I don't know who to trust
Not even myself. Depressing thoughts invade me.
I'm trying not to break from itBut I'm so tired of these thoughts.
Every time I try to bring myself back to good thoughts
to come, all i have to think about is this:
I can't do it. My soul tells me everything
is pointless. My life is meaningless.
She is right.
As often as I try to drive the bad out of myself, so often I fail.
I am giving up my life. Stop.
I had given it up a long time ago. Bring a lot of disappointments
me a. From now on I swear to myself:
Never trust friends, family and not even myself anymore. Just let me guide you. So life will soon go.