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Fanfic: Echolot...
Chapter: echo sounder
Again ne songfic yes yes this time we are heroes song that's called Echolot ... well then: Have fun =)
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-Echo sounder
* Yami's POV *
Everything in white, so sterile. Although I would have found black more suitable! For me, black always embodies grief, fear and bad weather. And that's how I would describe the last few days here in the hospital by your bed:
These days were full of sadness that makes you depressed, fear of losing you and full of bad weather.
Not only was it raining like crazy outside, but also in this room ... although I think those were more like my tears.
You were pushed out of the second floor of a hotel in a fight. You injured your head and broke three vertebrae. Of course you had an operation, but then you fell into a coma.
For two weeks now I've been sitting by your bed, holding your hand, talking to you, crying and somehow trying to reach you with my unfortunately nonexistent telepathic skills!And I keep asking: "Why?", Why you ?? Why not me?? Why??
I rarely sleep very long. Most of the time I just nod off briefly. I have become very thoughtful these days.
I have the feeling in my head that some kind of Tour de France is taking place, not just through France but through my thoughts. A bike race in which two teams take part.
The white team, which carries the good thoughts with them, and the black team, which only gives me bad thoughts! Most of the time this team is ahead and I can rarely think of something good. I always connect all my good thoughts that I still have with you.
I imagine what we could do, where we could go and what we could experience.
And then a beautiful thought penetrates my head. Looks like the good team has caught up ...
Imagine Yugi, we were by the sea ... that's your favorite place, right ???
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Hold still-
The bed is a raftAnd I will-
Out to sea, come cut it
Go look-
Liquid lead below us
Gray shadows pass lazily ...
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I imagine we're swimming on your bed in the sea. I lie next to you and hold on tight so you don't freeze. Transform all oppressive thoughts
themselves in shadows and dissolve in the dark. Just you and me and the vast ocean that has turned the same color as the sky. I think of before, when we were still together. Did your accident have to happen just so that I could see how important you are to me and always have been, and that I realize that a life without you is like a life without air - just not possible at all.
I am here and I hold your hand so that you are not alone.
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Stars and water
And we in between
Come on, let's swim
With the big fish ...
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I look at the many devices that keep you alive. Lots of tubing and big computers.But there is also a regular beeping.
This is your heart Yugi. And its beating is even shown on a screen in many pips. This device is kind of comforting.
It feels like a visible echo of a silent scream and a desperate attempt to return to this world.
I look at this device a lot. It gives me courage ...
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I see your heart
Your echo sounder
Makes waves in the sea
I see your heart
That little bit of red
Doesn't hurt for long
I see your heart
Don't stop yet
I'm hanging on your mouth
I know we're going
Deeper to the bottom
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I'm really hanging on to your mouth ... if only with my eyes ... trying to catch something that you might want to tell me.
I feel like I'm at the bottom of the sea. You are a fish and so am I.
Nothing distinguishes us except that you have no fins and are therefore incapable
To swim. I cannot carry you because you are too heavy.But I'm sitting with you in the shelter of a large stone and waiting for help while we watch the last rays of the sun, which could penetrate down here, as they slowly retreat to make way for the night.
These rays of sun make the water glitter and give it a somewhat eerie but also fascinating color.
We watch this spectacle in silence….
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The dust dances glittering down here
We sink
Blessed and deaf, dumb,
waiting and quiet
the shadows draw closer circles !!!
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I take care of you Yugi. And I also take care that these circles of shadow don't pull you away from me at some point….
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Sooo that's it for now, there is another sequel to come !!!!!
I hope you enjoyed it and if you still have the time you can write ya a come quickly hihi that would be really cool =)
So then * bow deeply * caro