!” “So you don't have to exaggerate like that.” “Hey, that was just a joke!” “I hope so, otherwise I would be everything tease your mother! "" No, please don't my queen, I don't want to be eaten by the lions! "" So that it doesn't happen, I'll get something delicious to eat, ok? "" I am very happy to do that for you don't do anything wrong, tell me what you like better. "" Oh, a surprise. "" Surprise? "" Yes, make breakfast a la Matsuyama! "" Well, if you want to take on this agony, then ok But be prepared for something! "" Ui, I'm already shaking with fear. "" You should too. "In the middle of the little" discussion "one could hear the growling of the stomach, and Yoshiko immediately blushed, with Matsuyama again started laughing out loud."Man, don't you hear me? My stomach is really hungry!" He took her hand and pulled her quickly to the kitchen. He opened the fridge and took out everything you could bite your teeth with, from mozzarelle to cooked ham. “Now I'll show you what I've got.” He rolled up the sleeves of his sweater, took out two slices of bread, smeared them with margarine and stuffed everything on it that could be combined. Yoshiko watched the whole game happily and was quite surprised by Hiakru's appearance. After only five minutes a series of different things emerged, which one actually only knew from a cartoon. “Satisfied?” She nodded and took a bite, or rather tried to get it into her mouth. “Simply perfect! It tastes really great!” “Now you see, I don't only have a clue about football."He looked at her lips and noticed a crumb of bread. Slowly he came closer to her and with his right index finger he pulled the little ball out of her face, then touched her warm and soft cheek until the fingers played around her bright red lips." I don't want you to go, "he said at last and turned his back on her," can't you just stay warm here? "He propped himself up on the dining table and hung his head down. Yoshiko put the bread to one side and felt his back, his strong and manly muscles. She put her head on it and wrapped her arms around his body. This warmth, this She had missed empathy for a long time, she needed someone again who could protect her, take her in his arms and be there for her, and Matsuyama was that someone.

For him it was also a completely new feeling that he couldn't describe.He felt joy and sadness within himself, didn't know how to deal with it, was even afraid of it. He turned to look into Yoshiko's beautiful eyes and grabbed her shoulder. She winced a little. "We have to go. My training will start soon. It's already late anyway." He smiled at her, while she looked at the clock and wished dearly that the time would stand still. So many chances to get closer to him; but he never wanted it. She nodded slightly, turned around and went upstairs to put on her old clothes again. When she was already taking off her T-shirt (that of Hikarus mutta XD) to take the blouse, she was hugged very gently and gently from behind. She felt a warm and soft skin around her stomach area, and even if she only stood there with a bra, she wasn't uncomfortable, no, on the contrary ... "Don't be afraid, my eyes are closed," said Matsuyama in the unfathomable silence, "I just wanted to take you in my arms.I'm sorry I was so absent from you and didn't reciprocate your feelings .. "She turned to say something about it, but Matsuyama put his index finger to her lips. A few tears rolled down her cheeks "No, I want to finish first. It wasn't until you were here with me that I realized how important you are to me. I always annoyed you with my soccer ball, and never thought that it might annoy you ... "She smiled." ... And I definitely don't want you to disappear from my life. That would hurt my heart terribly, I would have had a guilty conscience all my life to let you fly away even though I could prevent it! Stay here, i beg you! "He knelt in front of her, put his arms around her waist and rested his head on her stomach. She stroked his hair, trying to hold back her sadness.Neither did she want to be near him, to be separated from him; but none of that was of any use, there was nothing she could do about it, she couldn't stand against her family! "Come on, get up!", She begged him, "please, get up!" She didn't want to see him like that, so alone and helpless. Why so late? Why have they only been telling the truth now? If they had kept it to themselves, the pain wouldn't have been so great.
Very slowly she let herself fall deeper and deeper until Yoshiko's forehead also touched his. She put her hands on the back of his neck and he around her body. Both kept their eyes closed and enjoyed this moment of togetherness.
How long the two have longed to finally explore each other's physical closeness. They broke out of their pose and Matuyama began to cover her neck with small kisses. They knew that now was not the best time to move on and they concluded it with a long and hot tongue game."Well, I should make my way home now. Mime's mother is sure to be worried," said Yoshiko, when she had already put on her shoes and was standing at the open door. "Are you sure that I shouldn't go with you?" Asked Hikaru, who was sitting on the step and holding her hand. He was terrified for her, that she might start crying again, and that no one might be with her to help cheer her up! "I'm quite sure! If something should happen, I'll call you, ok?" "Promise?" She smiled at him a little unsettled; but she didn't want to bombard him with HER problems any more, she just had to deal with the rest on her own. “Don't worry, really!” “Still, I would feel more secure going with you.” She jerked her hand out of Matsuyama's hand pressure, then closed the door behind her.She made her way home slowly, trying to do as many extensions as possible.
Hikaru, on the other hand, made himself comfortable on the living room sofa and tried to bring his thoughts to another ferry with a little football on TV. To be sure, he checked that his cell phone and house phone were close by and that they were okay. It seems everything was ok, so he watched the replay of the last game.

"I'm here!", Yoshiko called through the apartment while taking off her clothes. There was no sound to be heard, nothing, just the chirping of the birds outside in their garden. She moved into the kitchen, where there were only stacked dishes in the basin. Then into the living room, where at least something was neat here. "Mom !?" She was getting really worried. Where else could her mother be? She strode up the stairs and heard faint sobs from a locked room."Mummy, is it you?" She asked carefully, holding her ear to his door. She could hear the key click and you opened it. Mother and daughter looked each other in the face, but instead of seeing joy, there was anger on their face ...
Suddenly there was a loud bang and Yoshiko landed on the floor. She looked up at her mother, startled, and held her cheek. What was wrong with her? Wasn't she happy to see everything healthy again? "What was that supposed to mean?", Yoshiko whispered questioningly, but not getting an answer as expected, her mother pointed her finger down. "I don't want to see you again. Get out of here!" "But Mom ..." "Nothing there, Mom! You have let me down, betrayed your family, made me white hot often enough, just brought bad luck to this house .... and love this guy who insulted me more than me!"Yoshiko looked to the side and didn't want to say anything about it. Of course, she loved Hikaru more than she, who had never worried about her anyway, she didn't care about anything she did." Why do you say such mean things to your daughter? "" Who is my daughter here? You are not my daughter! “She got up from the floor and looked at her mother in shock.“ What do you mean? "" You heard that right. I am not your birth mother. Your dad banged someone else in front of me and then gave birth to you bitch that I never loved. Because of you, there are only problems between your father and me, and you never tried to solve them, you missed everything. "" I didn't know anything ... "" Yes, I promised not to tell your father about it, actually loving him, and now everything was in vain ... "She turned her back on Yoshiko and went back into the house Room."No, you are lying, Mom!", She shouted and leaned against the door, "I never felt that you hate me, no, just the opposite. I am sorry for all the pain I have given you have brought, none of this was my intention, I didn't mean to hurt you ... "Silence. She knew that she could only straighten it all out again if she agreed to travel to America. "And I wanted to tell you that I want to come to America with you."

Suddenly the door opened again and Ms. Fujisawa hoped to find her daughter in the house; but she was already gone. It started raining heavily outside. The raindrops bounced off the messenger floor, twitching lights could be seen on each side and loud roaring made this atmosphere even more eerie. The sky was gray, the city was enveloped in darkness, whether the end of the world would come soon, which was almost the same for Yoshiko.Now she didn't know what to think about all this. On the one hand, she was deadly sad to finally get together with the person she loved most, to have to leave now; but the other way around, her mother is happy to see her father, whom SHE loved, again. A vicious circle in which she lived, everything was unfair and mean to her.
She had been strolling through the wet streets for minutes, which seemed like hours, and tried to put her thoughts back into order. She didn't even notice that she was already standing in front of Matsuyama's house and looking continuously at the one room, where you could occasionally see Hikaru's face when