Why?

I'm standing here on a cliff. The sun goes down and the sea is strangely red. Can you imagine that? How do I stand here?

I'm still standing on this cliff From here you can see all the way down. The rocks down there look very small. But they are not. No, they just seem like that.
You know what I mean? They pretend to be small and harmless, but in reality they are huge and dangerous. Do you know who they remind me of?
To you. To you and your many lies. You promised me to take care of me, to comfort me, to warm me, to give me support. Do you remember
Do you remember how we stood there? At sunset? Do you still remember how you made all these beautiful promises to me?
But tell me Tell me why do I feel so alone when you promised me Why am I crying now, why am I cold when you promised me back then? And why do I feel like I'm falling all the time?And tell me: why did you lie to me? What did I do to you that you just left? Without a word of goodbye?
What I have done wrong? Was I so bad that I'm not worth it? Not worth being around
Tell me. Come here and tell me in the face! Am I so worthless? Tell me if I'm really just a piece of dirt to you!

I'm standing here on this cliff with bare feet. All I'm wearing is a white dress.
I can feel the earth and the sand under my feet. Can you do that too? Can you even feel
If so then why are you leaving me alone? Can't you feel how cold the air is without you Don't you feel how lonely my soul is without you
Tell me why. Why did you go? Do you care so much?
Don't you see how I cry for you Can't you see my tears run down my cheeks? Don't you notice how much you hurt me Don't you see how much I miss youI have made up my mind. I will go the same way as you. I will follow you and then I will look for you. And when I find you, I'll ask you all of my questions.
Will you answer it for me Will you be happy to see me Or will you be angry?
Will you lie to me again Or will you be honest this time?

I jump. Just like you did. Back then it was your way, now it's mine too.
I can't go back. But I don't even want to. No, I want to stay with you and with you.
Will it bother you Will i be in your way Or will you not want me with you at all?

I fall. The sea and the treacherous rocks, they are getting closer and closer. Were you scared? I'm not afraid. I am even happy because I know that I will find you there. Were you so happy too? Did you have someone you wanted to follow too?

I'm still falling. But I'm almost there. Where are you? I can not see you.Are you somewhere else? Did I take the wrong path?

A few more seconds. It's too late now. Wasn't it your way? Are you in another place Or do you just not want to see me?
So many questions race through my head.

I'm there. And the last question I ask myself:

Why?