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Fanfic: You and I
Chapter: You and I
I am always in the spotlight.
Always stand there, talk to people, wave, smile at them.
But with every smile I lose something.
Lose myself
get lost in myself
lose my self
With every victory that I achieve, it is a defeat that reaches my heart.
With every conversation I have, my words become hollow.
With every friend I make, I get more lonely.
Nobody is there who sees what I see
Nobody is there who understands what I don't understand.
Nobody is there for me.
I am surrounded by people, lonely in a desert of tears that have never been shed, because there was no one to dry them.
I fight because that's how I learned.
But why didn't anyone explain the art of friendship to me, just tell me about it?
My world was lonely and gray, without light and without shadow.
I lived, I won.
My life was determined.
I didn't feel lonely, not alone but something was missing, I was missing in my heart.I was lucky
my luck,
happiness the meaning of which I did not know and yet knew that it existed.
But then you came, brought light into the gray.
But without light there is no shadow.
We met
saw us
found us
and lost us.
Everything.
In a second, an eternity.
When I stand in front of you I want to tell you things that I have never felt, cannot put into words.
When you cry I want to dry your tears, I want to give you a hold in your grief. When you laugh I want to be happy with you.
If only you would laugh ...
I want to be a friend to you, the friend I never had, that you can give me.
But all I can do is fight
I take steps towards you, but the desert is too big.
The sand blows your tracks away.
When I find her you're far away, farther away than before, ever before.
You brought light into my world.
Explained the importance of friendship to me.My world was gray with no light.
You brought the light, but with it came the shadow.
Now I stand in the shade, got to know the beauty of light.
Stand in the shade and see the light, consume it, long for the warmth and security, long for friendship.
I'm missing you.
My world was gray without you, knew something was missing.
Now I know what I'm missing.
I saw, experienced and felt it.
But I'll never get it.
Sometimes, I curse the day when light came into my world, driving gray away and creating shadows.
Sometimes I curse the day you came
I often curse myself.
This is my first FF on AnimeManga, hope you enjoy it. I dedicate it to Danyu, supposed to be a small birthday present. As you have probably noticed, I stole "you" from your FF. Please do not be angry! You only wrote from one person's point of view, this should be the story from the other person's point of view.So, happy birthday and have fun reading !!