dare to avert my gaze for fear that it will go away at this moment or simply disappear. So everything seems like a dream to me. So unrealistic ... How I would love to take you in my arms to see if this is all a dream or a reality.

And now you finally answer me ... Yes, have you noticed me so often? And thank God her smile was really for me ... Just me, all alone. Even if the others will certainly never find out. As long as I know, I'm fine. It's good that she doesn't know what I'm thinking and what I'm feeling, that would be kind of uncomfortable. The idea that she knows or could know everything makes me feel sick. So I just look at that lovely smile again. Just stop thinking about it ...

Suddenly, yes, all of a sudden she just got closer to me ... I can now clearly hear her heart racing ... Is she as nervous as I am?No, I can't resist anymore! I have to do it now, even if she may never forgive me ...! Maybe she's happy too, who knows? But I can't know that now and what's the name of it? Try is better than study.

So I finally press my mouth over yours. Very tenderly and gently, so that you have time to process and actually you answer ?! Yes, maybe you love me after all ... Just a few moments and I break up for a few minutes to look into your flushed face ... Oh, you look so cute when you blush. I would like to tell you that openly in the face, but instead I kiss you one more time, very gently. You incline your head slightly to his and intensify the kiss. Madness! I didn't expect that from you ... Rei ...

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