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Fanfic: Addicted

Chapter: Chapter 4 - Save me

So the last part of my little skip beat! FF. Oh yeah ... First of all, have fun reading!

"I haven't seen her since!" Sho said defiantly. For Ren and Kanae, Sho's narration answered a few questions. However: one question remained open. Namely: where was Kyoko now?

Chapter 4 - Save me!

"No wonder ...", Ren only muttered after Sho had finished with his story. Actually Ren had hoped no one would notice what he had said / mumbled. But it was not so. "What do you want to SAY with that?", Sho had got up and with every word he uttered his voice got louder. In the end he yelled at Ren. This stayed calm. "That is to say, it is not surprising that Kyoko did not show up today," he replied with his gentlemanly smile. "Oh yes?" Asked the singer. "Yeah, sure," said Ren coolly. "YOU'RE ONLY Jealous - BECAUSE I HAD BEEN BEFORE YOU!" Sho yelled at the actor."That ...", Ren no longer had the gentleman look, but this gloomy, angry look: "I don't need that at all" ... If one, maybe two seconds had passed without someone intervening had, the two brawlers would certainly have attacked each other and hit each other's heads. "It doesn't help if you two argue like that!" Said the remaining actress, in order to relieve the tension between the boys a little. Kanae looked back and forth between Sho and Ren and sighed. The two had nerves. You had to stay calm now, after all, you should be on the road by now looking for Kyoko ...

"I would suggest we split up and look separately. And if someone finds Kyoko ...", Kanae interrupted briefly and looked at the boys again to check whether they were really listening to her. "Then he says right away and brings you here WITHOUT detours!" The boys only nodded in agreement.So they parted and each ran away in a different direction ...

At Kyoko:

It was now light, but Kyoko didn't care. She had stayed in one and the same place for hours now, not moving. So she sat there, huddled with her face in her arms. In the middle of the night she couldn't stand it any longer in the hotel, ran headlong out of her room and then she finally ended up here. No, this place really wasn't insignificant for her life. But it wasn't this place that preoccupied her so much. No! To be completely honest, she was still preoccupied with what Sho had said to her the previous evening. She hadn't imagined it that way. Meanwhile, she wondered what she had actually been thinking about getting into the show biz. Sure: she wanted revenge on Sho. Kyoko sighed. From the moment her little demons vanished into thin air - just vanished - she felt empty.What was she supposed to do here now? Why torment yourself through the shooting? Why should she go to Sho again? Yes, their vengeance had failed; everything was now in pieces before her. And this emptiness in her almost drove her mad. What did she want in the show biz now? They had self-doubts. Tears kept welling up in her eyes. She had to get together now .....

However, she couldn't pull herself up as easily as she thought. She loved her work as an actress after all. Shooting had certainly already started. And she wasn't there! Not exactly good for a career - which is actually no longer needed. It was maddening. She did everything wrong ... EVERYTHING! Turn back time and set status to zero - No, that was not possible. And she knew that. She felt like she had lost everything right now. Sho, the acting ... Ren ... REN ?? What was he doing in her mind?NOTHING! Actually! But what did that mean? Another boy appeared while she was sitting there. Your koon! If he were here now, it wouldn't be that bad. But he wasn't here and she didn't even know where he was. What was he thinking of? What was he doing at the moment?

"I knew you were here!", Kyoko had closed her eyes when she suddenly heard the voice behind her. First she shuddered, it ran down her spine as cold as ice. // That can't be ... // it hammered into her head. After the initial shock subsided, she approached the situation in a more matter-of-fact way. Sure, the voice had sounded similar, but now she could assign Kyoko to a person, not the one she had thought of at the beginning. Her pulse, which had started racing for a few milliseconds, slowly calmed down. “Tsuruga-san,” she said without turning around: “How did you know?” No, she didn't need to turn around, she felt that he was standing directly behind her.Actually, nobody should have known, because she hadn't come here without a reason. They had played together here many times - you and Koon. How was Ren supposed to know she was here? Was he ... no! She had to pull herself together very much so as not to shake her head. No you! It wasn't possible. He couldn't be her koon, even if she had confused the voices for a moment. // Keep calm Kyoko .... You can hear the ghosts coughing! // she calmed down. Better: tried to calm down. But small doubts remained. How else would he have known she was here? How did he know she was from Kyoto? What if no one had told him? And the stone that Koon had given her ... Ren would of course have recognized it if he were Koon. But it wasn't him. She was now worrying completely unnecessarily.

"Let's just say it was male intuition," Ren said from behind her with a smile that would melt any woman.Kyoko would only have had to look at him first. She was still sitting there, staring ahead. "I ...", she swallowed. She actually wanted to apologize. Sorry that we had to stop filming because of her. I'm sorry someone had to go out of their way to find her. But the words got stuck in her throat. She was excited, nervous. Ren didn't like her, or rather: hadn't liked her at first. And now, now she must have ruined everything. She was unprofessional, unsuitable for acting. In the beginning he had told her yes. He had told her, and he was right. She was so stupid. "And now get up and come with me. The others are already waiting!", She heard the actor behind her. "But ..." she started again and again she couldn't finish speaking. // Sho is there! // it shot through her mind. What should she say - what to do if she met him? She didn't want to see him, not today, not tomorrow."Kotonami-san called me recently and said the director had changed the schedule. She's now shooting with Fuwa-san, so we didn't waste a lot of time," Ren added when he noticed that Kyoko was always on not yet stirred. "Listen ...", a little time passed before Ren started again. "You want to be an actress. Do you really want to give up now because of such a mood from Fuwa-san?" Ren was kneeling behind her and had put his hand on Kyoko's shoulder. Kyoko nodded. "Well then, let's go!"

And Tsuruga-san was like Koon, thought Kyoko, while Ren helped her up. Should she speak to him about it? Or just dub? But she would like to know. She would like to know whether her guess was correct or not. Ren was now a little ahead, she trotted after. "Tsuruga-san?" Even as she was pronouncing Ren's name, he turned around. "Yes ... ???" Yes, that look, the gestures ... Why hadn't she noticed it before?"N ... Nothing, it's okay!" She quickly evaded. Because somehow it would be weird if she asked him now. "Well then, we really have to hurry!" Said Ren, while he had already gone further ahead. // And it's him ... // thought Kyoko as she followed Ren .....

~~~ END ~~~

Author's comment:I'm sorry it took so long to finally finish the part. In the middle of it I decided to change the ending again, then there was writer's block and then the stress with school and driving license. But now the part is there. But what kind of end is that * shaking my head * .... No, I still don't like it, at least not really. Maybe there will be a sequel after all, because the story didn't have such a real happy ending * any more * shaking our head *. And I don't even want to talk about my resolutions. But I still have one resolution before my next story: "NO MORE RESOLUTIONS !!!!"The part was relatively difficult to write because I couldn't really put myself into Kyoko's emotional world. And well ... I could do so much better. (Yes, Sizu, you have to work a lot more)
There is one more thing I have to get rid of. I had planned the story differently at first. The film in which the four play had a lot more meaning. That's why the story is called that. However, since I changed the course of the story in the middle, the title of the story has lost its meaning. Unfortunately!
Thanks again to everyone who left me their comments. I never thought I'd get so many comments on a story. Thank you so much! * bow *

So then! Thanks to everyone who has read this far!

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