giving up?” “Maybe not” He laughed. "Oh, you believe in those old sayings? 'Death redeems' and something like that? Stop it, you are no longer a small child than that you could believe in such nonsense" I turn around to him with a jerk."Just leave me alone, you'll get your fight. And now get out of here, you're really annoying me" As if I had said a magic word, he shrugs his shoulders and disappears into thin air. Sighing, I go on.

Faust stands in front of me. "You followed me?" I ask, because I didn't notice him. He nods and bends down a little to be at eye level. “I know what's going on inside you, so stop pretending to be cold about everything we're doing, understand?” I look at my feet. "I'm sorry. But I need some rest for a while." Then I push him aside and start walking. I don't even look where I'm going, but after a while I stop breathless and realize that I'm home. Exhausted, I let myself fall on the floor after closing the door and take a deep breath. "I don't want to interfere, but you're not as absent as you were this morning, I have to say that," says Amidamaru suddenly and I grin at him, although it's still difficult for me."Hm ... Yes. For luck I have friends. But I still want them back ..." I close my eyes and lay my head on my knees. "It is so strange to know that she is no longer there. Now everything changes and who knows whether I might not lack the Mur to keep fighting at all," I say quietly, thinking of the shaman fight that doesn't mean anything to me right now. "But you are fighting", Amidamaru smiles and I look at him questioningly. "You are fighting the loneliness that has spread within you. And I bet you will be victorious"