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Fanfic: Ich bin ich!
Chapter: Chapter 1
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No idea why, but my normal nick (nadine) seems to have been deleted somehow, so I'll upload all my FFs again.
I would be happy if you would continue to write commis * nice look *
Bye Nadine
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I'm me!
"Forget it! Just forget it!" I hit the air furiously, turned around and left. He had said it again. Again he had begged me to believe him. Why didn't he get it ?! Far too often, he had lied to me, cheated on me. I wanted to delete him from my life, just forget him. But whenever it had disappeared from my head, was pushed back, it came back. I didn't know how often he'd already said his apology, and I didn't really care. Slowly I knew her by heart, just stopped listening. I didn't believe any of his words anymore, too much had happened. Far too often, he'd fought by her side, hurt me. He only saw a detector in me, not the person I am.I trusted him, let me be taken advantage of. The first in a long time that I trusted. Again it came as it had to come, everyone I had trusted had betrayed me. Just like now. I don't want to see him, don't want to hear, don't waste a thought on him. Go on with my life. Without him, as it was before. I try to convince myself that I know it won't work. I still cling to him whether I like it or not. Despite everything, I want to be with him. Feel his closeness, hear his voice. Years ago you were separated. You weren't allowed to come together again, to live. You shouldn't be happy in your life anymore, smile. Hate should rule your heart. You saw it in me, every day. I looked at my necklace, played with the pendant. Finally I opened it, stared at the little picture. Tears gathered to fall on my face like an army. I sat down by a tree, sobbing. Why did he do this to me ?!What did I do to him? Was I so wrong about him ?! I couldn't and didn't want to believe it. Even he couldn't be like that. He couldn't ... No! He wouldn't do that - would he? I wasn't convinced of it for a long time. Even Miroku and Sango had turned away from him. How could you change so much in such a short time ?! Something had happened - just what? I shook my head. There was no point in thinking about it. I wouldn't think of it anyway. There were enough others. So why him? I already knew the answer. Outwardly he was cold as a block of ice and yet his other side was gaining the upper hand. He had resisted it for a long time, but then allowed it to happen. He would never have let anyone die like that, but now? Now everything was different. He wasn't who she'd known anymore. He was like someone else. Someone who didn't deserve someone to care about him. She didn't want it, yet it was.He was killing now without batting an eyelid, just like that. For fun. I didn't want to see her change. He was a stranger to me. I didn't know him anymore. He would have killed me if his enemy hadn't saved me. I didn't want to see him anymore. Have nothing more to do with him. Nobody had ever hurt me so badly. How should I forgive him? The one who just fooled me, wanted to kill me? "Now wait!" in one leap he stood in front of me. Bowed down, your eyes on the ground. "What?!" there was an ominous undertone in my voice. He backed away. He didn't seem to have expected that. "If your apologies come back now, you can forget about it right away! I won't listen to them any longer!" I walked past him. Back.
"You want to let her go ?!" I turned around. Shippo stood in front of me. “What -?!” “Follow me.” He nodded his head behind me. "But she won't believe me. She doesn't even talk to me."Desperately I looked at the little kitsune." Hmm .. "He seemed to be thinking." I believe you. "My eyes widened. I looked down at him in amazement." Why ?! "" My feeling says that you are not lying: "He probably wouldn't say more about it, so I contented myself with the answer. I was glad that someone believed me at all. Shippo said he was thinking about something and disappeared back into it Village. My anger came up again. At those I once loved. How could she do this to me ?! She knew about it. She knew everything. Why had she taken advantage of it so coldly ?!
Sequel follows...
No idea why, but my normal nick (nadine) seems to have been deleted somehow, so I'll upload all my FFs again.
I would be happy if you would continue to write commis * nice look *
Bye Nadine
+++++
I'm me!
"Forget it! Just forget it!" I hit the air furiously, turned around and left. He had said it again. Again he had begged me to believe him. Why didn't he get it ?! Far too often, he had lied to me, cheated on me. I wanted to delete him from my life, just forget him. But whenever it had disappeared from my head, was pushed back, it came back. I didn't know how often he'd already said his apology, and I didn't really care. Slowly I knew her by heart, just stopped listening. I didn't believe any of his words anymore, too much had happened. Far too often, he'd fought by her side, hurt me. He only saw a detector in me, not the person I am.I trusted him, let me be taken advantage of. The first in a long time that I trusted. Again it came as it had to come, everyone I had trusted had betrayed me. Just like now. I don't want to see him, don't want to hear, don't waste a thought on him. Go on with my life. Without him, as it was before. I try to convince myself that I know it won't work. I still cling to him whether I like it or not. Despite everything, I want to be with him. Feel his closeness, hear his voice. Years ago you were separated. You weren't allowed to come together again, to live. You shouldn't be happy in your life anymore, smile. Hate should rule your heart. You saw it in me, every day. I looked at my necklace, played with the pendant. Finally I opened it, stared at the little picture. Tears gathered to fall on my face like an army. I sat down by a tree, sobbing. Why did he do this to me ?!What did I do to him? Was I so wrong about him ?! I couldn't and didn't want to believe it. Even he couldn't be like that. He couldn't ... No! He wouldn't do that - would he? I wasn't convinced of it for a long time. Even Miroku and Sango had turned away from him. How could you change so much in such a short time ?! Something had happened - just what? I shook my head. There was no point in thinking about it. I wouldn't think of it anyway. There were enough others. So why him? I already knew the answer. Outwardly he was cold as a block of ice and yet his other side was gaining the upper hand. He had resisted it for a long time, but then allowed it to happen. He would never have let anyone die like that, but now? Now everything was different. He wasn't who she'd known anymore. He was like someone else. Someone who didn't deserve someone to care about him. She didn't want it, yet it was.He was killing now without batting an eyelid, just like that. For fun. I didn't want to see her change. He was a stranger to me. I didn't know him anymore. He would have killed me if his enemy hadn't saved me. I didn't want to see him anymore. Have nothing more to do with him. Nobody had ever hurt me so badly. How should I forgive him? The one who just fooled me, wanted to kill me? "Now wait!" in one leap he stood in front of me. Bowed down, your eyes on the ground. "What?!" there was an ominous undertone in my voice. He backed away. He didn't seem to have expected that. "If your apologies come back now, you can forget about it right away! I won't listen to them any longer!" I walked past him. Back.
"You want to let her go ?!" I turned around. Shippo stood in front of me. “What -?!” “Follow me.” He nodded his head behind me. "But she won't believe me. She doesn't even talk to me."Desperately I looked at the little kitsune." Hmm .. "He seemed to be thinking." I believe you. "My eyes widened. I looked down at him in amazement." Why ?! "" My feeling says that you are not lying: "He probably wouldn't say more about it, so I contented myself with the answer. I was glad that someone believed me at all. Shippo said he was thinking about something and disappeared back into it Village. My anger came up again. At those I once loved. How could she do this to me ?! She knew about it. She knew everything. Why had she taken advantage of it so coldly ?!
Sequel follows...