Hi @ll !!!

I wrote a story again ... Like last time, I ask you about any
To ignore timing or spelling mistakes.

After all, "Nobody perfect" (* grin *)

Can't understand feelings inside

"What is the result of this calculation ... Kai?" The teacher looked at you expectantly
gray-black-haired boy whose gray eyes are dreamy
stared outside. No reaction. "Kai !!! Are you sleeping again ?? !!!!"
This time the professor's voice was louder and she was in front of Kai`s school desk
kicked. Still no response. "Always the same," she sighed and shook
on his arm. Kai lifted his head and gave the middle-aged woman a disparaging look.
"Kai. Did you hear me. I checked you after the result of this arithmetic ..."
She got no further, because he had got up, packed his winter coat and
slowly strolled towards the class door with his eyes closed.
His mouth was shaped in a mocking grin. "Kai !!!Now stay there !!! "
The teacher did not do anything else to keep him in the classroom.

Kai went outside the front door of the school and leaned against the wall,
as he had done so many times in math class. "Kai ??" He perked up.
Who dared to disturb his calm? After opening his eyes, looked
he in Rei`s face. "Forgive yourself ... I don't feel like your moral sermons," continued
he immediately turned to him and turned to go. "Wait Kai ..." Rei put his hand on Kai`s
left upper arm and looked directly at him. Kai didn't look back, just glared up
Rei's hand. But that didn't bother the black-haired man with the Ying Yang headband.
"I know ... math is not exactly exciting ... but how you always treat the teacher
is really not fair ... Whenever you leave the classroom without saying a word,
she is close to tears. When I got to school late last week becauseI had forgotten something, I heard the secretary's teacher cry
said that even the many psychologist visits she makes just for you are nothing
bring ... "Kai looked bored at Rei." Are you finished now? "" You are really impossible.
Rei`s hand was still on Kai`s upper arm. "Can't you imagine
what are you doing to her with it? "The cool Russian just wanted to say something against
but suddenly he stopped. Tears had formed in Rei`s eyes. Kai ran cold over the
Move. What was going on? Why did he feel so weird? After all, he has often had
seen tears in his presence, especially from his countless admirers ...
but he had never thought anything of it. Confused about this new feeling grabbed me
Kai took the hand of his counterpart and freed his upper arm from its firm grip.
"Oh, leave me alone!" He hissed at the young Chinese and walked away with him
quick steps from his schoolmate.Rei looked after him sadly, but didn't follow him.
When Kai was out of sight, he turned and returned to the classroom.

Kai had meanwhile gone to his favorite place. This was on a hill from
where you could see the whole city. Especially at night it was a dream
Sight. Every time he had to think, he went to this place. "As Rei me earlier
looked at like that and had my upper arm firmly in my hand ... then I would have loved to hug him and ...
STOP! "Kai was shocked by his own thoughts. Lately sneaked more and more frequently
things like that in his mind. What was the matter with him? What happened? He could do it
just couldn't explain, couldn't understand ... just wasn't able to. He sat for a long time
high up on the hill, thinking.

When night finally fell, he got up slowly and walked away at a snail's pace
his favorite place. In the quiet of the night he strolled through the city park until he reached itCenter came. There he sat on a bench and looked at the sky. "It's new moon ...
and the stars cannot be seen either ... so why are you staring at the sky? "" Fuck off and
give me my peace, "muttered Kai. He didn't let his gaze wander from the black sky.
It was just as black in him as it was in heaven. Rei dropped onto the bench next to Kai. "Even so
out late ...? "The Russian ignored this question and continued to stare at the sky without saying a word.
"Do you have any idea how much you hurt the people who surround you when you always
are so cold and forbidding ", Rei asked in a hushed voice, from which the grief that reigned in him
could be felt exactly. There!!! There it was again !!! This feeling!!!! Kai winced. Why did Rei
just repeated that pang in his heart that let warmth rise up in him and his heartbeat
got faster. "Everything OK ...?" Rei looked worriedly at his counterpart. Finally he noticedhow Kai had winced. When he didn't answer again, he put his hand on Kai -
this time on his shoulder. After a moment, Kai jumped up. "Stop it!" He hissed
Chinese and turned around. But again new thoughts had found their way into his brain.
Why did he hesitate to jump away from Rei when he had his hand on his shoulder?
Why did he feel like he had just made a mistake? "Oh ... sorry ... I wanted you
don't get too close ... "The Russian winced again. There! That stab again! What
did Rei only have on her? Although he likes to throw some meanness at the head of the Chinese
as he always did, he couldn't do it this time because he was frozen. "Kai ... ???"
He heard Rei`s worried words behind him. He heard Rei coming closer ... like his footsteps
freshly fallen snow crunched. He could literally see his breath in the coldAir passed his head like a cloud of white smoke. When Rei stopped behind him, felt
he has that lukewarm cloud on his neck. For a long time the two stood there ... Nobody knew
exactly how long ... nobody said anything ... nobody did anything ...

"Kai ... I don't know how to say it ... but when I see you I feel weird ... and
For a while now, "Kai was startled. Was Rei feeling the same as he was?" Whenever I did
See you, my heart starts beating faster ... every time I touch you, evolves
a warmth inside me that spreads to such a heat that I think I'm burning ... "
Rei broke off the sentence again. Kai felt that sting again. But this time he wasn't
briefly as usual, but lasted a long time. The heat Rei described earlier
rose in him. The pulse began to beat and, even though it was so cold, made him sweat.
His stomach felt weird ... as if the organs were all about to pop out. "Kai ...I know that sounds stupid ... but I think I ... I ... "Kai put Rei`s words into one
Shock. If Rei said what he feared all along, then ...
"I love you ...", Rei finally finished his sentence. That was exactly what Kai was afraid of. Never was
someone so close to him. Nobody had ever told him that he was loved. Still
he had never seen anything like it. When Kai still showed no reaction, Rei grabbed again
the initiative. He hugged the Russian from behind by resting his head on his shoulder
and closed her arms around Kai's neck. A fight began to break out in Kai. His body played
totally crazy. Hot flashes flooded him, stitches attacked his heart and stomach
felt like he was about to come out over his mouth.

Kai slowly regained control, but he didn't push Rei away. He just couldn't ...
He did not yet know the feelings that had come up in him ... they were completely alien to him ...but the longer he stayed in this pose with Rei, the more he got used to it and realized
how nice it actually was. When Rei ran his tongue slowly over Kai`s neck, he felt
the section of skin on which Rei`s tongue lingered was a heat that felt hotter than fire.
Kai wanted to defend himself first, but then let it go. Rei noticed how Kai became calmer and
turned it gently on its own axis so that he could see into the beautiful face of the Russian.
Tears were reflected in it and slowly ran down from the beautiful, large gray eyes
Cheeks. Rei approached his creature of desire very carefully and ran his tongue
slowly over Kai`s face and thereby removed the tears. Kai let everything happen to him.
Everything. After all, he'd found where he'd been looking for so long without it
to see for yourself. Something he was never given in his childhood. Something for youAs important to people as food was. The heat. The feeling of security. The loyalty. The
Well-being ... and finally ... it's hard to believe ... something like ... like ... love ...

So ... done !!!

While I was writing this story, I got the songs that appeared in the movie Moulin Rouge
listened to. I was particularly inspired by the love song that Christian wrote for Satine ...
it's just so sad ... and yet so meaningful ... I would like to create something like this one day
to be able to move the other person who has understood the words to tears ...

Thank you to everyone who read my story. I don't know how happy that makes me!
THAAAAANKS !!!! * smile *

lg Magic_lady !!!!!