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Fanfic: Behind
Chapter: Confusion and insight?
Hey you ^^ I'm back xD with 2 chapters, who has not seen the 4th xD was already on before the vacation, but nobody seemed to have read> <
So here is the 5th chapter ^^
However, I still have bad (??) news for you. the FF will soon be over. We are approaching the finals and I hope, as always, on reviews. It would be nice if a few more comments would come this time ^^
So, have fun with the, presumably, penultimate chapter of "Behind"
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Confusion and insight?
Joey and Kaiba entered their class. It was the middle of the sixth, and final, hour and her teacher was accordingly delighted with her presence. This time Seto's "important meetings" didn't help either. Both had to detention, alone, in this class. Joey didn't trust the dear teacher, a strange feeling arose in him. He and his enemy Seto Kaiba in a room after school. The guy was up to something - if the blonde only knew what. But he probably just saw ghosts and none of that was true.Hustle and bustle in the class. It had just gonged for the last time and the otherwise eager students could not be kept in the cage. One wanted to get out faster than the other and so around 200 students squeezed and pushed their way through the corridors into the schoolyard. Followed by loud swearing and scolding.
Joey Wheeler, known for his urge to speak his mind to everyone, no matter if student, teacher or direx. The latter had therefore taken him particularly deeply. The blonde was admired by many. Partly because of his courage to face others like this, and partly because of his pride in not being offered anything. He actually had to go to detention every day. So they were all the more astonished when the rebellious Joey Wheeler became the current one: one of the best in the class. He continued to speak up, but he was no longer the rebel. Detention and detention were also significantly less.
His favorite enemy, Seto Kaiba, saw it too.And he had to admit that the "mutt" had a lot on his mind. Seto looked over at Joey. The duelist had his eyes fixed on his hand, seemingly concentrated and preoccupied. A boy who solved his tasks - that is how one would interpret the picture that presented itself to the millionaire. But the brunette didn't see that. He saw a boy, lonely and sad, over his paper. He was looking at it, but his mind was elsewhere, far away. Seto suddenly realized how similar they were. Joey also showed the others a mask and they accepted it - without a doubt, without questioning - believed it. Nobody saw how he really was, how he felt. He had always secretly admired the blonde for his cheerfulness, strength and, even if he didn't want to, it hurt to see him like that.
Every now and then he scribbled something in the lines on his paper. His thoughts were elsewhere. His life. Often Joey wondered why he was even alive. His life was in ruins, completely destroyed in a very short time.From his father, his mother, his sister. How could they leave him with his father too ?! They knew what he was like, what he was doing - they had left him alone when he needed a family. It was 8 years ago, his mother and sister disappeared overnight. He was angry and happy about it at the same time. The knowledge that his mother and Serenity were safe gave him strength to fight for his life, to get away from this tyrant. He would soon graduate and then no longer see Seto Kaiba. Actually he should be happy about it, but somehow there was no real joy about it, instead he was even a little sad. Their little quarrels have become a ritual for almost all these years. He could no longer imagine it, without being greeted, when he came to school. The more often they argued, the more he became aware that Seto Kaiba was also wearing a mask when he went to school. He hid his feelings, even hid them in his eyes.He had often tried to read from them, but the young entrepreneur seemed to have iron chains and locks around him. He locked true feelings deep inside himself and only let his mask show feelings. During their war of words, the 'real' Seto Kaiba came to the fore more and more, his eyes shone with a fire that was untypical for Kaiba, and, apparently invisible to the others, swung the true feelings, deep from the soul. Then Kaiba apparently felt better, freed from this mask - and the blond duelist liked it. In fact, he liked it very much when he could see the duelist detached - if only for a few minutes. They were similar. Why had he never noticed that before? And why has he been thinking so much about his enemy lately - but was he still his enemy? He was confused. How was he supposed to interpret these thoughts, these feelings that were suddenly pouring down on him? He didn't like Seto Kaiba! Then why was his chest pulling so hard, he thought.Why did such feelings overwhelm him and why did he not get it out of his head?
Similar thoughts crossed his detention partner's mind. Long ago the sheet filled out, he stared at another window into the wall. It was to milk mice! It was just a little useless mutt who had a few things on his mind by the way and wasn't even the ugliest. What was he thinking here!?! He just had about Joey - NO! - Wheeler thought positively, admitted that he looked good - and it didn't bother him! WHAT was going on ?! Maybe he should see a doctor, better safe than sorry. That wasn't normal anymore. He should then also take a look at the stomach. This tingling sensation couldn't mean anything good, he was sure of that. He simply suppressed the fact that this was triggered by the name Joey Wheeler. His eyes were on Joey again. But this time he noticed this and turned to him. “Well, mutt, slept enough?” Again this arrogant grin appeared on his lips and this time he didn't even want it.He wanted to help Joey, saw that he was not doing well. He wanted him to be fine, to laugh - then he would be better too. "Oh, shut up, Kaiba! What do you know ?!" "Nana, that's not how you talk, doggie. Did you sleep in your upbringing?" The other person's eyes suddenly darkened. He shouldn't have said that now, but now it was too late not to change any more. "HOLD THE EDGE, KAIBA! You will still experience your blue miracle, rely on it! And if I only live to defeat you!" With that, Joey grabbed his things, stuffed everything into his pocket and ran out, out of the Space and out of this horror.
'And if I only live to beat you ...' Oh shit! Joey! Kaiba did not recognize himself. What had these few words moved in him ?! He worried about who. He worried about Joey Wheeler, his archenemy. But what was even worse: Joey had already defeated him. He was less and less able to get his mask of the cold, unfeeling businessman before him.More and more often he was the exact opposite. If the person he was, he was the real Seto Kaiba. Not the KC leader, not the iceberg, not the businessman and not the best in school; there he was just him, his real me, lonely and with feelings. He knew he couldn't afford the other Kaiba, other companies would eat him up and he could no longer send Mokuba on a school trip, no longer go on vacation or offer anything else. His little brother was all he had of his family. He should be better off than he was then, and if the price was loneliness, he would pay it.
tbc.
That was it for today ^^ Please leave a comment here * push biscuits * also get a biscuit xD
One word at the end: "Behind" is really dear to my heart. At the 'slightly' embarrassing places, I really had to laugh myself. I guess I really sympathize with the people. However, after this FanFic there will probably be no more Yugioh FFs from me.I try to finish the others, of course, but then I'll dedicate myself to my own stories - you'll probably read them too ^ - ^
baba Ki-Chan * reader cuddles *
So here is the 5th chapter ^^
However, I still have bad (??) news for you. the FF will soon be over. We are approaching the finals and I hope, as always, on reviews. It would be nice if a few more comments would come this time ^^
So, have fun with the, presumably, penultimate chapter of "Behind"
+++++
Confusion and insight?
Joey and Kaiba entered their class. It was the middle of the sixth, and final, hour and her teacher was accordingly delighted with her presence. This time Seto's "important meetings" didn't help either. Both had to detention, alone, in this class. Joey didn't trust the dear teacher, a strange feeling arose in him. He and his enemy Seto Kaiba in a room after school. The guy was up to something - if the blonde only knew what. But he probably just saw ghosts and none of that was true.Hustle and bustle in the class. It had just gonged for the last time and the otherwise eager students could not be kept in the cage. One wanted to get out faster than the other and so around 200 students squeezed and pushed their way through the corridors into the schoolyard. Followed by loud swearing and scolding.
Joey Wheeler, known for his urge to speak his mind to everyone, no matter if student, teacher or direx. The latter had therefore taken him particularly deeply. The blonde was admired by many. Partly because of his courage to face others like this, and partly because of his pride in not being offered anything. He actually had to go to detention every day. So they were all the more astonished when the rebellious Joey Wheeler became the current one: one of the best in the class. He continued to speak up, but he was no longer the rebel. Detention and detention were also significantly less.
His favorite enemy, Seto Kaiba, saw it too.And he had to admit that the "mutt" had a lot on his mind. Seto looked over at Joey. The duelist had his eyes fixed on his hand, seemingly concentrated and preoccupied. A boy who solved his tasks - that is how one would interpret the picture that presented itself to the millionaire. But the brunette didn't see that. He saw a boy, lonely and sad, over his paper. He was looking at it, but his mind was elsewhere, far away. Seto suddenly realized how similar they were. Joey also showed the others a mask and they accepted it - without a doubt, without questioning - believed it. Nobody saw how he really was, how he felt. He had always secretly admired the blonde for his cheerfulness, strength and, even if he didn't want to, it hurt to see him like that.
Every now and then he scribbled something in the lines on his paper. His thoughts were elsewhere. His life. Often Joey wondered why he was even alive. His life was in ruins, completely destroyed in a very short time.From his father, his mother, his sister. How could they leave him with his father too ?! They knew what he was like, what he was doing - they had left him alone when he needed a family. It was 8 years ago, his mother and sister disappeared overnight. He was angry and happy about it at the same time. The knowledge that his mother and Serenity were safe gave him strength to fight for his life, to get away from this tyrant. He would soon graduate and then no longer see Seto Kaiba. Actually he should be happy about it, but somehow there was no real joy about it, instead he was even a little sad. Their little quarrels have become a ritual for almost all these years. He could no longer imagine it, without being greeted, when he came to school. The more often they argued, the more he became aware that Seto Kaiba was also wearing a mask when he went to school. He hid his feelings, even hid them in his eyes.He had often tried to read from them, but the young entrepreneur seemed to have iron chains and locks around him. He locked true feelings deep inside himself and only let his mask show feelings. During their war of words, the 'real' Seto Kaiba came to the fore more and more, his eyes shone with a fire that was untypical for Kaiba, and, apparently invisible to the others, swung the true feelings, deep from the soul. Then Kaiba apparently felt better, freed from this mask - and the blond duelist liked it. In fact, he liked it very much when he could see the duelist detached - if only for a few minutes. They were similar. Why had he never noticed that before? And why has he been thinking so much about his enemy lately - but was he still his enemy? He was confused. How was he supposed to interpret these thoughts, these feelings that were suddenly pouring down on him? He didn't like Seto Kaiba! Then why was his chest pulling so hard, he thought.Why did such feelings overwhelm him and why did he not get it out of his head?
Similar thoughts crossed his detention partner's mind. Long ago the sheet filled out, he stared at another window into the wall. It was to milk mice! It was just a little useless mutt who had a few things on his mind by the way and wasn't even the ugliest. What was he thinking here!?! He just had about Joey - NO! - Wheeler thought positively, admitted that he looked good - and it didn't bother him! WHAT was going on ?! Maybe he should see a doctor, better safe than sorry. That wasn't normal anymore. He should then also take a look at the stomach. This tingling sensation couldn't mean anything good, he was sure of that. He simply suppressed the fact that this was triggered by the name Joey Wheeler. His eyes were on Joey again. But this time he noticed this and turned to him. “Well, mutt, slept enough?” Again this arrogant grin appeared on his lips and this time he didn't even want it.He wanted to help Joey, saw that he was not doing well. He wanted him to be fine, to laugh - then he would be better too. "Oh, shut up, Kaiba! What do you know ?!" "Nana, that's not how you talk, doggie. Did you sleep in your upbringing?" The other person's eyes suddenly darkened. He shouldn't have said that now, but now it was too late not to change any more. "HOLD THE EDGE, KAIBA! You will still experience your blue miracle, rely on it! And if I only live to defeat you!" With that, Joey grabbed his things, stuffed everything into his pocket and ran out, out of the Space and out of this horror.
'And if I only live to beat you ...' Oh shit! Joey! Kaiba did not recognize himself. What had these few words moved in him ?! He worried about who. He worried about Joey Wheeler, his archenemy. But what was even worse: Joey had already defeated him. He was less and less able to get his mask of the cold, unfeeling businessman before him.More and more often he was the exact opposite. If the person he was, he was the real Seto Kaiba. Not the KC leader, not the iceberg, not the businessman and not the best in school; there he was just him, his real me, lonely and with feelings. He knew he couldn't afford the other Kaiba, other companies would eat him up and he could no longer send Mokuba on a school trip, no longer go on vacation or offer anything else. His little brother was all he had of his family. He should be better off than he was then, and if the price was loneliness, he would pay it.
tbc.
That was it for today ^^ Please leave a comment here * push biscuits * also get a biscuit xD
One word at the end: "Behind" is really dear to my heart. At the 'slightly' embarrassing places, I really had to laugh myself. I guess I really sympathize with the people. However, after this FanFic there will probably be no more Yugioh FFs from me.I try to finish the others, of course, but then I'll dedicate myself to my own stories - you'll probably read them too ^ - ^
baba Ki-Chan * reader cuddles *