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Fanfic: Knowing you, knowing me
Chapter: New feelings
Hi, here I am again with a new story! I am writing from Kai's point of view. So I = Kai, ok ??? Well then: Let the story begin !!! * grin *
Splash, splash ... In the silence of the night that had just broken I only heard my steps echo through the night. My shoes were already very wet from the gentle waves that gently washed my feet. I went for a walk on the beach and enjoyed being alone. But still ... something is missing ...
Lately I've had the feeling that something wasn't the way it always was. This feeling has come over me more and more recently. I felt empty and alone. But why? Everything was as it always was! As usual, I ignored Tyson, Kenny, Ray, Max, Hillary and Daichi ... And yet this time it was somehow different ... Something had changed ... Something I can't understand. My steps get more and more clumsy, I get slower and slower, until I finally tip over on my knees and support myself with my hands on the floor (I hope you can imagine ...) Tears are running out of my eyes ... but I don't know how ... I have no idea.I just start crying and again only hear the soft splash of my tears, which fall from my eyes onto the low surface of the water. I can't stop it ... why? Why was everything suddenly different?
"Hey ... everything ... OK?" I look up. A girl is standing in front of me. She bends down to me and gently brushes aside the tears that have fallen on my face. "Cut the shit," I sniff at her and straighten up. Her gaze didn't change. She was still looking at me with a gentle, compassionate look that I didn't recognize. Nobody had ever looked at me like that before. Usually, other people only felt angry when they looked at me. That look from this girl scared me. I turned around quickly and took a few steps away from her. "Don't eat everything into yourself ... that's not good" I listened carefully and stopped suddenly, but I didn't turn around. What was she talking about? "You don't need to tell me why you cried ... but please don't run away from your problems," she continued.Suddenly I felt my pulse suddenly go faster. What was going on? I had never felt anything like it before. And never before had I got such warmth in my face as just now.
"It's ... it's just because ..." My mouth moved automatically. I heard her feet splash slowly and carefully through the shallow water. My heart started beating even faster than before. The warmth that had risen to my face earlier turned into heat and spread all over my body. I was paralyzed when she put her arm on my shoulder. Normally I would have pushed her away ... but I just couldn't ... something inside of me was preventing me from doing it. "Just keep talking ... I like to listen to you" I have never felt so comfortable with someone ... I have never had the feeling that I can tell someone everything. But it was different with her. There was something about her that made me forget my shyness. "I've been feeling so alone lately.But it's my own fault. Anyone who wants to get closer to me, I push away, I mock, I put them down ... Until now I didn't care, but now ... "The words just gushed out of my mouth. Why did I do that? told a total stranger about my worries. Did I have a damaged roof? "Shhhh ... okay ..." She hugged me from behind and put her head on my shoulders talkative ... but you are not alone! You have good friends ... and now you have me too ... "
What did she just say? It had a bang. I would have loved to tell her that too, but I couldn't. I was just too comfortable in her embrace. This security, this warmth, this closeness ... I had longed for it for so long. Suddenly I turned my head and kissed her cheek. I thought nothing of it ... I forgot my personality traits, forgot the life I had lived before.I turned around without breaking the hug and kissed her delicate lips. Her long, brown hair waved around my head and her beautiful blue eyes were closed when our lips touched. My stomach started to feel very weird. I didn't know any of these feelings, didn't understand them ... But one thing was clear: I don't know how I could endure so long without these feelings ...
Sooooo. That was my story ... I know, a bit short, but I wrote it on the spur of the moment. Only have an hour lunch break. I hope you like my story! lg, Magic !!!!
Splash, splash ... In the silence of the night that had just broken I only heard my steps echo through the night. My shoes were already very wet from the gentle waves that gently washed my feet. I went for a walk on the beach and enjoyed being alone. But still ... something is missing ...
Lately I've had the feeling that something wasn't the way it always was. This feeling has come over me more and more recently. I felt empty and alone. But why? Everything was as it always was! As usual, I ignored Tyson, Kenny, Ray, Max, Hillary and Daichi ... And yet this time it was somehow different ... Something had changed ... Something I can't understand. My steps get more and more clumsy, I get slower and slower, until I finally tip over on my knees and support myself with my hands on the floor (I hope you can imagine ...) Tears are running out of my eyes ... but I don't know how ... I have no idea.I just start crying and again only hear the soft splash of my tears, which fall from my eyes onto the low surface of the water. I can't stop it ... why? Why was everything suddenly different?
"Hey ... everything ... OK?" I look up. A girl is standing in front of me. She bends down to me and gently brushes aside the tears that have fallen on my face. "Cut the shit," I sniff at her and straighten up. Her gaze didn't change. She was still looking at me with a gentle, compassionate look that I didn't recognize. Nobody had ever looked at me like that before. Usually, other people only felt angry when they looked at me. That look from this girl scared me. I turned around quickly and took a few steps away from her. "Don't eat everything into yourself ... that's not good" I listened carefully and stopped suddenly, but I didn't turn around. What was she talking about? "You don't need to tell me why you cried ... but please don't run away from your problems," she continued.Suddenly I felt my pulse suddenly go faster. What was going on? I had never felt anything like it before. And never before had I got such warmth in my face as just now.
"It's ... it's just because ..." My mouth moved automatically. I heard her feet splash slowly and carefully through the shallow water. My heart started beating even faster than before. The warmth that had risen to my face earlier turned into heat and spread all over my body. I was paralyzed when she put her arm on my shoulder. Normally I would have pushed her away ... but I just couldn't ... something inside of me was preventing me from doing it. "Just keep talking ... I like to listen to you" I have never felt so comfortable with someone ... I have never had the feeling that I can tell someone everything. But it was different with her. There was something about her that made me forget my shyness. "I've been feeling so alone lately.But it's my own fault. Anyone who wants to get closer to me, I push away, I mock, I put them down ... Until now I didn't care, but now ... "The words just gushed out of my mouth. Why did I do that? told a total stranger about my worries. Did I have a damaged roof? "Shhhh ... okay ..." She hugged me from behind and put her head on my shoulders talkative ... but you are not alone! You have good friends ... and now you have me too ... "
What did she just say? It had a bang. I would have loved to tell her that too, but I couldn't. I was just too comfortable in her embrace. This security, this warmth, this closeness ... I had longed for it for so long. Suddenly I turned my head and kissed her cheek. I thought nothing of it ... I forgot my personality traits, forgot the life I had lived before.I turned around without breaking the hug and kissed her delicate lips. Her long, brown hair waved around my head and her beautiful blue eyes were closed when our lips touched. My stomach started to feel very weird. I didn't know any of these feelings, didn't understand them ... But one thing was clear: I don't know how I could endure so long without these feelings ...
Sooooo. That was my story ... I know, a bit short, but I wrote it on the spur of the moment. Only have an hour lunch break. I hope you like my story! lg, Magic !!!!