Where should I start
incoherent heart
I have no obligation
to my own flesh and blood
Left all alone
far away from home
Nobody who hears me to heal my sick heart
Keep it locked inside
can't express the point i regret
If fear is a gift then I guess I'm cursed

I keep it locked inside
Get away from your lies

It's too late to love me now
You helped me show

Part of my heart is breaking to find salvation
Take you from my blood to bring me peace

Part of my heart is breaking to find salvation
Takes you out of my blood to bring me peace

Get away from your lies

Creeping in my skin
Are these wounds that won't heal
Fear is all i feel
Reality is confusing

There is something in me
That tugs at me subliminally
This lack of self-controlI'm afraid it will never stop
Control me
It seems like I can
Not finding myself anymore
The walls around me are crushing me
I felt it before
This uncertainty
has taken possession of me endlessly
Confusing the senses - reactive
Against my will
I feel like I'm standing next to myself
It's eerie how impossible it is for me
To find myself again
The walls around me are crushing me

It starts with one thing
do not know why
it doesn't mean how hard you try
keep that in mind
i designed this rhyme
to explain it in the time it is due
All i know
Time is a precious thing
Look, it flies by as the pendulum swings
Look, it's counting down to the end of the day
the clock is ticking the life of it
it's so unreal
Below was not paying attention
you can see time running out of the window
tries to stop her
but you just didn't knowthey were just wasted on it
Look you go
I kept everything to myself while I tried
what does it mean to me
it will eventually be a reminder of the time when
I tried so hard
and was so far away
but in the end it doesn't mean anything
I had to fall
and lose it all
but in the end it doesn't mean anything
One thing
do not know why
it doesn't mean how hard you try
keep that in mind
i designed this rhyme
to remind myself
I tried so hard
with bad will you mocked me along the way
representing that I was part of your property
remind me of all the time you fought me
I'm surprised
was so far away
Things are not what they used to be
In fact, you'd never even recognize me again
not that you will know me back then
but it all comes back to me
at the end
you kept everything to yourself while i tried
everything felt separate what it meant to meit will eventually be a reminder of the time when
I put trust in you
press so fast
pressed as fast as I could go
and for all of this
There's just one thing you should know

I hate you.