Translation
Fanfic: Please understand how much I love you
Subtitle: Only in your arms
Chapter: It's only a girl
Hi!!! Here is my new story ... At the very beginning I would like to thank first of all for all the dear clerks on my last story !!!!! That was so nice of you! * everybody really cuddles *
This story is dedicated to: Princess04, Angleheart, Natsuki1993, romi mausi and everyone who likes Beyblade and especially Kai !!! * smile *
This story is again as emotional as the last ... (is clear ...) I'm just a bit cheesy ... As I said, I'll tell the story again from Kai's point of view ... Well then ... a lot Fun!!!! * grin *
"Tack, tack ..." The click of the keyboard echoed softly through the silence of the room. There was a smile on my face ... I was on the internet and chatting ... I would never have thought it possible that I would do something like this ... I would never have dreamed that the contacts that I would become so important to me here ... never ... Here it was so easy for me to open up to others ... here nobody knew me as the cold and cold Kai ... here they knew me as Kai Hiwatari who was friendly and kind.And somehow I felt so good ...
* pling * "Oh a new message ..." I clicked on the icon and opened the message with it.
Hi Kai! * cuddles as a greeting *
So, how are you doing??
I'm in Moscow for the Christmas holidays ...
we could meet there sometime ... maybe at the big ice rink ... I heard it should be great !!! (My aunt once said ... she lives in Moscow too ... but I already told you that in my last email !!!
I'm really looking forward to you !!!!
lg Magic !!!!
"Oh God !!!! She wants to come here !!!!" I suddenly felt a kind of uneasiness. I jumped up from the chair frantically. "What if she finds out who I really am ... what if she doesn't like me anymore and ... stop ... hold on ... what am I so upset about ... why is she So important to me ... she's just my chat partner ... nothing else ... "A little reassured, I let myself fall back into the chair and stared at the message.Again and again I let them through. Determined, I finally typed an answer, hit send, and got off the Internet.
"The best thing is to go for a walk ... that has always relaxed me so far ..." I slowly strolled through the snow-covered streets of Moscow. Snowflakes danced around in front of me and settled on me, cold and wet. "Did I do the wrong thing ... whether it was a mistake to write that to her ???" Feelings of guilt welled up in me. "But now I've already written that I'm on vacation in France for the Christmas holidays ... it would be ridiculous if I suddenly said something different," I try to convince myself. But it didn't work. I felt so sad So incredibly sad ... I hadn't felt so lonely in a long time ... The last time I had these thoughts was when I left the Bladebreakers and made my own way ... alone ... But I had that long repressed ... but now ... now it was remembered again ...Lost in thought, my gaze wandered over the frozen lake on which small children were making their first attempts at ice skating. Where couples went together, where there was complete family happiness. I watched the hustle and bustle with envy. Why couldn't I be like that ... So open and approachable ... Why not ... How I would love to join in with the people down there ... nothing better than that ... but something is holding me back ... .something in me ...
~~~~~
Meanwhile the Christmas holidays had started. I kept thinking of Magic more and more. I hadn't turned on my PC since I told her the lie. For days I just wandered around without a specific destination ... and yet I kept coming back to the ice rink she had mentioned in her email. Every time I caught myself trying to catch her in the crowd with my eyes ... just a little moment ... I had never seen a picture of her before ... but I knew when I saw her I would know it is her ..."It certainly didn't come because I answered the email so stupidly. After all, today is December 23rd ... tomorrow is Christmas," I heard myself say softly. I looked around frantically. Hopefully no one had heard that ...
So ... That's it for this time ... I hope you like this Kapi !!!! ^^
I'm sorry that I didn't pay enough attention to Kai`s character this time ... he's way too feeble ... that doesn't really suit him ... but it doesn't matter ... I hope that bothers you you not too much ...
Well then ... thanks to everyone who read this chapter * hug you very tight *,
lg Magic !!!!
This story is dedicated to: Princess04, Angleheart, Natsuki1993, romi mausi and everyone who likes Beyblade and especially Kai !!! * smile *
This story is again as emotional as the last ... (is clear ...) I'm just a bit cheesy ... As I said, I'll tell the story again from Kai's point of view ... Well then ... a lot Fun!!!! * grin *
"Tack, tack ..." The click of the keyboard echoed softly through the silence of the room. There was a smile on my face ... I was on the internet and chatting ... I would never have thought it possible that I would do something like this ... I would never have dreamed that the contacts that I would become so important to me here ... never ... Here it was so easy for me to open up to others ... here nobody knew me as the cold and cold Kai ... here they knew me as Kai Hiwatari who was friendly and kind.And somehow I felt so good ...
* pling * "Oh a new message ..." I clicked on the icon and opened the message with it.
Hi Kai! * cuddles as a greeting *
So, how are you doing??
I'm in Moscow for the Christmas holidays ...
we could meet there sometime ... maybe at the big ice rink ... I heard it should be great !!! (My aunt once said ... she lives in Moscow too ... but I already told you that in my last email !!!
I'm really looking forward to you !!!!
lg Magic !!!!
"Oh God !!!! She wants to come here !!!!" I suddenly felt a kind of uneasiness. I jumped up from the chair frantically. "What if she finds out who I really am ... what if she doesn't like me anymore and ... stop ... hold on ... what am I so upset about ... why is she So important to me ... she's just my chat partner ... nothing else ... "A little reassured, I let myself fall back into the chair and stared at the message.Again and again I let them through. Determined, I finally typed an answer, hit send, and got off the Internet.
"The best thing is to go for a walk ... that has always relaxed me so far ..." I slowly strolled through the snow-covered streets of Moscow. Snowflakes danced around in front of me and settled on me, cold and wet. "Did I do the wrong thing ... whether it was a mistake to write that to her ???" Feelings of guilt welled up in me. "But now I've already written that I'm on vacation in France for the Christmas holidays ... it would be ridiculous if I suddenly said something different," I try to convince myself. But it didn't work. I felt so sad So incredibly sad ... I hadn't felt so lonely in a long time ... The last time I had these thoughts was when I left the Bladebreakers and made my own way ... alone ... But I had that long repressed ... but now ... now it was remembered again ...Lost in thought, my gaze wandered over the frozen lake on which small children were making their first attempts at ice skating. Where couples went together, where there was complete family happiness. I watched the hustle and bustle with envy. Why couldn't I be like that ... So open and approachable ... Why not ... How I would love to join in with the people down there ... nothing better than that ... but something is holding me back ... .something in me ...
~~~~~
Meanwhile the Christmas holidays had started. I kept thinking of Magic more and more. I hadn't turned on my PC since I told her the lie. For days I just wandered around without a specific destination ... and yet I kept coming back to the ice rink she had mentioned in her email. Every time I caught myself trying to catch her in the crowd with my eyes ... just a little moment ... I had never seen a picture of her before ... but I knew when I saw her I would know it is her ..."It certainly didn't come because I answered the email so stupidly. After all, today is December 23rd ... tomorrow is Christmas," I heard myself say softly. I looked around frantically. Hopefully no one had heard that ...
So ... That's it for this time ... I hope you like this Kapi !!!! ^^
I'm sorry that I didn't pay enough attention to Kai`s character this time ... he's way too feeble ... that doesn't really suit him ... but it doesn't matter ... I hope that bothers you you not too much ...
Well then ... thanks to everyone who read this chapter * hug you very tight *,
lg Magic !!!!