Hi Leutz !!! Sry that it took so long !! no longer occurs aba I was on vacation and so is really sry Ó.Ò
aba thank you for all your dear clerks !!!!! * hugs all people !! * ^^
nja dan have fun

It rained. I ran as fast as I could. What was I running away from? Before Chiaki? Before Yuki? Or was I just trying to run away from my life? Did that even help? Can you run from your own life? I did not know it. I didn't know anything. I didn't know why I was running I didn't know what I was running from. I didn't know what exactly happened. I didn't know what to do. I didn't even know where I was right now. I didn't look where I was running. I just ran. My legs were slowly becoming limp. I didn't take a break. I wonder what hurt more. My legs or my heart? I stumbled and suddenly I was on the floor. I didn't even know what was going to happen to me. Then I noticed that the streets were empty.I was the only person on the way. I lay. Without moving I ran out of strength. Did I really run that far? I was cold. I closed my eyes.

After half an hour I was woken up by a church bell. I opened my eyes and got up. I was able to stand fairly still again. I was standing a few meters from a church. I went up to her. I opened the door. I heard voices. It was Miyako and Chiaki. They were looking for me. How did you find me so quickly? I went to church quickly. Inside, I heard footsteps running past the church. Suddenly they stopped. I still heard Chiaki say: "I'm going that way and you are there!". Then everything was quiet. Apparently they didn't want to go to church.

I looked around. I felt good. I was getting warmer. I looked at the pictures on the wall, the statues and the altar. I had no more pain, not in my legs, not in my heart.I felt empty, with no worries or doubts, just empty. I stopped thinking about what had recently given me a headache. I just looked at the traffic jams. Someone came up to me from behind. I was frightened. It was the pastor.
"What happened? Why are you crying?" "I ran away from home. I was betrayed. My life is a disaster," I replied. " How do you feel? ". "When I ran I felt pain, doubt, frustration and all that ...". "And what do you feel now?" " Nothing at all.".

The pastor left again.

I didn't feel anything. Just nothing. What was wrong with me I didn't feel anything, I was extinct from within. ….Died? …..Exactly! This was the only way I could escape my life. I would never feel anything like this again. I went to the back entrance of the church. But I would never see Chiaki, Miyako, Acces and Fin like this again. What should I do? When I was about to open the back door of the church, someone opened the main entrance.I stopped to see who it was. But then I heard Chiaki's voice. "Marron? Are you here?" I ran out and slammed the door. And again I ran. What should I do? Where did I go again now? I turned to see if Chiaki was behind me. But I couldn't see him anywhere. When I looked forward again, I saw a slope that I hadn't noticed before. I headed straight for him. I couldn't stop anymore.

I held onto the slope as best I could. I might as well let go, nobody would find me here on this empty street anyway. At first I tried to pull myself up, but I couldn't. I hardly had any strength again. If I just let myself fall, I would fall into the water and die. Then I would feel nothing, no pain, no frustration, no hate, just nothing. I would just be dead.
But somehow I didn't want to die. I was attached to my life. I would never see any of my friends again.But what should I do? I would die anyway. There is no one here who could help me now. And why should I go on living? Chiaki has Yuki. And Miyako would get used to Yuki soon too. Fin's only been interested in accessories lately. What should I still be here?

I closed my eyes. My hands lost their grip more and more. I let go with one hand. I didn't dare let go with the other hand yet. But suddenly it hurt and I let go.

I'm sorry that it has become so short !!!!
the next cape will aba viiiiieeeeel lääääänger I swear that to you !!!
nevertheless I ask for clerks
well see you
your
Keiko-chan