In this FF the two parts are a little longer * lol * But I think they are still legible XD. So first of all have fun with the first half!

Non Sence (or: The feelings are already over)

Part 1 - No Matter What ....

Something was strange that day, I couldn't explain it. School was as always, and so was the way home. At home I was received by Ran .... What should be weird about this day, please? Nothing .... Everything was as always. Despite everything, I couldn't shake the feeling that something was going to happen. So I sat at home, on the sofa. I was reading the newly published thriller, tried to distract myself a little when Ran said goodbye to go shopping. I just said "Hm ...", didn't even look at her anymore. From a sense of time, I would say it was shortly after three o'clock. It was actually normal that Ran had to go shopping from time to time. Everything was so boring, the same thing happened every day. Over and over again.And still I had no trace of the men in black. The only exciting thing in the last few days was the planned assassination attempt on one of Kogoro's clients. The man had been blackmailed but hadn't dared to go to the police. At first I thought the case had something to do with the organization, but I was wrong. At least it seemed that way ... Together with the police, the attack could be prevented, the perpetrator could be caught. However, it didn't seem to be part of the organization. Seemed .... And that was it, otherwise nothing had happened, nothing at all. Dead pants, so to speak. Maybe the calm before the storm? Maybe .... Oh nonsense, what was I telling myself again? Unbelievable. It seemed like I was waiting to finally meet the organization again. To finally become Shinichi Kudo again. Ai could warn me as much as she wanted. I was sick of it ... I was tired of playing elementary school, and I couldn't watch Ran miss me either.I would love to come to her and hug her, but I wasn't allowed to. First the organization had to go. Before that, Ran was not allowed to find out anything. Not a single word. No matter how much it hurt to see her every day, to see her cry for Shinichi, miss him. And that stupid guy, like me, can't be with her, no matter how much I wish it would. There was no hope of becoming Shinichi anytime soon. No matter how hard I had to try. It was really depressing and nobody helped me. Neither Ai, nor the professor, nor Heiji .....

Wait a minute, Heiji ??? Wasn't there something ..... "Oh, you big catastrophe!" I stood there as if struck by thunder. I completely forgot to tell Ran and Kogoro that Heiji and Kazuha would be coming by train tonight. I looked at the clock. It was now half past four .... HALF FIVE ??? Where was Ran? Shouldn't she have been back from shopping long ago? I got restless, what did that mean?Maybe Ran had just gone to see a friend. To Sonoko? Maybe ... Hopefully! // Don't always look black! //, I said to myself, first trying to calm down. Yes, stay calm, that was really the best thing in this situation. What else was there for me to do? Ran would definitely come back to the detective agency through the door at any moment. I waited ..... Yes, I really waited. Hoped my gut was wrong. What else could I do but hope at this moment. Nothing should have happened to Ran, nothing should have happened! I was slowly getting impatient, in the meantime another five minutes had passed, the feeling that something had happened to Ran grew bigger and bigger. I couldn't take it any longer, was just leaving the detective agency when ... The phone rang. Oh what, I really couldn't care less now. At least that's what I thought when I was about to put my shoes on. I heard the answering machine go on behind me."This is the Mori detective agency. Unfortunately nobody is present at the moment. Leave a message after the signal and we'll call you back as soon as possible!" I was already on my way to the door. What did I care about the call? There were more important things to do, I had to look for Ran. Had to find her. I was really worried about her. "I have a message ..... It goes to Conan Edogawa, or rather, Shinichi Kudo!" I stopped dead ..... I didn't believe what I had just heard. Did someone really call me Shinichi Kudo? I turned to the phone, trembling all over at the moment. No, that couldn't be true. The only ones who knew about it were Haibara, Agasa, my parents and Heiji. Okay, let's leave the Kaito Kid out. Who was speaking. Already after the first few words I had recognized that the person was disguising his voice, but more badly than right .... So I could rule out Kaito Kid in the case.I knew he was a master at imitating other people's voices. That would not have happened to him. And the other five wouldn't allow themselves such jokes. So, none of the people I knew came into question .... Someone I didn't know still knew about my little secret. Should I pick up the phone now? While I was standing in front of the phone, undecided, the caller continued. "This is whiskey talking ... Just so much about my identity. I know that you are listening now!" He knew that I was home? I looked around, out the window. I couldn't find a suspicious person anywhere. How did he know? Where from? And the name he mentioned worried me. Whiskey, an alcoholic drink. Maybe so ..... Was he a member of the organization. I was shaking even more, trying to stay calm, but not really succeeding. "So, listen carefully to Shinichi Kudo .... If you want to see your little friend again, you should do exactly what I tell you now!"Oh you great disaster. The guy had Ran ..... In the meantime he had hung up. I had erased the tape again. Kogoro didn't need to know my identity as soon as he got home. Whiskey had told me to come to a certain place ..... "You have until five o'clock, otherwise you know what's going to happen!", Those were his words. I couldn't ask anyone for help. What if the guy was watching me. After all, he knew that I was currently in the detective agency. He was sure to be nearby .... So nothing there .... I had to get Ran out of there. I owed that to her .... But I was also such an idiot .... I had believed that I could fool the organization, had felt myself to be safe. I got that out of it now. Ran had been kidnapped by one of them. I had put them in great danger. Well done, really! I left the detective agency. My mind circled as I walked the streets. I only had until five o'clock ... just under half an hour.So I really had to hurry. So much to think about and so little time. Where should that lead? I grabbed my soccer ball and started walking. Which was actually completely senseless, because I had no idea what to do as soon as I got there. The Ran organization wouldn’t run that easy. I looked at the clock. It was now a quarter to five, but I knew I wasn't far from the address he'd given me. I started to run. I knew I had to find Ran first, she had to be out of the building long before I even ran into whiskey. Otherwise there would be no more chance for Ran, or only a very small one. Nothing could happen to her, not because of me. Then I stood in front of the building that was in danger of collapsing. I looked at it, examined it closely. Here was Ran, I was sure as hell. He was holding her here ... something in me at least told me so. And this time I trusted my gut feeling.Again, I wouldn't make the mistake of not listening to so-called intuition. I swallowed, slowly walking closer to the building. It really didn't look stable anymore .... A sign stuck out next to the building .... It was supposed to be torn down tomorrow. So really a very dilapidated building. Hopefully it didn't collapse as long as I was looking for Ran there. Then I quietly entered the house ... looked around and began to look for Ran for the last 12 minutes left .....

At Ran:

Slowly she came to ... The fog cleared more and more before her eyes. What happened anyway? She vaguely remembered the guy who had dragged her into the car. She had resisted, but without great success. And how she had then blacked out before her eyes. She had darkly overheard the guy talking on the phone in the car .... How he had said Shinichi's name .... She knew nothing more.And now she woke up tied up in some ugly room. If only she hadn't passed out. What did the guy want from Shinichi? If only she had just followed the phone call more closely, she just wouldn't have lost consciousness. She could slap herself. Hopefully Shinichi wasn't putting herself in great danger because of her ... Somehow she felt that Shinichi was going to get her out of here. Did it cost what it wanted. She had been amazingly calm the whole time. All she had to do now was wait. At some point he would come here and save her. Maybe she had to wait a little longer now, but she could take it. Yes, she would wait here for him (what else could she do). Actually, she had to admit that she was happy to see him again. So long, she missed him terribly, more every day. And what about him? Did he miss her a little bit at all. If only she knew what was going on in his head.Shinichi was basically still full of puzzles for her, she still couldn't judge him despite the long time they had already spent together. Shinichi .... She finally wanted to see him again, since the meeting in the restaurant they had only called from time to time. She still didn't know what Shinichi actually wanted to say to her at the time. She thought and thought, but never figured out what it could have been. Or rather, she didn't want to admit what the waitress had told her back then.

So she sat there, waiting. How long could she not say, she had no sense of time in the room. Hours had passed now, or maybe only a few minutes. The day had started so well, did it have to end like this now? Why? How did she deserve it? Did she even deserve it? What had she done, please? But none of that made any sense anyway! Until someone came, either way, everything she did