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Fanfic: Wie der Wind in den Bäumen (Rukis Sicht)
Chapter: Part three
Konichi wa! Here I am again !!!!! Couldn't write yesterday because my computer went on strike !!!!! Sorry !!!!! But for that I try (!) To write long. Unfortunately, I have little time ..... THEREFORE I SHOULD DO FAST !!!!! So continue here !!!!!
When I woke up, Kouji wasn't there. I suspected that he was in the forest collecting firewood. So I'll sit down by the fire. I froze terribly and wrapped my arms around my body so as not to use up what little body heat I still possessed. Then I heard steps behind me. I turned and saw Kouji walking towards me, a pile of firewood in my arms. I gave him a friendly smile. He seemed glad to see me awake and sat down with me. It was quiet for a long time now. We both went to our own thoughts, each one our own. In his vicinity I felt myself slowly getting warmer. Suddenly I felt an urge to talk to Kouji about my parents.It was like I knew that he would listen to me, understand me! So I started talking. I heard myself say, "I miss my parents. Very much ..." Kouji seemed a little surprised that I was talking about my parents at that moment. Nevertheless, he said: "Don't worry! If we have survived this safely, you will come back to your parents." These words triggered the pain in me that I had tried to hide for 2 damn years. I whispered the words quietly: "I- I will never be able to live with my parents again ... because ... they are dead." I was only able to hold back the tears with great difficulty. Kouji seemed shocked. "Oh- I'm sorry," he said and it sounded like he meant it honestly. I sighed sadly. "Yes. You died in a car accident two years ago ..." Again it was quiet for a long time. But this time it wasn't a thoughtful silence.This time it was bitter silence. But then Kouji started to speak. "And I always thought I was poor. My parents are hardly at home. They are always on business trips! But you ..." I was surprised that he should say that. I would have least expected that now. Did he feel the same way I did? Did he feel lonely too, left alone? No! It was much worse for him! “No! No, that's not true!” I heard myself say. "My parents are dead and I was in great pain, that's right. I also know that I will never see them again. But you ... you have a chance to see your parents ... and you can not. It's much worse! ”I felt that these words surprised him. He was silent. To break this silence and to ventilate myself, I said, "I loved my parents ... very much ..." And that was true. Again it was quiet for a while.Then suddenly I heard Kouji speak. “What is love anyway?” He said. "Love ... that's basically just a term, a word that tries to explain a wonderful feeling that cannot be described. Sometimes you feel it ... and then again you don't. It can be beautiful, but also Terrible. But even if it's terrible, it's always somehow beautiful .... Love ..... "These words caused emotional chaos in me. I couldn't explain what was happening to me at that moment. It was like breaking a dam, a dam that had tried to suppress my feelings for years. And I cried. No, I didn't cry, I screamed. I screamed all these feelings out into the lukewarm night. I couldn't help it. I had only cried once in my life so far. Namely when my parents died. Now I cried a second time.I felt how he took me gently in his arms, felt his warmth flowing through my body. Felt his hand caressing me gently and soothingly. Heard his voice whispering soft words to me. Which slowly moved away. One last time I let out a loud sob. And one last time I thought: Why did you leave me alone? Why.....
Sooooo ready. I'm sorry it got so short. This chapter of "Like the wind in the trees wasn't longer. Sorry. Next time it will be long! And I promise you, I'll write an epilogue. So that this fanfic also has 5 chapters! I say goodbye ..... Bye -Bye!
Ranma-kun ^^