- An elephant for you-

yaa so as I said my first songfic * shines * I hope you like it (if anyone should read it ...)
I dedicate them to NON-cisara without her I wouldn't be here at all and in general: I've liiiieeeb * hugging you *
ok aba now seriously .... oh just read ^^

* Yugi's POV *

You collapse, like so often in the past few hours. Again and again your strength dwindles and you sink onto the hot sand. We are only making slow progress, we can do a maximum of 7 kilometers a day and we don't know the way either.
We are in the Sahara, a desert that seems endless; impenetrable without a single drop of water, without a single bush that provides relaxing shade.

We got lost and after a car broke down we decided to walk back to town, but we got lost. Actually we just wanted to see the sunset.
After two days you got sick, had no more strength and only dragged yourself with great effort.I can't help you, I don't know how, I don't even know what you've got. Your eyes are cloudy, your mouth is dry, your lips are cracked and your skin is totally burned. In some places, your skin is chafed and starts to fester as constant contact with the sand does not allow it to heal.

The sun is so terribly hot, it burns everything here, I think it has already wiped out your willpower. You break down more often and run only supported by me.
I hardly have any strength left myself, but I will not let myself be dissuaded from relieving your suffering a little.

Again you collapse. I kneel in the sand next to you and pull your head into my lap. Your eyes are closed
"Yami, I'm with you, I'll help you ..." I don't want him to suffer, I love him too much. I would do anything to help him.

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I see you both
you are too heavy for my arms for a long time,
but i won't give youI know your monsters are just like mine
and it's better not to be alone with them
I know, I know, I know and don't ask
Hold on to me
get on, I'll carry you
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I pull you onto my shoulders as best I can and struggle to get up. At first I think my legs won't hold it, but my will makes me a little stronger and slowly I put foot to foot.

I wish we had a camel or a horse or an elephant that we could ride, then we would be faster, but since we don't have that, I'll give everything I can to relieve you.

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I'm going to be huge for you
An elephant for you
I'll carry you for miles across the country
and I'll carry you as far as I can
I'll carry you as far as I can
And at the end of the way if I have to
I carry you
I'll carry you across the river ...
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I don't know if we'll get there in time, if I'll find a way to save you. But if not, I don't want to feel like I haven't done everything to help you.I will hold your hand so that you are not afraid.
My legs are shaking under their weight. I've been carrying you for a long time and Yami, if you don't help yourself soon, I can't help you either, then I'll need help myself ...

I do not have any strength any more.
I break down. You fall on me I lie in the sand for a long time and feel you on me.
My legs are shaking, my bones are on fire and everything is blurred. My head falls to the side and I fall into a black hole. When I come to, I realize that you are even worse.

Yami I don't want you to go, I need you, don't give up. I can't cry I think my tears have dried up ...
We belong together like I don't know what, I feel anger in me and a renewed will to carry you

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Your legs won't carry you
As they should
so often they go
who didn't want to leave yet
And I know, I know and I can't take it
hold on to meget on, I'll carry you ...
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Again I lift you onto my shoulders and immediately sink to my knees. But I can't give up, I have to be strong now.
I keep walking, although my legs are now trembling so badly that I can barely walk.
I long for redemption and don't even know if I'm any better than you ...

You don't move anymore, only your beating heart shows me that you are still alive. Again I break down and again I get up.
I've carried you all day now and I realize that I can no longer. But I want to. I just crawl ahead and drag you behind me.
You don't move

I'm panting. Everything is turning and I know if help doesn't come soon we won't make it.
But I get up again with the last of my strength and carry you ...

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I'm going to be huge for you
An elephant for you
I'll carry you for miles across the country
And I'll carry you as far as I can
I'll carry you as far as I canAnd at the end of the way if I have to
I carry you
I'll carry you across the river ...
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Your spit has turned to white foam oozing from your mouth and your heart is beating slower.
I can not anymore.
I fall again and you with me
I lie flat on the floor and breathe quickly and shallowly.

I'm waiting. But what? To the death? For a miracle?
I really did everything I could to help you, but in the end it was all too little. And in the end I couldn't save myself.
I would have done more if my strength had allowed it.

"Yugi" jerkily I turn to you. Do you stir? Yes! You closed your eyes
and hardly move.
Again I pull you onto my lap and take your hands. You're cold even though it's so hot.
"You have done so much for me, I thank you for that. But don't carry me further, I have to walk the last way alone. But before that I want you to know how much I love you Yugi, do you hear ... I love you so much !!! "He falls silent. Now I can feel tears on my cheeks.
"Not Yami, please don't go where I can't follow you ... Please"
He smiles
"you have to let me go, you know that Yugi please ... kiss me"
I hesitate. Then I lean forward and kiss him very gently on his chapped and crusty lips.

When I straighten up, his head falls to one side. I'm trembling and I'm terrified.
I'm looking for your pulse, but I can no longer feel it. You are dead ... NO come back I need you ...

I scream. I cry and cry and cling to you And again I pass out.
A slap in the face wakes me up again and when I open my eyes I see a man bent over me
"Yes, he's alive - come and help me carry him into the car!" calls the stranger.
"Who are you" I ask dazedly
"We were driving our jeep to the next town when we saw you lying here, you need medical treatment"

He and another grab me and carry me to their car where other people are sitting, the car seems pretty crowded to me."Leave the other one here," the man calls out
"NO I scream" he has to go with me "
"Boy, we don't have a place in the car, he's already dead either just you or not at all"
I swallow. Then I'll just die with Yami.
"and you just leave it here?" I ask with tears
"The sand will carry him away. Basically the same thing happens to him as when he is buried, now come on we have to hurry"

You start the car and drive off. I look back at the dark spot on the floor. To Yami.
My tears run down me as I say goodbye to my life. Yami was my life.
It gets smaller and smaller until it is just a spot and can no longer be seen.
I will never forget you Yami
- And at the end of the way, if I have to, I'll carry you across the river ...
I did that. Now I'll see if I might not follow you across the river into an endless life ...