* ~ * ~ over and over again ... over and over again .... this dream ... this white horse .... the dark .... all black but ... mirrors there were mirrors in the room ... and this bright, .. shining crystal-like tear .... what does that mean ... * ~ * ~

And once again I woke up from my sleep bathed in sweat and shivering slightly. And that dream again ...
I grabbed my forehead ... this dream is not normal ... since I was little I have carried it with me, just like the long scar that rises up on my shoulder blade. What does it mean ?! What does he want to tell me !? Over and over again ... this tear flows ... but then I wake up. Without knowing who she is ... who she is crying from ...
Before I could think about it any further, Glories' voice rang out. My little sister hopped into my room and looked at me with a crooked grin.
"Breakfast is ready," she warbled and ran down the stairs again.
I got up slowly, pulled on my short dressing gown, and slowly went down the stairs.My mother and Glorie were already at the table.
As I sat down in my seat, my mom looked at me calmly. ,, And slept well, .. or again ... you know .. "
I just nodded briefly: "As always ..."
She eyed me worriedly and looked for a moment at Glorie who was spreading loads of Nuttella on her bun.
"Watch out or you will get fat, .. that is faster and more unpredictable than you think", I said mockingly.
But how was my little sister supposed to get fat? She could eat as she wanted but didn't gain an ounce.
I sighed. "Thank God we have the weekend," I remarked with a yawn and stretched myself.
“What can God do for that? Did he do the weekend? But you don't believe in God Saara at all, do you? "Glorie looked at me confused and questioning.
"God can't help it, .. no, I don't think he did the weekend and I don't believe in it either .." I replied annoyed.
"Then why do you thank God?"
I got up and started clearing the table.,,Forget it.."
"But mom always says I should ask if I don't understand something .."
,, Aah! Then ask Mom .. "
My sister turned to my mother and I went into the kitchen and did the dishes when suddenly this picture reappeared in front of my eyes. A picture like from my dream ... a white horse in the dark ... and this tear that slowly bounced down on the ground ... ´
I widened my eyes but didn't move. I stopped as if frozen and took a deep breath ...
"I finally want to know what it means .." I mumbled.

// ~ Soi first Kappi no time has to go XD Hasn't gotten so big but I think I can put an end to this ^^ that the next ones will be longer ~ //