Soooo xD

so here are my poems. I don't know what to write about xDD

According to Amy-lee and Andune, they are absolutely good, but I only think some are okay .__.

Naya ..... x) Are somehow thrown together and not sorted by date. X) Most of them are from 2005, but there are still two or three from autumn 2004. Well ... Commis, pleaseeeee ^^ "

Peace,

Viv x)

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angel

I'll dance like an angel

I will be like an angel

like an angel i will fall

like an angel all alone.

Dance angel dance

you should turn in a circle

everyone should marvel at your wisdom,

everyone should see you.

The man made of glass that I once was

hidden under a transparent mask,

you saw my fears, my feelings,

saw me oh so clearly.

If you know you will lose

if you know man will love you

if you are black, however, you win

even if the hatred of you is boiling in the others.

I hit back the disdain

I fight back this endless agonyBut first I have to become an angel

an angel whose wings were stolen.

How am I supposed to fly without wings?

How should I be when I lack the will?

How should I still scream

when I'm surrounded by this dark silence.

I have to dance like an angel

everyone watched me like an angel.

When I was know they loved me

but I'm black again

have my peace again.

I only want to be like an angel once

But angels also fall without wings

like a fallen angel I am now-

black, and again alone.

Black Paradise

~ Say goodbye to eardish life,

say hello to paradise.

Just one blink,

just one step,

and you`ll never

ever be back.

Close your eyes

and come with me,

it`ll be better,

you'll be free.

Nothing more to fear,

nothing more to hide,

come with me,

come, my little child.

Come to me, get along,

here the calling of the wind,

so don`t be afraid,

i know you`ll be strong.

It's strange to leave

oh yes I know

but come to meat i`ll show

`cause everything`s

`gonna be better

then before.

Come to me

And I swear,

come to death

you`ll like it there.

~ So say goodbye

to eardish life

and say hello to

BLACK PARADISE ~

Darkness

Darkness in front of me,

Darkness behind,

Darkness around me,

Im loosing my mind.

Running in circles,

round and round

round and round

I still haven't found

what Im looking for.

Darkness in front of me,

Darkness behind,

Darkness around me,

I start getting blind.

Silent tears running

down my face,

they burn my skin,

just in case

I'll die in peace.

Darkness in front of me,

Darkness behind,

Darkness around me,

Im falling behind.

Running in circles,

round and round

round and round,

I still haven't found,

what Im looking for

I need help, help me,

please,

Angel were you?

I'm gonna rest in

peace.

Why is nobody here,

nobody here with me?

Please help me, help,

I plea.

Darkness in front of me,

Darkness behind.

Darkness around me,

I cannot find,what Im looking for.

...

I cannot find,

what Im looking for.

Alone

I am alone,

lonely, nobody sees me

I am alone,

lonely,

I stand lonely

here in the rain

but nobody sees me.

People walk past me

stare

directed forward.

They pretend

they wouldn't see me

and maybe they do

not that either.

I am alone,

lonely.

Have no one

who speaks to me

can only listen to the darkness

when I am alone.

Whisper my fears

when I am alone.

Cause i'm alone

lonely.

I see so many people

but they don't see me.

Your eyes

look past mine

like gray shadows

who only see the gray world.

I stand there again and again

watch them

can't understand

hear them

but don't do it.

Because what they say is pointless.

And i stand there

also speak, ´

speak to them too,

but they ignore me.

But at some point I'll have enough

enough of gray eyesenough of gray people.

And I stand and scream

yell at her

shout it out

what i of the dark

couldn't say.

And you hear me!

they stopped moving,

stare at me

stare at me as if

I would be crazy.

(But I'm so lonely now ..)

But then they go on

pretend

they would never have seen me

never heard.

And I'm alone again

lonely.

Alone with the darkness.

And the people

they never heard me

they never wanted it.

And i'm alone

stand there and look into their eyes

The gray only look ahead.

Past me.

And i'm lonely

alone.

Untitled

One step - the agony

It goes on, on and on

didn't you see

that your life was stolen?

You close your eyes

want to disappear

But only you can

to squirm with your fetters.

Are you afraid of what will happen?

Tell me why

Your tears are comforting

and my words are mild.

Do you open your eyes againthis darkness awaits you-

cold and endless ...

and you squirm, squirm

go on - oh could you only ...

Why do you keep falling

With every step of this stumbling.

Get up or it will only get worse!

I know the path will continue to bump.

Stop crying

come on, let it be.

Leave your bonds in peace

at some point all pain disappears.

Get up and move on

open your eyes

avenge yourself

you get your life back

you just have to believe in it.

Put aside the fear

and wipe away your tears

cross the threshold

will be happy

and never long for you

In front of the paper

In front of the paper, there I sit here

In front of the paper

and I can't think of anything

in front of the paper, there I sit here,

the sheet should be filled ...

I'm sitting here in front of the paper

have no idea to write,

in front of the paper

I am sitting here,

should my paper stay blank?

In front of the paper, there I sit here

I look around,

don't get around it.In front of the paper

I am sitting here,

feel like stupid

In front of the paper, there I sit here

where is the flash of inspiration

where is the idea?

The ideas are gone

the flashes of inspiration continue

like melted snow.

In front of the paper, there I sit here

Oh why can't I think of anything?

In front of the paper

I'm sitting here

damn i need

a little light!

In front of the paper

I'm still sitting here

and I'm still thinking

Oh how terrible

what a pain

so is the poet's disgrace.

In front of the paper

I don't sit anymore.

It's tangled up in the garbage!

In front of the paper

I don't care

it's over with that

Poet idyll.

Untitled

And laughing she held the blade in her hand

and still laughed when she thought the memory was fading

and fell asleep covered in blood and smiling,

believed to be forgotten

And sang her a bedtime song this comforting pain.

But she woke up and wept her heart

because nothing was forgotten and everything is still there

And she cried when she realized that the agony was even greaterUntitled

And you know me,

you know me yes.

I`m the faceless one,

the one who comes in your dreams

and causes this mess.

The one who laughs

and cries at the same time,

the one who is virgin,

the one full of crime.

I like to cheer you up,

I like to see you screaming.

And I know what you think

and I know what you're dreaming.

And I`m your poison,

And I'm your cure.

I`m a slayer

but I`m pure.

I`m black

and I`m white.

I`m the day

and the endless night.

I`m the pain

the sunshine,

and the pouring rain.

I`m your death

and your release.

reaction

Ritsch - Ratsch,

makes it,

just like with me

now you know

how much it hurts

because now it hurts you.

I hope you hear me now

because I feel the same way

hurt.

And don't look at me like that

because you are yourself

Blame.

That's just my reaction

on your deeds.

porcelain child

And she breaks
and it breaks
in front of my eyes,
a pile of glass
in front of my eyes,
the broken pieces wet with tears.Blood on the floor
you laugh very shrill,
Blood on the floor
and then she is silent.

mirror image killer
(Hint: Okay oO That sounds like shit>.
A room full of mirrors
the walls of glass,
He reflects me
me and my hate.

It is so dark,
and yet full of light,
I see everything
just not myself.

Where did i go
Where am I?
I only see myself
as I run in circles

In the corner
my reflection is sitting
laughing,
and splattered with blood.

It raises the knife
and grins at me
in the mirror i go
closer.

Blood drips down
my face,
I feel it,
but see it
not in the mirror.

My mud full of blood
my heart so heavy
I look in the mirror
but it is empty.

Help, help,
all red,
where am I
where am i?
I do not find myself
my reflection is dead

Help, help,
all red,
Help, help,
where am i?
My reflection is dead