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Fanfic: Alabasta Love

go to my favorite spot, which is on a part of the beach that is not so often visited. Here you have at least your peace. I sit on a small rock and watch the sea.

I don't know how long I've been doing this when I hear voices behind me. I turn around. Chaka? What is he doing here? Then I see Peruh behind him. The two are so busy with their conversation that they don't notice me, which is fine with me. “Where did you go afterwards?” “Outside. Talked to Crocodile!” Chaka is probably not that enthusiastic about it. But at least he doesn't say anything… Peruh, on the other hand, does: “I don't know what you've got, Chaka, he's really fine!” “What I have? "No, but ..." "You don't seriously believe that he has really changed!"He could have said that more calmly. Man, he's mad ... Peruh now too." Let me talk to whoever I want! "" Peruh, I don't want you to endanger yourself unnecessarily! Crocodile was one of the Seven Samurai! Such a person does not change from one day to the next! "The falcon has now really had enough of Chaka's talk. He's running away. And exactly in my direction! Fortunately, I can hide in time, because not far from the place where I was just standing now, Peruh is now, The angry gaze on the sea. It doesn't take long before Chaka joins the group. It looks like he wanted to make a "peace offer" to Peruh, but he ignores him. After two or three more attempts, Chaka gives up, causing me quite surprised and disappears.

I go to Peruh and put my hand on his shoulder, not being aware of what I am doing. But before I can do something about it, Peruh knocks her away and hisses at me: "Finally leave me alone, Cha-Crocodile ?!"I don't know why, but that reaction makes me smile. He's probably quite uncomfortable with his outburst." T-I'm sorry. I thought you ... So, Chaka and I ... "" It's okay ... "Peruh sighs." Chaka says you can't have changed because you once belonged to the Seven Samurai of the Seas ... "Peruh tells me everything. This is how I find out about the conversations and discussions that the two of them have had in the palace since the celebration. I speak to Peruh reassuringly, or I try to. When I am about to tell him not to listen to Chaka, I stop suddenly pauses. Is Peruh crying ?! A closer look at him tells me that it really is. That honestly surprises me. To comfort him, I just wanted to put my hand on his shoulder as before, but instead I lay it put my arm around him! I'm all the more surprised when Peruh doesn't flinch, on the contrary: He's still leaning on me! I feel the warmth of his body on my own and am more than astonished to find that it doesn't feel so bad at all .This feeling arouses something like a protective instinct in me, and that's exactly what I blame for the need to really hug Peruh.

As I think a little more carefully about the current situation, I come to the conclusion that I act like I have a crush! Peruh seems to have had similar thoughts, because we deviate from each other as if on command and look away. I feel the blush rising in my face. There is an awkward silence for a minute, which is finally broken by Peruh. "A-well then ... I ... should go slowly ... ... thank you ..." "No cause ... See you ..." "Yes, see you ..." We both go back, luckily in different directions. As I go back to the casino, I think about what happened just now. It seems as unreal to me, like a dream ... When I arrive, I go to bed and immediately fall asleep.~~ NEXT MORNING ~~

Yesterday evening didn't leave me any peace from waking up to my morning walk. I couldn't get rid of it until I hit the market and had a little chat with the dealers. Not for the first time, I'm glad I get along so well with them. After talking to one of them for a good half an hour, I decide to make my way back to get upset about the special agents. But it happens as it has to happen: As soon as I have walked maybe 10 meters, I rediscover Peruh and Chaka ... Peruh also discovered me. But I am spared nothing ... But to my surprise, he doesn’t come up to me as usual. He just smiles as he always does when we meet, but this time barely noticeably, and then turns back to Chaka. Apparently the two have made up again. I actually knew that the argument wouldn't last long. I'm going back to the golden rain, but I'm sure that Peruh is still looking at me.A quick look back confirms my assumption. That look ... These eyes ... A moment of shock later I have to admit to myself that these eyes are from my dream. Peruh's eyes ... I stare at them for a long time until I suddenly realize that I was completely lost in them, and I look away and leave ...

In the golden rain again, I still can't get Peruh's gaze out of my head. He seemed somehow… sad… disappointed…. But he certainly doesn't know how difficult it was for me, too, not to go to him. I would have liked to talk to him about last night. I wonder if he would have evaded or talked about it openly. At the thought that I was about to miss the first chance for a liberating conversation, I sigh softly. When will the next opportunity arise? Hopefully soon ... I'll retire to my room immediately, ignoring the special agents' greetings.I lie down on the bed and suddenly I feel strange. I'm angry with myself. I'm angry with myself. I didn't have the courage to talk to him. I try to calm my guilty conscience by saying that I will still have thousands of opportunities for in-depth conversation. And that's where I'll leave it now.

I sit down at my desk and put all thoughts of the past 24 hours into making plans for the company. The idea of ​​smashing the navy and gaining control of Alabasta is incredibly liberating. But it only stays with the ideas, I recently decided to do that for good. I told the others about this and told them to leave if they had problems with it. But everyone is still here. The memory of that day really builds me up in a situation like this. But at that moment I wonder again why I didn't go to Peruh earlier.The next question is why I ask myself that, because it's clear: The situation yesterday was embarrassing enough that I don't have to talk about it the next day. Why am I thinking about it again? To distract myself from it, I decide to have dinner with the special agents again. With this idea, I notice that we haven't done that for a long time. Let's go!

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When we come back late in the evening, we agree to do this more often. The suggestion came from Mr.2 and was accepted by everyone else - even Miss MerryChristmas! - received with enthusiasm. Then we'll have more opportunities to have fun, talk, and make plans for the company for fun. I can hardly wait now!
A short time later I lie in bed and think about the evening. I forgot how easy it is to talk to the special agents.But before I can think about it, I fall asleep.

The first thing I think about the next morning is my dream. I dreamed that I met Peruh. At first we just talked, and later we hugged each other again. The very memory of it makes me blush, so I wonder how it will turn out to be when I talk to him about the hug. But I know that one way or another it will come to that. Another problem with that is that I can't or won't talk to anyone else about it. Not even with Nico Robin, which amazes me myself ...

Approx. 2 WEEKS LATER……

I last saw Peruh two weeks ago, and yet not a single day has passed without thinking about the hug. No. Not a day has passed since then that I haven't thought of him. It wasn't just the hug that bothered me so much, it was everything. Every encounter, every conversation ... But I don't want that at all!I have to distract myself! I go into the living room, where I meet Nico Robin. Of course she's reading again. I also get a book and sit down with her. Just as I opened the book, she spoke to me. “What's the matter with you, Akira?” So she noticed something. Great ... "Nothing. What should be?" I hope not to get an answer, but she must have planned something else ... "Don't pretend. You have been like this for two weeks. You are always so ... absent." I look at her inquiringly. She keeps talking. “What is it that worries you? Are you in love?” “What ?! No, of course not!” The fact that I have to blush now, of course, makes my answer even more implausible. Apparently Nico Robin thinks this is funny. "So it's you ..." "Oh yes? In whom?" I'm really excited about the answer. But it looks like she doesn't think about saying anything that annoys me.

She stands up. "I could use some fresh air again.See you later! " "What? Hey You can't just run away now! "Of course she ignores that. Just before the door she turns around again." You should tell him. "Then she's gone. I need a moment to understand what she said. I should tell HIM ?! I'm not in a ... Before I can think this thought through, it becomes a little voice interrupted, which certainly comes from my subconscious. This voice tells me that Nico Robin's words are actually not that absurd. Have I not been thinking about anything but Peruh for two weeks? So there could be something to it ... That's enough Now! I shut the book to silence that voice, which luckily works. That doesn't seem to have really helped, because now it's myself thinking about the whole thing. I have to admit that I really am Peruh I really like it, and the hug felt really good, but on the other hand ... I always thought I'd never fall in love with a man ... wait a minute!I'm not in love at all! ... I just like him. And even if I loved him, that love would definitely go unrequited ... For some reason I don't really enjoy the thought. That is probably because there is maybe more than I want to admit ... I should sleep on it ...

NEXT DAY

All day long my thoughts have been with Peruh, which is due to my dream in which he played the main role again. I think there is more to it ... The moment I have this thought, I resolve to talk to Peruh about everything.
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