I stand alone. That dark envelops me.
The dark room makes me lose A lot.
No everything. My life is lonely Why am I still alive?
I do not want to any more.
Wanna give up life It makes no sense.
I was a loner. I am a loner.
Couldn't stand not being alone.
My will has been broken.
So often
i didn't give up. Now
the point has come where I can no longer
Want to get away, want to lose, want to die.
It makes no sense. My pride is hurt. Can't think anymore
They destroyed, made me sink.
Drown in a Black Sea of ​​hatred, anger and envy of me.
I do not want to any more. Finally release me.
Don't feel like living anymore.
Do you not understand me?

My life is my downfall.