I'm an angel. To be precise, angel number 1204. Why a number? The first angels were given names. Gabriel, Michael, Uriel and Raphael. But over time God lost the desire to give names and so he only gives his servants numbers. I was actually 'born' here. It's not what people believe that if you die you go to heaven. We are just created with no idea of ​​life. It is also not the case that we sit on clouds all day and sing Hallelujah, rather the opposite. When someone dies, we receive them in heaven. And we take away people's bad feelings. That sounds good, but it is really an offense. People without sadness, anger and fear become inhuman, like computers.
But it does not matter. Today's people no longer need feelings, they need a job and a good image. The interior of a person is so displaced by the external appearance that a soul appears unnecessary.Those who do not follow the fashion will be left behind in a dusty drawer and forgotten. And there are more and more. And the grief keeps growing. The fury. The fear. And we angels take it off. But that's too much! The feelings overwhelm us and we are carried away.
God does not want his work to be destroyed, but allows what he turns away from people to happen to us. His likeness. It is so like us, but we suffer for them. And we take it. Just like it's our fault.
But our hearts bleed and with every shooting star that falls from the sky, an angel falls from the clouds too.
But it doesn't matter. We are indispensable and yet so unimportant. Nobody pays attention to us, most of them don't even believe in us. and that is our fate, we live without ever breathing, we mourn without feeling, we decide without having a will of our own.
That is the life and existence of an angel. Soon I will die too, I can already feel myself slipping more and more and threatening to fall into the depths.And I am happy.
I'm happy like never before.
To theredemption.