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Fanfic: Lost in Unattainability

Chapter: Part 3 - Incredible

So, here comes part 3 (FF has been wetzing for a long time * wonderful wonder *). I have to admit that the chapter was supposed to be called Unbelievable. But since I haven't used any English chapter titles so far, I've stayed true to my style, so I quickly Germanized the title again * ggg *. I have to honestly admit that I'm not entirely satisfied with that, but good ...
My sis asked me today how many parts the FF will have. Unfortunately I don't know yet. I can't say how the FF will end either (well, I don't know yet whether there will be a happy ending). First of all, thanks for the dear clerks * lol *. Have fun while reading.

It was so dark by now, and the person was dressed all in black, that I could only make out the outline, but I knew who was standing there. It ran down my spine as cold as ice. I just thought: "That can't be true!"

Part 3 - Incredible

Suddenly I was frozen. I kept staring at the person across the street.I just couldn't take my eyes off her. My heart was beating faster and faster ... I slowly began to tremble all over my body, I found this possibility so absurd. I tried desperately to fight this feeling that was germinating inside me. Then I just shook my head. I wanted to shout something to the person across the street, but my throat was tight. No sound wanted to come out of my mouth. Then something happened across the street. The person disappeared quickly into the darkness. I was still rooted to the spot. Shouldn't I go after her ... Maybe I was just wrong. I was slowly walking away from the professor's house. Unconsciously, I took the direction in which the person had recently disappeared. Either way, I didn't know where to go. I couldn't go back to Kogoro, actually I had nowhere to go. I just ran straight out. Without a specific goal in mind.No matter where I went, I was only putting people in danger, that was what the professor's murder had shown me. After a period of wandering around aimlessly, I arrived in a sparsely populated area on the outskirts of the city. I sighed. How much time had passed by now? What would the inspector do? What Would Kogoro Do? I had gotten used to my role as Conan Edogawa, yes, slowly I had even enjoyed being seen as a small child. After all, it really had its good points every now and then. That this role that I had assumed would eventually lead to one murder, if not several, I hadn't thought that far. Something tightened in me. I had never thought it possible that ..... I got no further with my thoughts because I could hear a familiar voice from the street corner. "Well done, Sizu (Note: I already hate myself for not having come up with another Cod name. My Sis will also scold me T.T)!"I couldn't breathe ... That was really Vodka's voice. I would hear this voice from 1000 meters away." Thank you, "said a female voice that also seemed very familiar to me. It couldn't My assumption from earlier, at the professor's house, seemed to come true. Involuntarily I clenched my fists. "We'll get in touch with you again, Sizu! "Vodka seemed to be saying goodbye and steps were moving away. I knew the female voice .... I even knew it very well. None other than Ran had just spoken to vodka. Confused thoughts swirled through my head. What was, if Ran had really become a member of the organization? But why? What reasons did she have to suddenly join a criminal organization? Did she even have one? Wasn't it just a whim of her? No, Ran had no such whims. My hands I had to quickly put my thoughts into a reasonable order and then act accordingly.It wasn't as easy as I imagined it would be. I had just started when there were steps running in my direction. // Keep calm, Conan !!! // I admonished myself. What should I do now. Maybe it was the last time I saw Ran, because I couldn't hide from her. I had so many questions on my mind ..... Would she answer me. Involuntarily at these thoughts I had to grin. Ran would answer questions about the organization, that was more than unlikely.

The steps got closer and closer. I was still standing in the middle of the sidewalk. I made up my mind not to run away. I wanted to look Ran's eyes at least one last time, even if it was the last thing I should do. Then she came around the corner. The street was dimly lit by the few lanterns, but enough to make them out. It was without a doubt Ran. She didn't see me right away, she first had to walk a little bit in my direction, then she stopped.I could feel her gaze resting on me. I didn't know how to judge the situation if only I could see her face. Then it would be much easier for me to assess them. I couldn't read anything from her posture, absolutely nothing. "Ran ...", my voice trembled when I said her name. For a moment I couldn't believe that it was really me who had spoken. She didn't say anything, just kept looking at me. I took my eyes off her now. "Why?" I just asked. Instead of giving me an answer, she passed me by. I wish I could turn around and shout something after her. But I couldn't. Suddenly I was standing completely alone in the street and seemed to have lost the ground under my feet. My whole worldview was destroyed (Note: Whenever something unbelievable for us is said to me or my Sis, we say: "You have just destroyed our entire worldview").I was not mistaken. So it had come to that. Things had only gotten worse since I slipped into the role of Conan Edogawa. That was the summit now. I couldn't imagine anything worse happening. Ran was a member of the organization .... I dropped to my knees ..... I didn't know what to do. If I wanted to break up the organization, I would damage my great love. I did not want. I couldn't ... seconds seemed to stretch into hours while I sat waiting for something to happen that would make the decision for me. But nothing happened. The environment around me was completely extinct.

I had to slowly pull myself up again ..... Something had to be in my power. I had to be able to do something. I just didn't know what .....

Back to the professor's house:

Since Conan disappeared, everyone has been rushing into a mess.After all, her main witness, the one who found the body, had just disappeared. Ai only noticed this hustle and bustle marginally. She was still in two minds as to whether or not she could tell the inspector. Shinichi's identity had almost certainly been leaked. But what about her? Was Ai Haibara also blown? Did she really have to take this unnecessary risk now? But maybe that was the only way to save Shinichi. She didn't want anything to happen to him. After all, she was almost the reason he had shrunk. After all, she had developed the poison. She swallowed. She had to tell the inspector. Everything was so insecure. If it was also blown, some people had to be placed under police protection. Slowly she went to the police ..... She hesitated for a moment. But she was well aware that she shouldn't waste any time, otherwise it would all take revenge. Then she walked up to the inspector with quick and sure steps .....That was about an hour ago. At first she was able to calmly, but very quickly, explain everything that was connected with the case to the inspector. The inspector stared at her in disbelief. You don't hear every day that a 17-year-old high school detective is shrunk to the size of elementary school students and finally solves the cases for Kogoro Mori ..... She had to do a lot of persuading. But after that everything happened very quickly. Kogoro, the Detective Boys and Ai were first placed under police protection. But then the first police cars drove through the streets in search of Conan / Shinichi. Many of the colleagues might wonder why such an effort was suddenly made to find a little boy. You didn't know the background. You yourself, stayed with the inspector. She couldn't just sit around idly and wait for hopefully good news .....

At Conan / Shinichi:

Ran had long since vanished from my sight.I still stood there. I just couldn't believe it had really been Ran. The Ran I thought I knew was a member of the organization I was following. How long? Has it been all the time? Was she just playing her feelings for me? Did she know from the start that I was Shinichi Kudo? No, Ran couldn't act that well after all. This thought calmed me down for a moment. But my head was still overflowing with questions, but I had to put them back for better or worse. I took another deep breath. Then I just walked on, exactly in the opposite direction than the one Ran had taken. I had to get out of here quickly. Conan Edogawa was never allowed to appear again. Shinichi Kudo had to remain silent until the organization was set up or dissolved. Where should I go, what should I do? Again, I wouldn't make the mistakes I made this time. I would never take so many people into my confidence or stay with so many people again.I had grown really fond of everyone, even Kogoro, who still gave me some headaches. But I realized I had put them all in danger. Better Conan disappeared before the organization could do anything. If Conan were suddenly swallowed up, hopefully the organization would leave the others alone. After all, some of them didn't know anything about my second identity. While these thoughts were floating around in my head, I was already a good bit further. I had to be very close to the outskirts by now. But where do you go then? Where should I stay first? I was back to a point where I had no answer.

Then, all of a sudden, without much warning, I felt tired. I felt really slain, so suddenly it broke over me. While I was looking for a way to at least wake up dry after a few hours of sleep, I noticed that my eyes could close at any moment.In the end I finally found shelter under a bridge. It was neither warm nor comfortable, but at least it would protect me from the rain. First I lay down, and before I knew it I was already asleep .....

"There's someone looking at you, so this is where you're hiding," the voice whispered. The
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